Ever since we came back from the hospital, I've been in her arms, and she's been holding me all night long, she showed me she truly cares about me because she doesn't have to get through all of this with me.

Gosh she's so good. I opened my eyes at her ocean eyes.She was watching a movie on tv and was laughing. I kissed her jawline. "Oh, morning babygirl, you won't believe what happened with the girl in this movie." She laughed

"What?" I smiled as I turned to see what's happening in the movie.

"She just fell off the stairs in front of her crush!!" She busted out laughing.

I laughed then nuzzled her neck. I can see her frown. "Are you okay?"

"Not really, my tummy hurts." I groaned.

"That's because you haven't eaten anything for 2 days cmon let's go downstairs and eat.." she held me and I wrapped my arms and legs around her.

we went downstairs and she placed me on the counter and turned on the oven. she made scrambled eggs with bacon. yummy. she then made fresh orange juice for the both of us and insisted that i don't help her at all.

"Baby?.." she called me as I was staring at the wall.

I looked at her and she giggled "are you okay? You tend to zone out a bit.."

"Yeah, I'm just thinking about.."

"About?" She continued eating.

"About us.." I smiled.

She came to me and cupped my face. "What's up with us?"

"How we made it..." I wrapped my arms around her.

"Can you imagine how much I fought to resist the feeling?..the feeling I get when you're around..even when I'm not able to see you..somehow I know that you're nearby.." she smirked.

"Weren't we going to see the apartment I own ?" she giggled.

"yeah. before we.." I shed a tear.

"oh shit, baby...i'm sorry.." she hugged me

"it's okay there's nothing to be sorry about babes.."

she held me as i wrapped my arms and legs around her as she tried to kiss me. "Can we go back to bed?" I frowned.

"Yes baby..we're both still tired." She took me upstairs and placed me on the bed then went to the bathroom as I turned the Ac on and changed the channel she was watching. She went out of the bathroom and her face went red as she raised her hand to her forehead then brought it to her chest.

"Babe?" I said trying to grab her attention.

She didn't answer. I ran to her as she looked like she was suffocating.

"I can't breathe..." was all she said before she falls on the ground and gasped for air.

"Lana what's wrong!!! Lana!!"

"G..give me my inhaler, jade..I..I..it's on the bed.."

I hurried and grabbed her inhaler, I didn't know she had asthma, I never saw her using that shit. She put it in her mouth and I pressed the canister because she has no strength to do so. She inhaled quickly and motioned for me to take it out of her mouth and she stopped breathing for like 15 seconds which scared me to death and held my hand. "Are you okay???" I asked checking her with hand. She then exhaled slowly and I sighed in relief.

She nodded and I tried holding her to bed. I covered her but didn't sleep on her chest..because...I figured that will make her even more suffocated.

She opened her eyes a little and signed for me to come lay on her chest. "But...won't that hurt you?". She narrowed her eyebrows. "No, silly what does that have to do with my lungs.." she giggled.

I shrugged and laid on her chest but didn't blend in it. She noticed that and grabbed my head. "I told you it doesn't hurt me.." she laughed.

"I don't know babe you scared me.." I started kissing her upper chest. "Don't be scared baby, I'm used to it..it's called an asthma attack...I've had it since I was 3."

"Why didn't you tell me about it..?" I frowned. "Because..because we didn't have the time baby to get to know each other very well in the past few months..and it's not that serious for my case I get a single attack once or twice a week.."

I nodded and kissed her. "You really scared me, though..".

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I was dismissed today and we went back home and talked a bit in the living room with my mom.

"I've actually talked to her once, she's so nice.." said Dylan about lana.

I kept silent.

"But don't you think she's too old for her?...I've just been thinking about this." Said Adriana.

"She likes Older women, ady, she just does.." Dylan giggled.

"Besides, I don't think she's too old, she looks 24 or 26"

"Do you guys know how they met?.." asked mom. Are we seriously gonna tell her it's her professor?.

"Ummm idk..Jade used to go to a lot of places when she moved here so I think she met her in a restaurant or something.." lied Ady.

"What's her name?"

"Oh. Umm, her name? Her name's Umm Jacklyn..Jacklyn..yeah.."

"Seriously?!" Whispered Jacky.

"Shut up!" Adriana whispered back.

"Okay..Umm when can i actually meet her?" Mom is doing way too much right now, she already saw how calm and Caring she is in the hospital.

"Umm we'll ask her..because she's a profe-" Adriana was about to mess up.

"Professional designer!" Yelled Dylan

"She's a professional designer.."

I tried not to laugh. What have you done to us jade?!.

"Okay.." mom was feeling suspicious but ignored it. I swear she's gonna report their relationship to trump if she found out!!.

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