My heart stopped when I turned around and saw Julie with my babies white roses."WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO" I scream and everyone jumped a little. That's fucking it,I broke down.I started throwing every thing I could. Ayiden grabbed me from behind,"All I did was simply cut the white roses sorry" she smirk going to Kodí.

He was just standing there trying to take everything in "Oh bitch you about to die" I broke out of Aydien's grip and ran towards Julie I got a few good hits in before the guys broke it up, "What's wrong with you they're just damn roses" Kodí spoke, I slapped the fuck out of him.

He slapped me back and that was the last straw. I heard the guys helping Julie up,*You can do it just end yourself they wouldn't care* I stomped down the hall way to his office, I knew he had a loaded gun in a box under his desk. I grabbed it and walk up stairs to find my ultra sound pictures, I grabbed those, changed and grabbed my backpack while walking back down.

Everyone was talking, among eachother trying figure out what just happen. They saw me with the gun and they're eyes got wide,"What are you doing with that" Kodí said "something I should have done a long time ago"

I glanced at the white flowers laying on the ground lifeless like my babies and I picked them up. I walked towards my babies *sad You couldn't protect your babies or flowers* and placed the flowers down I held the gun up to my head *There we go Haiden, we both know your not strong enough to go on* Shut up you know nothing about me *oh but we do, little miss I never did anything wrong* "HAIDEN WHAT ARE YOU DOING" I turned around with tears in my eyes to see the Brady Bunch all looking at me.

"I'm going meet my babies, you (I said pointing the gun to Julie) took the only reason why I lived away from me, now that they're gone I have no point" I said "But you do have a point" Ayiden said "What is it can you tell me? and Kodí don't you say shit because you think I didn't hear you tonight, I'm just a fucked up excuse of a person...The only right thing my father said to me tonight was I should just die, So thats what I'm going to do" I closed my eyes and almost pulled the trigger until I was tackled down from the front and the gun flew out of my hands.

"Get off, get off", I screamed "Haiden clam down" Kodí said " no you clam down don't ever tell me clam down this is all because of you... I hate you so much, you killed my babies why can't you just kill me" I stated while turning around to run away.Everyone was in shock for the second time tonight.

I ran to where I parked a car I stole from Kodí,and took off for good hopefully.

The fuck just happen, is all that's in my mind right now. I don't know what part to process first,the part where she was pregnant or the fact that she just ran away so fucking easy from me.

I was pissed for most of the night because everytime I looked at Haiden, I could see men lust after her... She's mine, and I mean it. I may be a heartless asshole to her, but if I lose her I don't think I would function properly. Waking up and seeing her before I go to work everyday is amazing. She doesn't know it but I go in her room and check in her every morning.

I also hear her cry almost everynight because of me and it sucks, but I can't help it. We argue almost everytime we talk to eachother and something inside of me snaps.Hurting her wasn't something I plan on doing, but Julie knew how to take stress away from me.I've been doing that for 3 years now, ever since our marriage went bad.

I can still remember the time I first met Haiden, I was walking to my class when I bumped into Haiden, I've never seen a short person get so upset before in my life. I knew I had to have her despite my family business and all. See I had made a deal with my papa that I would attend and finish college and make something out of myself before taking over the business. I didn't know I would eventually end up falling in love with a sassy girl name Haiden.

Which I found out she was only 17 but she graduated early from high school.Although she was young her mindset and outlook on life attracted me to her and her body was a plus. We got married not to soon afterwards due to me graduating and the arrangement with Haiden's father and mine which I also found out that they were close friends.We were so happy in the beginning but I screwed it all up.

I got snapped out of my thoughts when Ayiden started speaking

"Why did you do it bro" he says while we're all sitting down in the kitchen waiting on her doctor to come in... I need answers and her doctor is the only one that knows them "I honestly don't know" I stated. "Do you even still love her, man you should have saw her this morning. Kodí you have to stop hitting her" Jasper said.

"If he ever gets her back" Ayiden said. I glared at him.

Dr.Ryan came in with a large file, just as Jax and liläh was walking in, fucking great another female to get pissed off at me. "Julie get the fuck out" Jasper stated calmly

"um no I'm not going anywhere I don't know why y'all are so worried about the whore a-"

"I'm going to tell you this nicely ONE MOTHERFUCKING TIME get the fuck out" I told her. While placing my gun on the table, she took the hint and walked away.

"Now please continue"

Dr. Ryan has been our family doctor since I was a little boy. I respect her enough to not kill her for talking wild to me sometimes, I think of her as my nonna.

"She's been through hell and back with you, she married you two weeks after her mother died. Although she tells me that she was in love with you, I feel like she still needed time to grief. She was also only 17 when all this took place and on top of that you go and cheat on her for 3 out of the 6 years yall been to together, Your never home,and when You are, your fucking Julie.

You put her into a crime life, You moved her all the way to California and you also beat on her. And to add on to that from what y'all learned tonight she's been through two miscarriages....Where were you for all of this?" Before I could answer Liläh hit me " you asshole"

"Once again why did you bring her" I said to Jax "I was with her when Jasper call an-" he was cut off "and I wanted to come bitch. keep fucking with me Kodí see where that gets you" she said with aggression in her voice, one rule don't piss Liläh off and everything will be fine.

"Is that it Dr.Ryan" Liläh asked with a sad/hurt look on her face "unfortunately not, your wife,Mr.Kole, at the age of 19 was pregnant, she was happy, but didn't know how to tell you, she broke down and told me how you were cheating in her and started to abuse her, at her 12 week check up she came in all bruise up along her stomach and face area,the baby didn't have a heart beat and later on that day she had a miscarriage, she was heartbroken"

2 months later The second baby came and she was overly excited, but due to her stress levels at home, she lost this one around being 1 month pregnant.She went back into her depression stages, but this time it was worse, I often thought of putting her in a mental hospital and telling you, but she begged me not to, she was terrified of you.

She would have mental breakdowns so I gave her medications for it to clam her down,because you only made it worse for her, do you know she tried to kill her self 5 times because of you, but your maids always found her because you were never home.Shes been through a lot to say she's only 23, so now that you know the truth please go and find her.

"I fucked up" I said to the guys and Liläh, "Kodí I should slap the fuck out of you,L'hai messa così tanto just know when I see Julie I'm fucking her up on sight and I dare any of you to jump in my way" she walked off.

"You think,Kodí if you wasn't our bro We would kick yo ass" They all said to me. "I'm going get her no matter whose with me" I said standing up, shes not that smart she took one of my cars and they all have trackers on them and right about now it looks like she's in San Diego.

"Sto venendo amore"