"Killua, I'm your friend.. You can trust me" Gon started to hug Killua. When Killua brought out his claws.

"NOOOOO!" He aims for Gons heart..

"GON!" Sydney yells

They all pause. Nobody makes a sound except Killua and Gon.

"Killua.." Gon says softly. Killua slowly pulls his hand away.

"I know you wouldn't hurt me" Killua gripped Gons shoulders.

"Could you guys leave me alone for a while..?" Killua spoke looking down to the floor. Kurapika and the others were already gone.

"Sure.." Gon stood and left the room.

Killua on the other hand was pulling at his hair. Shaking his head.

'It was worse than my fathers training. For some of the first few days he kept me blindfolded. He did something to me. I can't use my nen.. My ability. I'm back to how I was before. Before I met Gon.. But I can't... I can't tell him. If I tell him, he'll go after the man. And then he'll lose.. He might even get killed'

"Killua! Dinner!" Gon echoed through the house. Killua stood, walked to the door and opened it. But stared in front of him.

"Sydney?" Sydney pushes him in the room and closes it behind her.

"What are you-"

"Killua. What happened to you?" She stood in front of him.

"N-nothing.. I got beat up a bit and got knocked out then woke up where I passed out" Killua tried walking around Sydney but she moved in front of him again.

"Show me your arms. It's odd you've been wearing a sweat shirt and sweat pants since you got back. You're a tank top and shorts kind of person" Sydney grabbed killuas hand and he flinched.

"K-Killua?" She uses her other hand to push Killua's sleeve up. "What the hell happened to you?" Killua had purple bruises and a few cuts on his arms.

"I told you nothing's wrong." Killua jerked his hand away and rolled his sleeve back down.

"I'll tell Gon.." Killua turned to her wide eyed.

"Please, don't tell him! He won't handle it and will go after the guy! And he'll lose!!" Killua spoke with sadness in his voice.

"Killua you need to tell him. He'll find out eventually..."

"Find out what?" Gon walked in with a piece of bread in his hand.

"Killua.. Do it" Sydney walked out of the room and Gon watched her.

"What was that about?" Gon took a bite of the bread and looked back at Killua.

"Killua?" Gon looked at him confused. Killua was holding his arm in pain.

"K-Killua? Something wrong?" Gon dropped the bread and walked to Killua.

"Gon go away." Killua looked at Gon in the eyes. Gon backed up a bit.

"K-Killua..?"

"Go. I'll be out in a few"

Gon slowly exited the room.

'I'm pushing him away again. Like I always did. I kept people out. I need Gon back! I need back' Killua stood and limped to the door. Opening it, he walked to the kitchen. Trying not to look obvious.

"GIMME BACK MY BREAD!"

"No!"

"Gon! No standing on the table!"

"Sydneyyy give me my bread!"

"Never!!!!"

"Stop running! You'll break something!" Killua sat down with leorio, Kurapika and Alluka.

"What are they doing?"

"Oh! Killua! They're fighting over 'Gon's bread'"

"Okay.." Killua looks at his food.

"Gon looks better."

"What do you mean?" Kurapika looked at him.

"He was depressed when you were missing. He didn't eat for a week. Until I started forcing him too and he barely slept"

"Why? We've been separated before-"

"Gon knew something was wrong. He's not that stupid Killua."

"I know but-"

"KILLUA! PROTECT ME!" Gon hid behind Killua as an angry Sydney stomped in their direction.

"Gon what'd you do this time?" Killua turned around to face Gon and was nose to nose with him. Killua started blushing as Gon just looked him in the eyes.

"I missed this blue.." Gon stroked Killua's cheek as his hair puffed up.

"BAKA!" Killua turned his head.

"AWWWWWWW" Sydney screamed

"Don't encourage them.." Alluka giggled. Sydney looked at her confused.

Few hours later

"Bye Kurapika! Bye Leorio!"

As Gon waves them out the door. Sydney and Alluka join him. Killua's in his room cuddled under the blanket silently listening to the conversation in the hallway.

Killua's POV

"Kurapika's nice"

"Yeah"

"He's like a mom!"

"Go to bed Alluka!" Gon laughed.

"Kay!" The door slammed shut.

"Gon.. Could I ask you something?"

"Hmm?" I hear the door handle turn.

"Talk to Killua for me.."

"About?"

"Just talk to him" I hear Sydney's foot steps go down the hall.

The door opens then shuts and I hide my face in the blanket. I feel the bed move and the blankets pulled.

I feel Gons breath on my neck.

"Killua.. You awake?" I stay quiet.

"I know you are.. But, could you tell me what's wrong..? I want to know. I care about you"

"Gon, I can't tell you"

"Why??"

"I just can't" I roll over so I'm face to face with Gon.

"You're Gon. You're a nice person. You care about everyone. You like everyone. But when you get mad or get set on doing thing. And you're so-" Gon moves close to me and is nose to nose with me.

"Killua, please. I want to know"

He puts his hand on my cheek. "Only if you promise me you won't go after him"

Gon looked to the side as he stroked my cheek.

"Gon."

"Killua. You know me"

"I won't tell you then" I roll over and look at the wall with my back to him.

After a few minutes I feel something prodding my back...

Poke.

..

..

Poke.

..

..

..

Poke.

"Killua look at me"

"Why"

"..I like your eyes and face being the last thing I see before I fall asleep. And your hair is so fluffy and cute" I felt Gon pet my head.

Third person POV

Killua blushes.

"Fine.. B-Baka" he rolls over and faces him. Gon smiles

"You're cute Killua.. I missed your face.. And I still miss your smile.." Gon puts his hand back up to Killua's face and strokes his cheek then traces Killua's lips with his thumb. Killua pushes his hand away

"Y-you're so embarrassing! G-gosh" Killua pouted. Gon leaned in and kissed him on the forehead. Killua just looked at him.

"What's the matter?"

Killua puffed his cheeks.

"I wanted it on my lips, hmph"

Gon giggled. And pulled Killua towards him. Pressing his forehead to killuas.

"I love you Killua" killua blushes.

"I- Y-ou T-t-Oo" Killua shuttered.

Gon leans in and presses his lips against Killua's. Killua kisses back. They pull away and Killua wraps his arms around Gon.

"Killua?"

"Sorry.. I missed this..."

"Me too.."

"Goodnight Gon.."

"Night Killua!"

Gon falls asleep playing with Killua's hair. And Killua falls asleep on Gons chest.

~updated~