Today War want to skip school, he don't know how to face Yin. But of course, War can't do that. Double B drag him this morning and he don't have valid reason too.

They come as usual, War feel a little calm when he don't saw any trace of Yin along his way to class.

But not long.

There, Yin is already in their class, chat with his friends.

Yin put his big smile and wink his eyes when he saw War enter.

War feel the thump again. He dumped his gaze in another side.

"What's wrong?" Bever ask worried when he saw War sweating a lot.

War just shook his head. "I need go to restroom".

War go out quickly and stay a bit longer until he heard the bell ring.

*

"Hei War, can we have lunch together?" Yin catch when War try rushed out of their class in their break time.

"We not eat with stranger" Bever answer cold and standing in front of War. They always eat together because War anxiousness, and if someone cant't join, they prefer to eat alone.

"But I'm not stranger. Yesterday, both of us spend our time together" Yin said flatly.

Bever turn and look suspicious at War who lowered his head now. War sense Bever sharp gaze.

"So, can we?" Yin ask again to War. Now with his soft voice.

"You decide, he ask you" Bever says when War look at him.

"Sorry, next time maybe" War whisper, not want make a scene, he then drag Bever after that.

"Bever, coach call you" Mark, one of member basketball club, approach them.

"Me? Why?"

"You are the captain, of course he will talk to you not us"

"Now?"

"Next year" Mark sarcasm.

"But I want go to eat"

"Tell him alone" Mark said and run from there.

"I'll call Benz to accompany you eat" Bever decide and pull out his phone.

"It's okay Be, I can eat alone.."

"But..."

"Don't worry, its not the first time anyway"

"He will get near you if you alone"

"Who?"

"Yin"

" I can handle him Be"

"You sure?"

"I do it before, and I'm safe"

"Call us if something happen then"

"Sure. Just believe me Be. Beside i need learn open my self too, we'll not together forever, either we pass different univ or different work, I cannot always depend on you and Benz"

Bever sigh. He scared now.

"Don't to close with him"

"Be...!!" War sulking.

"Just promise me" Bever raise his voice.

"Okay" War said, don't want to argue again.

But its okay if just eat right? War continue in his mind.

War eat his lunch with silent when he sense someone sit next to him. He turn his head and blink when he saw Yin is there.

"What you doing here?" War asked.

"Eat my lunch" Yin answer calmly. "With my crush" He continue while look at War eyes deeply.

War turn back his head to his food. His heart want to explode. He can't control his expression now.

Yin smile wider when he saw War cheeks start baked until his ears. Its Yin first time to see it.

"You cute when blushing like this" Yin whispers right on War ear make War get up instantly. He can feels Yin warm breathe.

"Owh. I'm sorry. Not doing that again" Yin raised both his hand quickly, worried War will left him. " Sit down again please?"

War slowly take his seat again. His breathe start to speedy. War close his eyes and focus to calm down.

"War.... War... Are you okay?" Yin call War several times but not get responded.

"Yeah, okay" War finally answer after heard Yin raise his voice.

War open his eyes and startled when look at Yin worried face. He feeling strange, happy and safe in same time. Its rare to him feels like that with another people beside his family and his two bestfriends.

War try put his smile to convinced Yin. But when he heard people whispering and gossip around him, he feeling un-easy come again.

War really don't like getting attention. He clenched his fist tightly until turn white, don't want Yin to sense it.

"War what happened?" Benz ask when he come and notice War uncomfortable face.

Bever call and tell him to have a lunch with War since he need to meet his coach.

"Nothing, just have a little dizzy" War smile thinly. "Lets go Benz, we still need to buy Be lunch before class started again".

Benz nods and put his hand on War waist to hold War body. He walk after throws his dead glare to Yin who was confused now.

*

After convincing double B that he was totally fine and no need to spend the night in his home again, War finally alone in his room.

He knows Bever and Benz concern about him, they know War is introvert, and sometime if it to much he will have panic attack. But War don't want them to much worried, he learn to handle it.

Beep..

War pick his phone in his desk..

War.. I'm sorry..

Text from Yin appear in screen. War read it and getting confused. He type to reply.

For what?

Earlier.. in canteen.

I make you un-comfortable..

Sorry..

What you mean?

I'm to much close with you..

You look not feeling well..

Sorry nah..

Promise, not doing that again..

No, its not because you

Really

Yup

So, why?

May I know?

War think deeply. Should he tell Yin his problem or not? He still not decide and Yin text pop up again.

It's okay if you don't want tell me..

Don't push your self nah..

Its okay..

You don't do anything..

It's just because of my self

What happen with your self?

People talk because saw you with me.. They will start gossiping us..

You don't like it?

What?

Seen with me..

Not like that.

I just don't like to much attention

Ah, sorry..

I will try not to close around you in public then..

But its okay if I still want keep contact with you right?

You not feeling shame?

About what?

Me?

Why?

I'm introvert..

Sometime when worse,

it will turn to be panic attack..

What? Its not something embarrassing..

It just your identity..

About panic attack, you will get better with right treatment..

Not look down at your self..

Yin...

Yes..

Thank you..

For what?

Everything..

But I don't do anything?

For you its nothing..

But its means a lot to me

Glad if I can make you feeling good War..

I'm happy too..

Really..

:)

Its late, time to sleep nah..

Okay...

Good night War..

Sleep well..

Dream of me..

:)

Good night too Yin..

Thank you..

War..

Yes..

Miss you..

War blushed because the last word, but he don't want admit the same feeling he have.

Not now.

He lay down and then fall asleep with a big smile.

***

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