I cried my heart out wishing that tears could wash away my mistake.

How can I do that?

To the man who was always there to wipe away my tears.

How can I cheat?

To the man I would always owe my happiness with.

I will always regret that time, when I almost give in to his poison again.

I always promise to myself not to let him take an entrace with my life again but I fail.

I was in great despair when two arms wrap around my waist from behind.

I can smell his manly perfume, and my tears started to roll down my cheek once again.

"Ryker." I called his name.

"Hmmm." He answered, calm and caring. That voice that calms my soul.

He never asked he was just there hugging me, giving me comfort, giving me shelter. Because he is always like that.

"Ryker I am sorry." Sising sising saad ko.

"Its okay Jelene. Whatever your sorry for, I already forgive you. Cause I know that you regreted it a lot." Mas lalo akong naiyak sa tinuran niya. How can he be so good to me.

"Why are you like that?" Wala sa sariling tanong ko sabay harap sa kaniya, niluwagan din naman niya ang yakap niya para makagalaw ako ng maayos.

"Maybe because I am born to understand you." I look at him in his eyes and I saw his sincerity. I touched his face and stare at him. As if I was memorizing every single part of his being.

"It's you Ryker. You are the best man who ever existed for me, you know me the best. You know my worst, you always see me hurt. But I never heard you judging me and my mistakes. I guess that was true, you were born to understand me. And how I wish you will always be there to understand me forever." He put my hands on his waist as he pulled me into a deep hug.

I love this man.

Pinigilan ko ang pagtulo ng mga luha mula sa aking mga mata hinila ko siya papayakap sa akin.

Dahan dahang tumulo ang aking mga luha.

Nakita ko ang lahat, kung paano siya hinalikan ni Ace ng walang pagtutol mula sa kaniya. Kung paano niya hinayaan ang mga labi niyang halikan ng kapatid ko. Pero wala akong lakas para sumbatan siya. Wala akong kakayahang magsalita ng masama tungkol sa kaniya.

Cause I am afraid to hurt her. And I guess I was really birn to understand her.

I want her to be with me as much as I wanted to. But I know, alam ko kung sino sa amin ni Ace ang talo. At ngayon ang kailangan ko na lang gawin ay ang suportahan siya, alalayan siya mula sa pagkadapa. Samahan siyang tumawa sa panahong masaya siya, pahiran ang mga luha niya sa panahon ng kaniyang pagluha, kahit hindi pa ako ang piliin niya.

Ayos lang dahil alam kong una pa lang talo na ako. Pinili ko lang na sumugal para protektahan ang puso niya mula sa muling pagkasira.

"I love you." Pumikit ako, gusto kong marinig ang 'I love you too' niya.

"I love you too Ryker, I love you too."

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