Jason's POV

Right now if possible I would love to go back in the coma I know how heartless I may seem but honestly that may be better than facing my dad I know he hates me for what I am but I love him anyway which is beyond messed up BUT HE IS MY DAD. I know he only did those stuff because he is broken and hurting just like me so I understand.

"Jason-"

"No stay away from him!" Justin yelled at my father. I didn't know what to do but then I looked into dad's eyes and I saw the pain and guilt just like I saw in Justin's and I broke. Now that I am thinking about it Justin and dad are really alike horrible at expressing feelings. I grabbed Justin's hand and give him a nod then looked at my dad.

"I'm sorry son I am so sorry, I am a horrible father and a husband, I just blamed you when it was all my fault-"

"No dad it wasn't your fault, honestly I always thought it was my fault and that why I let you.. because I thought I deserved it and... a-and," I didn't even realize that I was crying until I broke out into loud sobs. Dad came over to me and hugged me and he was also crying and holding me like my life depended on it.

"Don't! Don't dare think what I did was right, I know it was completely wrong just loosing her broke me so much and when I almost lost you Jason... I couldn't bear the thought. If I lost my little boy I wouldn't be able to go on and almost loosing you is what made me realize that what made me snap out of it," Dad said in a voice I hadn't heard in a long time and finally hearing it made me realize how much I really missed it and I just hugged him tighter taking in his scent. He no longer smelt like alcohol, he smelt just like how I remember he smelt before mom died. I know he stopped drinking for sure now and I know he is really sorry.

" Jason you're not listening to him right?" Justin asked annoyed.

" I know you may not forgive me for what I did but you need to know I support you with this whole thing I always did, your mom told me that you were in love him when she was alive and that when you came to terms with it that you needed us and then when you told me it reminded me and I snapped again, son I am so sorry I even stopped drinking and I cleaned the house and-"

"So you think cleaning the house is suddenly going to make him forgive you?" Justin snapped at my dad.

"Justin stop!" I shouted finally being able to speak up. "You both did bad things I mean we all did bad things and I forgive both of you and I love both of you more than you will ever know I am sorry for causing all this trouble, I mean I just broke I couldn't take it anymore you know I just thought the best thing was to leave I know it sounds stupid but when the only people you have left do bad things to you and the idea is your head you just...." I started to cry again. Man I was being a baby today.

"It's okay son we understand," dad whispered rubbing my back and I felt Justin hold my hand.

"I know it's going to take time to heal but I'm willing if you both are I need you both," I said softly looking at them.They both nodded and we all came in for a bear hug.

This wouldn't be easy but I am willing.

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Justin's POV

I watched as the doctors and nurses who were giving me the stink eye checked him out and Jason said he would see people now so his dad and I could stay and mom could come and visit now. I am really happy because she was going crazy just like me and the twins said they were going to crawl into the vents and get to his room if that is what it takes but I always managed to talk them out of it and Riley's been M.I.A

"I'm going to get you boys some real food," his dad said wallking to door."And no funny business," he said pointing to us. Jason snickered and I looked away innocently."Mhmmmm," he said snapping his fingers which I must say was quite a disturbing sight and he left closing the door behind him. I quickly ran and locked it then turn back to face my angel.

"Nope," he said popping the 'p' and folded his arms across his chest like a baby.

"Come on I just want to talk in private," I said with my best puppy eyes and slowly made my way to his bed and took a seat on the end.

"About what?" he asked suspicously glaring at me. He moved his hand a little and all my attention was now on the some faded white scars or the fresh ones on his wrists. he quickly stock them under the covers away from my view but I pulled them out and traced my fingers over them counting them.

"Why are you counting them?" he asked hestitantly. All these scars are from all the times he needed me and I wasn't there I should of known something was wrong I thought it was a tattoo I clearly dont even know my best friend. I wonder if that still makes us best friends because I seem to be so heartless and not best friend like that i didn't even realize he was hurting. I mean I knew but I didn't know this bad. 30.

"Counting all the times I wasn't there when you needed me," I whispered as a tear escaped my eye and he wiped it away with his thumb, then he lifted my head so I was looking directly into his amazing eyes.

"These are all the times I need you and was to afraid to ask, I know you're thinking you're a bad friend but your not I am sorry for hiding from you but no more I promise I will come to you first all the time," he whispered looking at me.

"Thanks Jason," I said feeling a little better, he always knew how to do that.

"No problem and that was a really cheesy line by the way," he said snickering and I punched him in the arm completely forgettin he was in an accident.

"Hey! Dont punch the kid who almost died!" he shouted playfully while rubbing his arm.

"Can I kiss you?" I asked quietly looking away. He turned my head to face him again and he leaned forward and pressed his soft lips on mine and it felt completely perfect. I wanted to deepen the kiss but I pulled away causing him to pout.

"Was it bad?" he asked nervously looking at his hands.

"Horrible," I snorted causing him to redden and I couldn't help but laugh."Joking Jay it's you are in a hospital I want to wait until you're out to rape you," I said smirking and his face turned bright red."Although sex in a hospital is kinky and you know how I love kinky," I said slowly leaning in and he pushed me off the bed.

"You are the same old pervert Justin," he hissed still bright red. I just laid on the floor awhile smiling.

I love you too Jason.

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Oh... thank goodness longest chapter ever I think and I'm starting to feel sick so i'm not sure if I'll update the other two stories :' dont hate the DarkOverLord *Diana* But I will try.. tell me what you think? Vote.Comment.