I turn off the shower, dry myself and wrap a towel around my body. I wrap one around my hair as well. I go to the bedroom and stare in the mirror for a while. I drop the towel and check the scars that man left on my body. He really did a number on me, I hate him. I wear my oversized t-shirt and head to bed.

I am startled finding Siya on my bed, in nothing but boxers. When did he get here? At this time of the night.

Siya: Are you done ogling or should I give you more time to check me out?

Me: I wasn't checking you out!

Siya: Yeah okay.

Sarcasm falling out of his mouth. I walk closer to the bed. He opens his arms for me. His arms practically engulf my whole body in his.

Me: What are you doing here?

Siya: I couldn't sleep.

Me: So you drove at 2 am from your place to mine all because you couldn't sleep?

Why am I not surprised when he nods? Complex man he is. Although it was probably adorable of him to drive all the way from his place to my apartment because he couldn't sleep. I still feel like there was more to it. But I don't put pressure on it, he'll tell me when he wants to.

Siya: What are you doing up at this time?

Right, I knew that question was to come. What was I doing at this hour? Certainly not sleeping.

Me: Couldnt sleep, decided to take a shower.

I say honestly. I couldn't sleep after I left his place. I had tried to read my novels but it didn't help either. There was just too much on my mind.

Siya: Wanna talk about it?

Me: I'm fine.

He pulls me close to him, if that's even possible since the space between was already nonexistent.

Me: Are you okay?

I ask because I feel like he has something to disclose but he doesn't know how to. I sigh when he doesn't answer me. Knowing he's not asleep, I pull back to look at him, but I find him already looking at me.

Siya: Can we just lay here in each others arms, please?

Me: Are you okay?

I decided to ask again just to make sure. I didn't want to come across as pushy but I just needed reassurance that he was fine.

Siya pulls my face to him, kissing my lips gently. He leans his forehead against mine. He looks so troubled, which I hate. I need him to be able to talk to me freely, about anything. He switches the position we in. He is now sleeping on top of me, his legs tangled with mine. His head on my chest, and his arms around me.

Me: You'll tell me when you ready right?

Siya: You're not upset?

Me: No, I'm worried.

Siya: I'm not cheating.

Me: I know.

We stay like that for a while. Soon I start hearing soft snores. He looks so cute with his lips slightly parted, his brows furrowed. I smooth them with my hand. I try to put him down to sleep on the bed instead of sleeping on me, he instead holds me tighter, I figured he'd be tired. I'm hungry but I think I'll eat later, soon I also fall asleep.

***

I woke up feeling some sort of warmth under me. I immediately know who it was coming from. I started kissing her jawline, down to her neck. Sino starts to stir from her sleep. I hear her moan my name, with her eyes still closed. I love the effect I have on her. But the one she has on me is stronger than anything as I feel my dick instantly get hard.

I flipped us over, making her on top of me, making her feel my hard erection. She blushes, kissing me on my lips and sat on it upright, with her palms on my bare chest.

Sino: You have a funny way of waking people up.

Me: I think it's only you I wake like that.

She turned away blushing. She's the most beautiful woman I've ever seen in my life. And I know I have a lot to tell her. About my life, the kind of job I do. I just hope she doesn't live me after I do. Looking at her, the way she smiles. I can't trade that for anything. It scares me to think there's a possibility of her walking out of this if she finds out who I am.

Sino: What are you staring at?

Me: You, your beautiful face. Your alluring eyes. Your natural hair. Your peerly and enticing smile.

I see her smile waver a little before she giggles looking away. She starts moving under me, unconsciously so. Oh hell, what is she doing to me. My dick immediately gets harder and jerks up and I know she feels it as her eyes go wide. She gasps and covers her face with her hands.

Me: If you don't move from my hard dick, I swear I'll have you here and now.

She quickly moves, taking a pillow and throwing it at me. She giggles and disappears to the bathroom. I smile at her innocence. It just makes me happy, she makes me happy. I can't wait to have her breathing my name under me.

Me: I'll get you for that.

Now I need a cold shower.