I kept pacing around the hallway. I know I fucked the exam. I tried really hard to understand it but I couldn't. I turn around and continue pacing but bump into someone. "Fucking Deku. Don't call me when your drunk and leave me voicemails." He was glaring right through me.

"What are you talking about?" He unlocks his phone and hands me his phone. I look at it and he's in his voicemail. I hit the recent one and put it to my ear.

"Hey Kacchan! In case you blocked me or is just ignoring me it's Izuku, hah. Of course it's Izuku who else calls you Kacchan?....ANYWAY! I called you to apologize to you...you might ignore this and it's okay if you do. I'm sorry for everything I did to you Kacchan. I love you a lot...Like to the moon and back most likely even further. Your probably going to see this and be like. "Oh, why is stupid Deku calling my phone!" Hah. In case you didn't know I'm reaaallyyy drunk right now. Oh! Also instead of studying for the exam I fucked the tutor guy. ALSO I'm definitely getting expelled from U.A! My life is peachy. Honestly I'm not even thinking about what I'm saying I'm just saying what's flying out of my mouth. Anyway I love you to the moon and back Kacchan!"

I stare at the phone wide eyed. Everything I said was so slurred. "I...This wasn't me." I hand him his phone back. He looked at me, this time it wasn't mean, it was just a plain expressionless stare.

"Why do you let your life go down the road it's going?" This is the longest I've been talked to Kacchan in a long time. I look to the ground, I don't want to tell him anything. It's embarrassing.

I look at him and smile. "Right anyway sorry for calling you...it won't happen again." I walk away not wanting to be in that awkward situation.

"Midoriya, Nezu wants you in his office." When I got Nezu's office I already knew what was happening. Half the staff was in Nezu's office...Their getting ready to expel me. "Midoriya. Please sit down."

I sit down and feel everyone's eyes on me. "Midoriya...On the exam the finishing score to pass was-." "Look just cut the bullshit and expel me already." A couple teachers looked away.

"Your score was 17%. Your attendance isn't the best...we can't have u.a's reputation destroyed. We're very sorry." Sorry my ass. I nod my head and get up to go back to class. "How'd it go." I got my backpack. "I got expelled..." the class gasped.

"Stay out of trouble kid." Aizawa said. I meet eyes with Kacchan, his eyes were widened. I already told him. I don't know why he's so surprised.

I go back home and immediately call Kira.

"Hey what's up-."

"I want the strongest stuff you have."

"...Zuzu...are you okay?"

"Come over."

"...o-okay."

Five minutes later Kira came back with a bag with white powder in it. He meets me on the couch. He hands me the bag and I lift it up staring at it. I'm really about to go to the lowest point right now...

"Zuzu...before I let you do this...what's wrong." "I got expelled and am barley making it through the day without thinking of running in front of a truck. Now are you going to do this with me or am I doing it alone."

"Not this time zuzu. We're talking about this later...I gave you enough to get rocked but not enough to get you hooked....I'll check in with you later Zuzu..." he seemed worried and hesitant. He locked every window and door before he left.

I poured the whole bag on the coffee table. I grab a dollar and bill and twist it. "Here goes nothing."

xxxxxxx

I woke up feeling numb, not mentally, physically. That was the best time I ever had. I sat up and noticed I was on my bed sprawled out. I felt amazing. I felt...happy in a weird way. Like I was finally free. I checked the time and noticed it was a whole day later....

While scrolling on my phone I found this app. It was called "CMF." I read the description and thought why not.

CMF isn't a normal dating app. Actually it's not a dating app at all, CMF stands for click, meet, fuck. CMF is an app to fulfill your desires.

I created a profile, it had be describe the kind of sex I was into. Not even five minutes later I got a notifications sayimg "Some one in your area is DTF ;)"

I clicked his profile and he is hot! He had pictures on him shirtless smirking. Although he was 18 years old.... that never stopped me.

He had brown hair and dark golden eyes.

"Hey."

I of course texted him back. We chatted and decided to meet at my place.

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