lin que hurriedly asked yan chi's room number, 306.

he hung up and sat over there, to think about yan chi's strange appearance in the past few days, he went to the hospital that day to check, and when he came back, he was angry with him, lin que was still confused, and he didn't understand whether it was because of the gossip post on the other side of the forum, or something else.

but yan chi's attitude towards him has changed, unlike in the past, lin que himself is also wronged, he grew up, even if his father has a harsh attitude towards him, but in the end he has not been angry from others, even if he is suffering, people who have nothing to do with him, lin que will not care, he just has a little bit of concern for yan chi, treating him as a friend, he will feel uncomfortable in his heart.

after yan chi had a fight with him, he moved away, lin que thought over there, holding his chin to look at yan chi's desk, his heart twisted, annoyed, but the chicken was annoyed, and he wanted to die.

is this past or not? probably there will be no serious illness, maybe it is a fever in the courtyard, people in their twenties, the body is hard.

think about the past, can't pull down the face, don't go over, the dense words on the document are crawling like ants, crawling lin que's eyes are sore, can't see in, the time cost is not cost-effective, it is better to do something else.

yan chi accompanied yan ge to walk below, the provincial hospital of traditional chinese medicine covers a large area, there is a small green garden behind it, the pavilion benches are readily available, there are many people in it, yan chi walked for a long time, only to find an empty short chair and sit down.

yan ge said that he was going out to buy some food, and he would come over later.

yan chi usually has a lively personality, these days thinking about things, only vaguely a little dull, he sat there for a while, there was a pregnant woman with a big belly accompanied by his husband, looking around and did not find the ground, yan chi hurriedly stood up and gave her a seat.

it's a pretty little girl, say thank you to him.

her stomach was as big as two balls, and it was difficult to move, yan chi was curious on the side, and asked her: "is this a few months old?" the little girl's

husband smiled: "i am about to give birth, and the due date is just a few days."

"congratulations, you're going to be a dad." yan chi said hello to the man, looked at the girl's belly, and then thought about himself, thinking about his own stomach, his idea today was a little strange, about to touch that it was about to be operated on, in the end it was a piece of meat on his body, and when he approached, he began to panic and give up.

yan chi had mixed feelings and continued to go forward to relax, and when he returned to the original land, the pregnant woman and her husband were gone, and someone next to him was discussing: "born really fast, the due date is said to be the day after tomorrow, and today it will come."

yan chi's heart suddenly exploded, walking forward, wanted to go over to see, he very much wanted to see the birth of a small life, about a soft glutinous ball, white as a bulging bun, laughing to reveal two small dimples, is yan chi's ideal state, cute, cute to kill.

before he got there, he first passed the nursery, which was dressed in a white, only the clothes and blankets on the baby's body had bright colors, pink was a girl, and there was a little embroidery on it, which showed the parents' love.

yan chi saw that his heart was soft, he couldn't walk, he had been lying on the edge of the window to watch, the child looked at the soft glutinous sticky, always arousing people's desire to protect, he also had in his stomach, now nearly a month and a half old, soon to disappear.

lin que stayed in the office for a while, did not stay, and finally decided to shy his face, go to the hospital to see yan chi, what is the big deal, temper can stretch and bend, but just to see a person, what's wrong?

he used to buy a basket of fruits at the fruit shop downstairs, and when he lived with yan chi before, he knew that he liked to eat oranges, changed a basket of fruits into oranges, carried it, called a car, and went to the provincial hospital.

yan chi lived in 306, when he was looking for a room to go in, it happened that there was a doctor in a white coat who came out, lin que had a plan in his heart, and he stopped him and asked: "how is the patient's situation inside?" the

doctor asked him, "are you?"

lin que smiled with a straight face, not like a lie: "i am a family member of the patient." the doctor believed and told him some general information: "the

patient's condition is not particularly good, the tumor is deteriorating, and there is a second operation, and we will try to discuss the best treatment plan."

lin que was confused and stayed there without moving.

his heart fluttered between the chest cavity, his brain was blank, stuffed with cotton wool, the head was bulging and swollen, for a moment lin que even felt that the train of thought was broken, it took half a day to return to god, when he returned to god, he thought, yan chi is sick, he has a disease that will kill people.

how the is this so uncomfortable, more uncomfortable than when he lost his most beloved toy when he was a child, it really can't be compared like this, but lin que felt that the sight in front of him was a little foggy, he suddenly didn't want to go in, he had to slow down.

if yan chi was born sick and pale, he would be uncomfortable when he saw it, and he didn't know how to comfort him.

lin que walked back, carrying a fruit basket to squeeze through the bustling crowd, passing by the door of the nursery, and bumped into yan chi.

but it was a coincidence that lin que saw him, he didn't say a word for a moment, it happened that yan chi also just turned back, the two looked at each other for a while, lin que opened his mouth first, revealing a hard squeezed smile: "good coincidence, i came to find someone."

yan chi nodded, "hmm.

lin que asked, "can i sit down on your side when i go over?"

yan chi's voice was light, and he looked at him for a while: "yes."

lin que almost bit his tongue: "in the past, i peeled oranges for you."

when

yan ge returned from buying something, he entered the house and saw lin que sitting on the sofa next to him, with a garbage can at his feet, clumsily peeling oranges, dividing the pulp, putting it into a plate, and then giving it to yan chi.

he was stunned, and subconsciously asked lin que, a little fierce: "how did you come, are you?"

he thought that lin que knew his brother's physical condition, what to do, it was impossible for him to succeed, his brother was upright, it was impossible to give birth to a child, it made no sense to say it, how to live in the future.

yan chi's voice was heavy, afraid that he would leak his mouth: "it's okay, it just happened to be encountered." yyan ge didn't

particularly believe it, but he didn't speak again, and went to the side coolly, staring at lin que's back without moving away, hating and gritting his teeth.

he felt that his brother blamed lin que for this matter, the lower body went crazy for no reason, he wanted to be more stone, no idea, no effort, where would this file happen, lying down was not him, he was the active side, he had to move himself, it was his fault.

lin que felt that there was a cool breeze on his back, this taste was really a lot of feelings, such as mang on his back, he had not finished peeling, looking back, just happened to collide with yan ge's line of sight, yan ge stared at him, making a mouth shape: "what to see?

lin que had a temper: "what are you doing, i recruited you?" seeing that he was

going to quarrel, yan chi had a headache and couldn't help it, so he said to lin que, "i want to eat oranges." this

sentence sounds quite dependent on people, like some unspeakable relationship in it, yan ge's face is black after listening to it, and lin que listens to it but his heart is calm: "cheng, i will peel it for you." "i didn't argue with yan ge anymore.

he was alone next to him and didn't know what to do, yan ge felt that lin que's muscles and bones were soft, looking at te didn't have any backbone, it was not clear what he really thought, empathy, if he had been kicked by others for no reason, he would not be better with him.

lin que gave the orange to yan chi, yan chi ate, ate what he peeled, this picture looks a little good, especially the sun outside, the light shines on the bedside, and hemei.

lin que couldn't help but think farther, thinking about the days to come, he thought like this, and suddenly realized that even in the future, he was quite willing to make something for yan chi to eat, and when he looked at it, he had a so-called sense of satisfaction.

before he realized that this feeling might be called like, he had already begun to think slowly about him and yan chi, which was a very wonderful feeling, just imagining that picture, lin que felt as sweet as eating honey in his heart, but later he thought of yan chi's illness, malignant tumors, and bulging satisfaction and began to panic in an instant.

yan chi looked at his expression and felt that something was wrong, wondering, "what's wrong?"

lin que shook his head and said that it was all right, yan ge stood up at this time, pushed him out, and said while pushing: "i told my brother something, outsiders can't listen." closing

the door, yan ge's box finally opened, and he ran over and asked, "brother, what's going on, does he know?"

"he doesn't know, should he?" yan chi was not very clear, "we just met outside, he said to come and see a friend." "is

that surgery still done?" yan ge asked him, "if you want to keep it a secret, he has always been there, and he will always be known." yan chi

groaned for half a day: "that's not done? the

tone rose, sounding like he was asking yan ge's opinion, but the emotions in it were only clear to him, and yan chi had a thought of stopping here at that moment just now.

don't do it, give birth to the child, and so on, and so on, it may be that the pregnant woman outside gave him stimulation, or it is that the white and tender soft tangyuan in the nursery is neatly lined up, making people's hearts and livers soft.

yan ge asked his brother, "are you sure you don't do it?"

yan chi did not know how to say, it was he who was going to do the operation at the beginning, now everything is ready, and the last choice to give up is also him, obviously only a few days, his state of mind has changed, becoming a mother-in-law, yan chi does not want to admit this, find an excuse: "that lin que is outside, how to do it?" "or

you don't want to do it yourself?" yan ge saw blood for a while and did not give him a chance to refute, "brother, you want to leave him behind?"

yan chi did not speak.

yan ge thought for a while: "then we don't do it, i went to tell the doctor, you decide it, you are willing to stay, we will stay, anyway, there will be more mouth."

"milk powder is expensive." yan chi joked with him, "it's hard to raise children."

yan ge went out to find a doctor, yan chi sat alone on the edge of the bed, at that moment he was a little confused, this decision was made too quickly, too suddenly, almost subconsciously, even he himself had not returned to god, just at this time, lin que pushed the door in.

when yan chi saw his face, he thought, i am going to give this life a child, this matter absolutely can not tell him, he is willing to give birth, is willing to keep this child, not because of lin que.

as soon as he thought of telling lin que, he felt uncomfortable and weak, afraid that lin que would come to see him with colored glasses, see that he was sick, and see that he was not a real man.

lin que asked him, "your brother is gone?"

yan chi said hmm.

lin que was relieved, he didn't want to mess with the little fart child, but yan ge always picked his mistakes in the counting, strange dislike.

he just went out to make a phone call, lin que has a friend outside the province, his father is one of the best oncology experts in china, strong medical skills, high techniques, the door is like a city, he just called to ask, want to ask for yan chi about this expert, there are experts to operate, the success rate is much higher.

"you lie down first." lin que advised him, "rest more, want to eat something?" he spoke

in a light tone and spoke carefully, afraid that if he didn't pay attention to yan chi's pain point, yan chi saw his appearance and asked him: "don't you wonder why i want to be hospitalized?"

"i'm not curious." lin que was actually curious to die, and wanted to ask yan chi what type of tumor it was, and he had to talk to that side.

yan chi narrowed his face, "do you know?" seeing

his appearance, lin que no longer concealed: "hmm. yan chi stopped

lying down, sat up and asked him, "what are your plans?"

lin que also became serious when he saw this: "it should still be cut off."

"you say cut, you call this cut?"

if he said that it was good to fall, beat it, or whatever, yan chi would be laughed at by him, and he called this cut, cut off the child, cut into what?

"this must be cut, or it will be born."

"as long as you don't do anything else, he won't be reborn."

lin que asked him, "what did i do?"

at this moment, the atmosphere began to be awkward, lin que asked seriously, and his expression was also serious, as if he really did not understand, yan chi looked at him for a while and reacted, this is probably the so-called chicken and duck talk, the two said things, the wind and horses and cattle are not compatible.

yan chi asked, "how do you say to cut it?"

"i have a friend whose dad is an oncologist in the country." lin quegang wanted to sit down and talk to yan chi well, but he interrupted him.

"tumor?"

lin que asked the doctor at the door and said to him, yan chi listened quickly and sweated, half nervous, half nervous after a moment of relaxation of the prostration, he unloaded his shoulders, headache, people also have no strength: "my side is 307, not 306, aunt probably remembered wrong." lin que's

heart was also quiet: "then you are?"

"minor illness, my stomach is not particularly good, i have not eaten before, so come to the hospital to see for a while."

he is not a lie, yan chi's stomach is really not good, he did not take good care of himself outside, sometimes he ate a meal and was hungry, and he fell into a stomach disease, but it was not particularly serious, within the range of barely acceptable.

yan chi finally did not have surgery, decided to give birth to this child, stomach disease, lin que did not suspect, but really believed.

a few days later, when i was about to leave work, lin que received a call from there.

is the pet hospital that did the grooming for xiao ash before, yan chi sent it to that side for toxoplasma gondii examination these days, has not yet been picked up, the hospital has a temporary problem, only to notify customers one by one to pick up the pet, notify to yan chi that side, the phone is not connected.

lin que had also accompanied him to this hospital before, left his own number, and now the phone called his mobile phone.

lin que answered and heard xiao ash calling over there.

this is his cat, barking softly, scratching people's hearts and feelings, lin que also has feelings for it, overcoming the problem of nervous cat hair allergies, but i think this kind of small animal is also somewhat cute.

he went to pick it up, the cat rack at home has not been taken away, as soon as the cat is put down, it runs to the top of the shelf, scratching the bell there jingles, the little guy is particularly interesting, lin que looks at it and feels interesting, makes a cup of coffee, sits on the soft sofa and watches it.

looking at the cat, he began to think about yan chi.

after the hospital that day, he rarely saw yan chi above, and even if he did, he saw yan chi who was working on the case through the glass that did not close the shutters, and he could only look at the side face and the white neck.

lin que was a little dissatisfied privately, but he didn't say it.

there is nothing to say, except that he has gone to bed once before, and then come back to this sojourn relationship for more than a month, he and yan chi have no more common topics, there is no intersection of work, and the circle of life does not coincide, he can only look forward to the ocean for a long time and sigh, and he can't do anything.

there was originally yan chi in the family, there was popularity, at present alone, plus a cat, lin que felt bored, wanted to see yan chi, he did not know how to say, direct phone call, inappropriate, invited him to the home in person, inappropriate.

i don't know if it's a brain convulsion, or if the mind of wanting to see yan chi is too urgent, lin que held the cat behind his head and went to send a circle of friends to yan chi.

set permissions and give him only one person to see.

after taking some video of little ash climbing the cat rack, lin que went to edit the text: the other owner of little gray seemed to want it.

this sentence is a bit unusual, can not express the feeling that lin que wants, he thought that anyway only yan chi saw, he did not want to face, found the wechat comes with the crying face expression put up, just look forward to yan chi wait to see, can come to pick up the cat.

everything is only owed to the east wind, but he is a hand, a hand pump, plus when he sent it out, he was too anxious, he didn't have time to check, he clearly just wanted to show yan chi this circle of friends, he didn't expect that yan chi was blocked by him, and the rest of the people could see it.

when lin que did not find out, the chat interface began to ring non-stop, and even if he found out in time to delete it, this screenshot was also completely retained.

the most excited was his group of fox friends who had just returned home, and the group was lively like a red-hot year, and he was crazy in it, asking: "have a boyfriend?"

"broke up?"

"late at night, brother que's one-man show?"

"who, exactly, can capture our ringo's heart?"

"team up to watch the sister-in-law, i asked yang ni, he was set out by me, called yan chi!" work at the company next door!

lin que: "i'll raise your mind." as soon

as this matter came out, he did not give yan chi the heart to perform again, fished the little ash out of the cat rack, carried into the cat nest to sleep, this cat is a bit of spirit, is a typical night owl, unwilling to sleep, lin que also does not understand, forcibly coaxed it for a long time, covered it with a small pink blanket bought before, and finally the cat did not sleep, but it was sleepy.

in the daytime, he went to work in the company, went early, the company door was not open, there was a row of people standing at the door, giggling and laughing, and when he saw lin que pass, he shouted, brother que is good, brother que is early.

lin que was shocked, and his steps were half a beat: "are you really here?"