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I decided to finally come home after contemplating about how and if I was gonna tell Nicki the truth about Nico.

I walked in to see her sat in the couch with Dyme who she's gotten close with these last few weeks.

"Baby I gotta tell you something" I mumbled rubbing the back of my neck.

She looked concerned and gestured for me to sit next to her. "What is it babe?"

"I'm gonna start with my job... The club isn't my only business."

She smiled and shook her head. "I'm not stupid. You don't get all this from club money."

"Yeah but the only reason I got the club was to cover my back so the government could see I got legitimate money coming in. The club isn't my full focus." I explained.

"You watched Power?" I asked and giggled. "Of course I've seen Power it's Chanel's favourite show." She said reaching up to play with my ears, I pushed her away.

"Well I'm like Ghost and Tez like Tommy."

"Jace if you're trying to tell me you sell dope. It's okay, I don't mind as long as your safe. Coming back home to me every night." She climbed into my lap and grabbed my face so she was looking in my eyes.

I threw my head back sighing. "Baby I'm not a good person. I kill people."

"Oh" I quickly started apologising. "I'm sorry. You know I'll never do anything to intentionally hurt you-"

She leaned forward and pecked my lips a few times trying to calm me. "Jace what are you talking about? I know you wouldn't-"

I grabbed her hand softly. "Nicki listen to me. You're probably gonna hate me when I tell you this but I have to." "Jace." She was now straddling me so I rubbed my hands up and down her thighs.

"It was me." I finally confessed and she frowned in confusion. "What was you?"

"I killed Nico." She quickly jumped out my lap. "YOU WHAT?!"

"YOU FUCKING MURDERED MY BROTHER!"

"I'm sor-" She swung her arm slapping me hard across my face. "SORRY ISNT GONNA CUT IT. YOU SAT UP HERE AND WATCHED ME CRY, GRIEVING FOR MY BROTHER AND ALL ALONG YOU HAD HIS BLOOD ON YOUR HANDS."

She shook her head crying then quickly covered her mouth. "I'm gonna throw up."

"Nic-" I tried grabbing her arm but she pulled away. "DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME!"

"FUCK YOU! AND FUCK THIS BABY. YOU'RE CRAZY IF YOU THINK IM GONNA GIVE BIRTH TO YOUR SEED!"

"Baby please I didn't know he was your brother."

"I SAID DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME. I HATE YOU." She yelled pushing and throwing weak punches at my chest.

"I WISH YOU WERE DEAD!" She ran over and pulled my gun out from under one of the couch cushions, before I could react she shot at my shoulder.

"FUCK YOU JACE!" She yelled and stormed out leaving me there clutching my shoulder.

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"Hey baby." My mom said but frowned instantly when she saw me. "What happened?" She quickly ran over to me and placed her hand on the bandage covering my wound making me hiss in pain.

"Ma I fucked up."

"Jace what's wrong? And what happened to you?"

"Nicki's left me and I think she's gonna get rid of the baby too."

"She what? Why?" She asked then sucked her teeth angrily. "You cheated on her? I told you about fucking around-" she begun jumping to conclusions thinking I cheated on Nic.

"No it's not that. I accidentally killed her brother."

And just like Nicki she slapped me. "HOW THE FUCK DO YOU ACCIDENTALLY KILL SOMEONE JAYCEON. WHY THE FUCK YOU IN THESES STREETS KILLING PEOPLE CHILDREN ANYWAY!"

"I didn't know he was her brother. If I knew I wouldn't have-"

"IT DON'T MATTER! EVEN IF HE WASNT HER BROTHER HE STILL SOMEBODY SON!" She yelled and turned to walk away angrily.

"Mom." I called following her but she held her hand up. "Get out my face Jace I don't even want to look at you right now."

"Mom I'm sorry I shouldn't have done it because Now I've lost Nicki and my baby."

She sighed. "You love her?" I shrugged.

"Jace."

"Yeah I do and to be honest I was kind of excited to start a family with her. I ain't felt this way about no girl."

"Jace I honestly don't know what to say except from you gotta give her time. Time to forgive you if she can."

"Ma I can't lose her ." I confessed.

"Well you fucked up so you're going to have to accept the face that you might have just lost her."

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