i'd much rather be heroin than a cigarette, i know that now. because i know what it is like to be a cigarette. it's nothing glamorous. it means i am used over and over again until all i have left is a few dying sparks. then i am tossed on the ground and broken pieces are made smaller. but heroin, i wish i could be your heroin. i could've had you obsessed, addicted with one taste. if i had known this earlier, i could've become heroin. maybe then you would've stayed.