"Kacchan, I haven't seen that woman in 10 years." He stares at me with confusion. "What."

"Can we talk about this later? Maybe we can meet up at-." "No. This is the last time I'm talking to you so you might as well say it all now." He's always been so stubborn.

I shrug my shoulders walking away. I hear his groan, "fineee!" I smirk and turn around. "Cool! Since tomorrow is Saturday we can meet up at that new cat cafe at 12." He nodded his head, looks like I can cross off talking with Kacchan off my bucket list too.

I wake for him at the cat caffe. Seconds later he walks in, he smiled at me and waved. Rolling my eyes I look away. "Hey handsome." I remember how he'd always say that... I use to find it cute. "Now, tell me why the hell you haven't seen your mom in 10 years."

"...Right. Okay um, nobody really knows this...but uh" "spit it out!"

"Okay okay okay!....W-Well ever since I was born I've only ever been around drugs and older people. When my mom was pregnant with me she was on drugs. As a kid my parents let me do what I wanted to do. They didn't really...care for me as a normal parent would do. Due to that I burned myself with the stove when I was 4 one time."

He laughed it off looking away. He looked extremely uncomfortable and wouldn't look at me.

"Anyway when I was seven my parents left my house and never came back. That was the last time I saw them. Ever since than I've been all around Japan. I thought it was kinda cool, I ended up spray painting a crown in every city I've been to...anyway when I was in the 6th grade I stopped going to school. That's why you didn't see me until the next year. I was in and out of foster homes. I ended up running away from the foster home I was in which we won't talk about that. Hah so time skip past everything else I started dating you. Than in the summer I started to do drugs. I wasn't really... in the right mental state at the time and wasn't aware of what was right from wrong. I ended up c-cheating on you a-and then-."

He laughs and wipes his eyes. "And then now I'm 16, I still do drugs and was expelled from high school. That is half of my life story. My mom and dad left me and I haven't seen or talked to them since. I could care less if their dead."

It's only half.....He was my boyfriend for almost 2 years and I never knew this about him. "Deku-." "Don't apologize or say anything."

"....Why didn't you tell me." He shrugged his shoulders, "I didn't like talking about it." It's odd but I still feel some sort of hate towards him. "I know you don't like me and that's okay." He leans his head on his hand. "It's just hard without you sometimes......You know I miss you. A lot."

I chose not to say anything, he was thinking about something and seemed distracted. Tears started to well in his eyes, "okay! It was nice talking to you again." He got up and started walking away. "Wait, Deku!"

He stopped and turned around tears rolled down his face. "Y-Yeah?" I felt bad, even though I tried so hard not to feel bad how can I not? "Do you...wanna get lunch sometime?" Get eyes sparkled in hope. "Really?" I nodded my head.

"O-Okay!"

xxxxx

I laid on my bed staring at nothing. I don't know how I should feel right now.