"D-Don't stop~!" We both came after that. Out of breath I got off him. "Annddd cut! That was great!" Yup, I was shooting a porno. I mean hey it was on my bucket list and I thought I'd be fun, which I was right.

"Amazing job midoriya, well call you again when another offer is on." They drove me back to my apartment. I felt so exhausted. When I walked in, Kacchan and Kira stopped talking and looked at me.

I ignored it and took off my shoes going to my room. I dig in my bag and find some edibles. I take the whole thing I felt relaxed and tired. I ended up falling asleep.

"We need to figure out what the fuck he's doing." Kira starts panicking. "Is my Zuzu a prostitute!?" I swear he's fucking stupid. Although that could be what he's doing. He's not himself right now and he hasn't been for a while.

Deku walks in and we stop talking. He takes off his shoes and goes to his room and closed the door.

Kira and I talked about a plan for about an hour. Deku woke up and sat down on the couch. "You know I've been thinking. I should get a piercing huh...or maybe some tattoo."

Kira cautiously sits next to him. "Or maybe not." Deku was acting like nothing even happened between the two. "Yeah, I think I'm gonna get a tongue piercing!"

"Do you guys want to go or..." "we'll pass." He shrugged and left. He's really restless. I hate seeing him like this...

x-x-x-x

Deku came back another hour later, "It hurt so fucking bad! But look- I got it!" He stuck out his tongue showing us. "Wow....How cool." Deku and Kira were staring to get on my nerves.

"Listen Deku what the fuck were you doing with that guy." He sat down next to me...too close to me. "I can't tell you that Kacchan~." He got up grabbing Kira and i's hand. "You two need to leave. I'm getting fucked and don't want you disturbing it or fighting him."

How can he say that so casual. He's pissing me off. "ComeoverlaterloveyoubothBYE!" He slammed the door. Kira and I stared at the door in shock.

We went to my house and discussed further on what to do with Deku.

xxxx

We couldn't come up with anything. It's been two hours and we decided to check on Deku.

When we got there he had his head in his arms on his coffee table. Next to him was cocaine, a bong, grams of weed, vodka, dab, dab pens...Kira ran to him lightly shaking him.

Deku leaned over hugging kira. But pushed him away and threw up.

How the fuck did I get stuck cleaning up his throw up! I threw everything away and washed my hands. What the hell has happened to you Deku...

Kira left his room closing the door. "He's asleep..." he sits down on the couch chewing at his lip. "It was fun and all when we were just smoking weed being teenagers you know...but it's gone to far."

Sometimes I wonder if I could've prevented this. Maybe if I would've payed attention more to him. Nobody wants to see their loved ones go through this. "He could barely talk, his eyes were blood shot and his pupils were dilated."

I sigh and toss a blanket to Kira. "Get some sleep. You look tired as hell." He nodded and laid down in the blanket. What the hell am I going to do.