He had thrusted in me and we came. "AHH~!" We were both breathing heavily. I got off top of him and laid down. "Let's meet up again." I nodded my head. We both put our clothes on and I walked him to the door. "Your not actually 18 huh?" I hook my head, "nope." He laughed and shakes his head. "I'll maybe text you." I smirked. "Oh please do." He said returning the smirk.

I closed the door and called Kira again.

"....again."

"Zuzu. I'm not going to let you fall down that path the first one was your last one."

"Kira please. I felt so alive and free, I felt happy. One more time."

"Only one more time. I'm giving you less this time."

"Okay."

He met up with me. "Last.time Zuzu." I nodded my head. He took anything was could hurt me or anyone else, locked the windows and doors. He kissed my head. "You know your my best friend right." I tilted my head and nodded. "And you know I care about you right?" I nodded my head again.

"After this only weed okay?" "Okay." He then left. Like last time I poured the bag on the coffee table, got a dollar bill, twisted it....

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"HOLY SHIT!" I jolted awake. Like last time I was it my bed. I immediately check the time and date. 7pm the next day. I felt energized I felt like I couldn't lift the whole world up.

I went on CMF and chatted with Kai. He had black hair with purple eyes. There's a lot of cute guys near me. We agreed and met up and my apartment.

xxxxx

When he left I sighed and went to the kitchen getting a glass of water. I know Kira said it was the last time but if I find someone else to give me some he won't know.

Unzip, pour, twist.

I woke back up hungry, I could do at least 800 push ups right now. I made a sandwich. What should I do today?

I should make some type of bucket list of thing I want to do and say fuck it and do them all. My life is already this fucked.

-Have a threesome

-Try having sex with a girl (maybe)

-Talk with Kacchan

-Graffiti

-Hop onto a going train

-Car vandalism

That's all I could really think of at the moment. I write them again on a huge piece of paper. I hang it up on the wall. I grab a dart and aim it at the paper.

The dart landed onnnn....Have a threesome! What a coincidence. I plop on my bed and go on CMF. I find two guys who are interested in a threesome.

In about half an hour they should be coming over.

"AH~! I-I'm gonna cUM~!!" Why did I never not have had a threesome before!? I can check that off my bucket list. Although I'm definitely doing this again.

They leave and it was about 11 pm. I pulled off the blanket and sheets putting them in the washer.

I think it's odd how I don't feel used. I took a shower and felt the hot water relieve the strain in my body. I dryed off and saw I had three missed calls from Kacchan. He called me again and I quickly picked up the phone.

"Hello?"

"Deku, I don't know- we'll I get it's midnight but-."

"Kacchan what's wrong?"

"Deku the hospital called my mom and said that your mom died."

I barely know my mom. I've only known the emotional imbalanced druggie. That woman and man weren't my parents. "Oh..."

"I'm at the hospital right now with my mom, I think you should come."

"...sure."

I hang up and stand there. I'm not sure how I should feel or how I should react. I took a train the the hospital. "Inko midoriya."

"Relation?" "....I'm her...son." He eyes widened. "I'm sorry for your lost. Room 233." I took the elevator to the second floor I saw mitsuki, and Kacchan. "Izuku I'm so sorry!" I didn't hug back but patted her back. "It's fine." She let go of me and cried.

Kacchan stares at me, he gets up pulling me somewhere. "What's wrong with you?" "What are you talking about."

"Your mom just died. You aren't crying, it looks like your fine with your mom being dead." Should I just tell him? Tell him how much I hate my parents for taking my childhood away from me?

"Kacchan, I haven't seen that woman in 10 years." He stares at me with confusion. "What."