《Let me love you》40
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I am a grown woman today. I know it's said that when you turn eighteen you're already an adult but I feel pretty grown today more than ever. July 5, so close to having my birthday on a holiday, dammit why'd I have to screw it up.
I woke up to the pleasant smell of waffles thanks to my dad, it was expected because it was a tradition to make waffles for my birthday. Perks of being the only child, I mostly get what I want.
Best believe that I ate the whole plate in under five minutes. That's what waffles do to you. I believe I'm a happy person everyday but when it comes to my birthday I'm ten times more happy.
"I have something for you." My dad tells me and he rushes downstairs to his studio for something. I keep myself busy and chug down the whole drink of chocolate milk as I wait for him.
He returns with a huge canvas facing him. My eyes widen at it in excitement.
"I've been working on this for a while. I wanted to make something for you and I finally finished last week, so happy birthday Thalia." He turns the canvas around and my jaw is dropped.
You would think this painting was a picture of me and was framed but my dad was just talented like that. It was a highly realistic painting of me, I couldn't even believe that was real paint. My fingers reached out to touch it and could feel the splotches of paint.
"I love it. It looks great. Thank you." I hug him and back away to take the painting form his hands.
"Well I'm glad you think so because it took me hours." He sighs in exhaustion and I could tell with the amount of detail it had.
"I'll hang it up in my pole dancing room when I move out." I hold it up and hear him groan.
"You are free to do what you want." He takes a deep breath and I chuckle.
"I'm going out in a while, Lola planned my party for today. I'll be at Heaths house all day." I tell him which he agrees to and I quickly go upstairs to change.
I change into a short white dress that shows a little bit of my chest but I'm nineteen now so who cares. I clip the front pieces of my hair back, keeping the front strands out and put on some fancy flats. When I was ready my dad nicely drives me over to Heaths house.
Fortunately I have been able to keep in my secret about the time I got high, I figured I'd tell him when I'm in my twenties then he wouldn't be too mad.
I ring the doorbell as I stand on the entrance and opening the door, Lola appears. She looks pretty, wearing a light pink dress with her hair pulled up.
"Thalia! Happy birthday. Before you go inside I want to say that you deserve this and you're a beautiful person ." She embraces me in a hug which I hug back and let out a giggle.
"Thank you. Now let me go inside before I tackle you." I tell her and she pushes me inside.
"Come here, you little mutt." I watch Duke run around as he tries to grab Beau, but Beau just keeps running away.
The decorations were next level, pink and gold themed and pink balloons. I look around to see Mateo already, sneakily stuffing his face, eating a cupcake.
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"Aren't those for me?" I startle him as I sneak up behind him. He looks guilty as he puts the last piece in his mouth.
"Thalia.. I didn't know you were standing right there." He purses his lips awkwardly.
"Happy birthday! Cupcake?" He holds one up but I decline. Food thief.
I walk over to the chip bowls on the counter and eat some. I suddenly feel a pair of hands around my waist and squeal as I feel myself being pushed back.
"Happy birthday, baby." I hear the pleasant voice of Heath Jackson.
I turn around and there he was, a smirk on his face as he kept his arms on my waist tightly. He leans in to me, getting closer.
"its my birthday." I smile, as if he didn't already know.
"I know." He says and leans into me, kissing me as he uses his hand to pull me closer to his chest.
"You look pretty." He mutters as he continues to kiss me and sneakily lowers his hands on my waist.
"Thank you." I smile as I pull back, leaning my hands on the counter behind me.
"For you." He brings a hand out and I gasp at the sight of pink flowers.
"These are my favorite. Thank you." I snatch them from him and give him a short hug.
"Why is everyone here?" Duke barges into the room, making our moment get interrupted.
"I came because I heard there was gonna be food and shit." Duke takes a handful of chips and puts them into his mouth.
"It's my birthday" I inform him and he looks at me seriously.
"No shit, is it? How could I not know. I brought my girlfriend, is that fine?" He asked but some blonde tall girl walks into the kitchen.
"You have a girlfriend? What happened to the girl at the restaurant?" I ask him, that girl seemed nice.
"Wasn't my type. She's not my girlfriend but it's easier to explain than whatever it is we are." He tells me and the girl puts her hand on his back.
"I'm Frankie. Nice to meet you." The girl smiles at me, she's pretty.
I look at Heath and he looks at me. I shrug and walk back to the living room. Lola and Mateo were talking before Lola comes over to me.
"I have a present for you. It's in the back. It's from Mateo and I." She takes my hand and I follow her into the yard.
"No way.." I walk over to the brand new bike in the yard. Finally, what I've been missing.
"I know you lost your old one so I got you a new one." Lola says, I can't wait to ride it. The bike, ride the bike.
"Thank you, now I can ride my bike to my part time pole dancing job." I hold a hand to my heart, dramatically.
"Thalia" My eyes gaze over to Heath who gestured for me to follow him inside.
"I have your present." He tells me and tucks my hair away from my shoulders.
"Really? Where is it? Can I see it?" I look around excitedly at what it could be.
"Close your eyes." Heath tells me and I did as he says.
I hear him walk away and hear shuffling before I hear footsteps coming closer.
"Open." He says and I open my eyes. I scream in joy at what I see in front of me.
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"Oh my goodness." I hope my hands out for the cutest puppy I've ever seen. A small golden retriever was in his arms.
"Is it for me?!?" I take him in my hands and awe as I pet him. The puppy smells me as I hold him in my arms.
"He's yours. It's a boy." Heath told me and I look up at him only to see him already staring at me.
"My gosh. I'm going to die of the cuteness. I love him, he's so cute." I caress the puppy in my arms and hear some whining.
Looking down I see Beau standing right by my legs, I put the puppy down so that Beau could sniff him out or whatever dogs do.
"Hey Thalia, you wanna get high again?!" I hear Duke shout from another room. I watch as Heath glares in the direction of the room.
"No thanks." I reply, I don't think getting high is for me. Especially when I already have a lot of energy.
Eventually we all sit down on the couch to snack on some of the sweets and I treat myself to a cupcake. Heath sits across from me, sitting in a slouching position as his legs were spread.
"I have an announcement to make." I said dramatically, getting everyone to look at me.
"I have decided, that I won't be going to college. I'm a college drop out. There I've said it." I sigh a breath of relief, that's really been holding me back.
"Welcome to the club." Duke says, surprising me. I didn't know that.
"How come?" Lola asks me and I'm glad she did.
"I'm too smart for college, y'know." I made up but nobody agreed with me.
"The real reason is because I just don't want to. I didn't like high school, what makes you think I'll enjoy college? So what's the point" I speak my truth.
"We dropped out the second year of college. That shit is too much. And look at us? We're rich." Duke points to Heath and himself.
"I wanna be a rich pole dancer." I blurt out. I look up to see Heath staring at me, his eyes lower down to the exposed skin.
Like a little pervert.
My phone rings suddenly and I'm surprised to see my moms name on it. Maybe it's a miracle and she remembered my birthday. The day she first gave birth.
"Hello?" I said into the phone and hear silence for a few seconds.
"Happy Birthday Thalia!!" I hear screams through the phone and giggles afterwards. Five different voices.
"Hey little brats. Thanks. Where's mom?" I ask them as my eyes focus my lap.
"She's upstairs, we stole her phone because I remembered it was your birthday." Sarah tells me and the disappointment of hearing my mom didn't even care to call shines through.
"I remembered too." Cj interferes through the phone. At least my own siblings remembered.
"Anthony says happy birthday too." Sarah's tells me. Even my step dad and yet not even my own mother calls.
"Thank you guys. I'll talk to you guys soon. Love you." I end the call to them saying they love me back.
I sigh and try to remove any negative feeling that may involve my mom, I won't let her ruin my birthday.
I look up at Heath again to see his eyes still on mine, he stands up suddenly and walks towards me.
"I have to show you something." He says which makes everyone hear. He takes my hand and takes me up the stairs, into his room. He locks the door and turns towards me.
"What is it?" I ask him, starting to feel those butterflies again when he walks closer to me.
"I just wanted to be alone with you." He leans down to me and takes my face in his hands, his lips crash into mine.
His hand goes to my waist as he walks back, and plops me onto the bed. I open my eyes to see him above me and my breath shallows at the proximity.
I prop myself on the bed with my arms, slightly leaning back and he attacks me in kisses again. Both of his arms are on either side of my head as he leans down to kiss me.
His lips trail over my jaw and onto my neck. I whimper at the feeling as he sucks the spot on my neck roughly.
"Fuck." He mumbles and starts trailing one of his hands under my dress and onto my bare leg. His other hand holds my waist still as his lips continue to lower onto my collarbones.
He places gentle kisses on my skin as he continues to get lower. I didn't intend to stop him because I didn't want to stop the pleasure I was feeling right now.
He drops to his knees in front of me and I prop myself up with my arms on the bed as I look down at him. He slightly starts to lift up my dress up to my hips and kisses the inside of my thighs lightly.
I whine at the eager want for his lips and find myself wanted more of him. His hands trail to the strand of my underwear and he looks up at me.
"Can I?" He asks me in the most gentle tone he's ever spoken. I nod my head and that's all he needs before he continues on.
He removes the underwear I was wearing and I wait until his lips are finally on me again. His lips are closer to my core this time and I can feel the warmth of his lips.
"Heath..." I whine and buck my hips up to him.
He puts his hands on my hips, holding them down.
I feel the intimacy of his finger on my core and he uses his finger to make pleasure happen down there. This is not holy. At all. Forgive me, Lord.
The feeling of his finger was just toe curling, I've never experienced anything like this before. I've been missing out all this time.
He removes his finger and looks up at me, a smirk falls on his face as he watches me. His lips finally return to my inner thighs and I gasp when I feel his tongue at my entrance.
I clench my hand tight and grab whatever I could, holding onto the sheets tightly. His tongue was causing so much pleasure, I can't get over this feeling. His tongue moves up and down, making me let out a whimper.
"You taste fucking good." Heath mutters and i feel my cheeks blush. I am no longer sexually innocent.
He holds both of my legs to stop them from closing and I throw my head back as I try to take the pleasure of it all.
"Heath, I-" I felt myself feeling overly pleasured and I just needed to release already.
"Cum, Thalia." He tells me and I do, this time in the dirty way. How ironic.
I feel myself release and his mouth retreats to the running fluids down my thighs. He places gentle kisses on my thighs once again and gets me properly dressed until he finally stands up and pulls me up to sit on the bed.
He places a kiss on my cheek. My face feels all flustered and I don't even know what to say.
"I'm in La La land after that." Heath says and smirks slyly. I get the reference but I can't find myself saying anything at the moment.
"Why are you all shy now." Heath crouches down to my level and I look up, meeting his eyes.
"I-"
"How-"
"That felt good." I finally say the words I've been trying to find. He looks surprised at my words but then nods.
"Yeah?" He asks and I nod. It felt like cloud 9.
"Yeah." I admit and then let out a laugh.
"I can't believe I did that. I feel like a different person." I look down at my hands and my body.
"Happy birthday." Heath pecks my forehead and stands up.
We washed up and fixed ourselves before returning back downstairs. It was personally hard for me to hide what we just did upstairs but I couldn't help the smile that appeared on my face after I came from upstairs.
I sat right next to Heath because he wanted me to be close to him. My birthday had just gotten 100x better and all because of Heath and his mouth.
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A/N
I HAVE NEVER WRITTEN smut BEFORE SO IT WAS AKWARD FOR ME. BUT I HOPE IT WAS GOOD AND YOU LIKED IT. 🥸😳
thank you *bows
8/10/22
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