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I was kissing Lucas. Oh my freaking God, I was kissing Lucas Ackles. This was unbelievable.

Lucas and I's lips moved together in sync. All thoughts or second guesses I would usually have seemed to disappear. It was shocking that our night was now ending with a kiss- not just a kiss but full making out- but I wouldn't have it any other way. Lucas and I pulled apart breathing heavily as we both tried to catch our breaths. As we stared in each other's eyes trying to figure out what the other was thinking, my confidence from before was starting to slip as I wondered if Lucas would regret kissing me. After all, I wasn't even sure if Lucas had feelings for me. He could have easily just got caught up in a moment.

To my surprise, Lucas was the one who pulled back my face to his and started kissing me once again. My arms slowly found their way around his neck and my hands rest at his nape while my fingers grasped a handful of his hair. I could hardly process anything else but the fact that Lucas and I were making out; lips moving together, tongues massaging each other- everything right now was just so intense.

All of a sudden, my back was leaning against the wall and Lucas was now kissing on the sides of my neck. I couldn't resist turning my neck more to the side allowing him more access. It has being a while since I had last felt like this, and believe me I was beyond turned on by Lucas's mouth on my neck. I brought my hands up to his chest once again before pushing the jacket he was wearing off his shoulders. At that Lucas stopped and pulled away, I thought this was the moment when he would decide this was a mistake but instead Lucas surprised me by lifting me up with my legs wrapped around his waist.

I was aware that we were suddenly moving while we continued making out but it wasn't until Lucas placed me back on my feet that I released we were now in his room. I've only seen the inside of Lucas's room once but I knew where we were. My hands made their way to Lucas's button down shirt as I started opening the buttons. Lucas's lips were on mine once again as he helped me get rid of his shirt. Once the shirt was fully unbuttoned, I pushed it off his shoulders as well. Lucas was back to kissing down my neck as he pulled the straps of my dress down my shoulders, it didn't take long before the dress fell down my body, pooling around my ankles.

Lucas lifted me up once again as he started kissing me again, next thing I knew was that he had laid me down on the bed as he hovered over me. I was wearing a strapless bra and as Lucas began kissing down my neck and down between my cleavage, I closed my eyes enjoying the feel of his lips. Lucas brought my legs up on either side of his body and it only took me a few seconds to realized he was trying to get off my heels. After those were gone, I reached for the belt buckle in his pants, seconds later we were both void of any clothing. All the kisses and caresses were all so intense that I hardly realized that had happened. At some point I noticed Lucas reached for something in the side table by the bed- I guessed it was protection.

"You're so beautiful you know that?" Lucas said to me as he hovered over me.

"I am?" I asked in surprise.

That wasn't a compliment I was used to getting. So hearing Lucas said it now evoked some new feelings within me.

"Yes, very." Lucas replied before his lips were back on mine.

Being with Lucas now was allowing me to experience things I had never dreamt of experiencing. As our bodies become molded together as one, the only thing that was on my mind was the undeniable intense feeling of pleasure that was flooding me at the moment. I somehow felt safe and protected, it was like all my needs were being fulfilled right now.

This was not something or a feeling I was used to having while having sex with anyone else. As our body moved together granting each other the pleasure we both craved, I felt like I was right where I needed to be. This was not how I had expected the night to end but I wouldn't rather it be any other way.

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As I woke up, the first thing I noticed was the stiffness in my body and my slightly aching muscles. Groaning slightly, I moved to turn around in the bed as I tried to stretch those muscles. I almost had a heart attack as I came face to face with a sleeping Lucas, it was then everything that happened thenight before came back to me.

"Shit." I cursed lowly to myself.

The night before, things escalated so quickly, I have no idea what caused that, but it was like my brain had only now decided to start working again. Oh my God, I had slept with Lucas last night and at the time I wasn't shy about it but now when I thought about it, it seemed a bit more of a big deal now.

Was Lucas going to regret what happened the night before? What did this mean now? I looked back at his sleeping face and how much he looked so peaceful and innocent. I decided that if I wanted things to remain like that, I'd better go before he got up. Lifting the sheet cautiously, I tried sneaking out the bed without waking him but a hand suddenly grabbed me before pulling me back to him. I let out a surprise squeak as I looked back at Lucas whose eyes were still closed. Was he still asleep?

"Where are you going?" He asked with his eyes still closed in a husky voice which was probably a result of just waking up.

"Oh I... I was..."

"Sneaking off?" Lucas asked as he opened his eyes and looked at me.

So he was awake? Was he feeling alright? Why wasn't he freaking out yet or acting like a jerk?

"I just thought that I should..." I trailed off.

"You're over thinking things right now. Just stay." Lucas said to me as he tightened his arm around me.

This was strange. I was really curious if this person was really Lucas. It was like everything had changed within one night. I decided to try not to think about anything else and just relax and enjoy the feeling of being in his arms. I turned to face him as he put one hand around my back and began caressing it and tracing patterns with his fingertips. I placed my hand on his chest feeling the structure of his abs before tracing the tattoo that was there, and my other hand went to his hair and begun playing with the ends.

"You know this is so weird." I said with my head tucked into his chest. I was self-conscious about morning breath since we had just woke up, so I tried not to speak in his face.

"Define weird for me." Lucas said to me.

"You know what I mean. This...you and I being like this and you know..." I trailed off not wanting to say the rest.

"No I don't know." Lucas replied. "What's so weird about two consenting adults enjoying the moment and feel of each other?"

"I thought you hated my guts. And especially the way you've been with me, always threatening and... I just... I wasn't expecting this... you and I in this position right now."

"That's just my personality Amy. I would behave that way with anyone else too considering." Lucas replied. "You seem to be a magnet for trouble. I have to keep an eye out for you and not only that but I've noticed you're very stubborn when you want to be. Threatening you is the only way to keep you in line. You're a lot of trouble Amy, but I don't hate you, I never have. I think it should be obvious to you by now that I've become attracted to you. I like you Amy, I don't make it a habit to bed people I hate. You'd rather much received a bullet instead."

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"Now this is really a surprise. I was starting to wonder if you were alright when I hadn't heard from you last night or this morning." Mom said to me as we were having lunch. "And then you call wanting to have lunch? I'm surprise. But is this going to get that heartless jerk on your bad side? Amy I don't..."

"Mom don't worry, it's okay. Lucas isn't going to hunt me down and put a bullet in my head for leaving." I said whispering the part about the bullets to her. "He knows I left, he gave me the permission. I'm sorry I didn't check up with you before it's just that I was so tired and then this morning I slept in."

"It's fine, I understand." Mom said to me. "So he's allowing you to be free now, what happened to him last night? He must've been in a very good mood. Based on what I see, I'm sure he'd rather have you locked away in seclusion. He allowed you to leave freely today with no issues? Well the lord must've touched him last night."

Even though mom had no idea what happened between Lucas and I lastnight, my cheeks heated up with a blush.

"He's not always that bad

Mom. I think he's just a bit concerned that's why." I said to her.

"Concerned? Is that what you call it? And you're defending him? When did that started happening? Are you feeling alright?" Mom asked as she leaned over the table to feel my forehead.

"Mom I'm fine." I chuckled at her reaction. "Don't be too dramatic. I'm just saying Lucas isn't always that bad-like today for example- and I think he has a reason for his behavior and everything he's done most of the time. "

"Alright, what happened between you and the guy because you're not acting normal." Mom said.

"Nothing!" I answered a bit too quickly. "I'm just being honest."

"Oh my God Amy," Mom gasped in disbelief. "You're falling for him."

"I'm not." I denied though I know I was blushing.

"You are. You're defending him and blushing? When did this

happened?" Mom asked.

"I don't know. I just know that I've started liking him somehow... I think it's some form of Stockholm syndrome." I said to her. "Is it so bad for me to like him?"

"Amy I know you've been around him for a while now and he's helped us so far but you have to know that one or two good deeds doesn't make him a total good guy." Mom said to me. "Alright, so maybe he has a good heart deep down, but is he going to be able to reciprocate your feelings? I want you to be happy Amy. Is he ever going to be the one to give you that true happiness? I don't know what happened or what changed but I just want you to be prepared for anything. Don't expect too much when it comes to a guy and don't you sit down hoping one day something is going to happen with the guy. I just don't want you to get hurt again."

"Don't worry mom, I don't think there's going to be much problem like that. I think I know how to handle myself in these situations with guys now." I said to her.

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You've waited on this update from the last chapter. So things went from 0-100 with Lucas and Amy in split seconds. I tried to put in a love scene but didn't put in all the details because I have minor readers so this is what you got. The rest of the chapter may have been lesser than expected and not all excited but I'm sorry I've been so busy and tired, I tried to give you a quick update, hopefully the other chapters to come will be better. Hope you like it and don't forget to comment and vote.