"You can't keep lying around acting sorry for yourself when you're the one who did it to yourself," Alfredo spat, storming into my room. I rolled my eyes, "Gee, hello to you too Fredo." No one has been on my äss like Alfredo has been, he's defiantly that mean annoying äss older brother you can't stand.

"Get up, get the fück up."

Aggravated, I sat up, "stop talking to me like I'm such a child." Alfredo chuckled to himself, "than stop acting like one."

"Look I get that you pissed off of what I did, but I did it, so there's nothing you or I can do now, it's in the past!" I spat, "I know you liked Malaysia, trust me I did too. But I fucked up and like I said there's nothing I can do now and I would just really appreciate it if you would be my boy and be there for me."

He sighed, "I'm sorry I've been a dïck lately, I just couldn't wrap my head around the fact that you willingly hurt someone after you've been hurt before yourself as well. It just didn't make sense to me." I nodded, "Honestly bro, I had no idea what I was thinking." I started to get tears in my eyes.

"I wish I could take it all back." I cried out.

Alfredo sat on the bed next to me, "Hey jay, look at me." I couldn't stop crying, I had so much built up emotion inside of me, that at this point it was all just pouring out.

"Justin breathe." Alfredo rubbed my back, "breathe, you're going to hurt yourself." I nodded my head, wiping my nose. " I love her bro." I sobbed, "I feel like so much shit, I've never been more sorry about anything I've ever done before in my life."

"Then go get her back."

I shook my head, "she wants nothing to do with me, she won't answer any of my phonecalls or texts, nothing." Alfredo shook his head, "nah man, don't make up excuses. If you want her back, then go get her back."

I sighed, "I'm pretty sure I'm going out with Cindy and Nick tonight though." Alfredo rolled his eyes, "are you kidding me bro? You're still going to hang with Cindy?" He asked. I just shrugged.

"All I'm going to say is if you want your girlfriend back hanging out with the girl you cheated on her with isn't such a smart idea."

"Are you sure you want to go out?" Ava and Rikkie asked me for maybe the 100th time, rumor all over Twitter is that Justin is going to be at club LA tonight, meaning that my plan needed to take place now.

hey Justin's going to be at the club tonight with Cindy and Nick.

And there's the confirmation I needed.

thxs

"Sis what if you see Justin?" Max asked, as I looked in the mirror applying my lipstick, "what if?" I than shrugged, flipping my hair. I know for a fact that I'm going to see Justin.

"Are you sure you're ready to go out in public?" he than asked. "Will all y'all calm down already," I rolled my eyes. "I'm fine and actually want to go out and have fun, so let me."

Max nodded, "you're right." Rikki added in, "and even if you're not, we'll still be there with you if you need us." I smiled at them all, as we all heard the house phone ring.

"Cabs here." Max yelled, running downstairs.

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"You ready to do this?" Ava asked before we walked in, "oh trust me I'm more than ready." She nodded and walked in the club as I followed behind. The first thing we both noticed was Justin, I mean? How could you not notice him? And of course like Alfredo said there he was with Cindy and Nick.

Showtime.

"Go get em tiger," Ava cheered me on, while I flipped my hair walking in his direction. It was now or never and I was about to put everyone in this bïtch on blast.

It was only a matter of seconds until Justin's face lit up and realized it was actually me in front of him.

"Sup cheater." I winked at him, "Mal— ml," he started to stutter until Cindy cut him off.

"Malaysia what a lovely surprise to see you." I faked a smile towards her, "I wish I could say the same, slut."

"Sweetie, don't be mad that I was fücking your man behind your back." She bluntly said as I cracked a laugh, "Oh honey, I'm happy you slept with him if it I meant didn't have to, lord who knows I could of caught something if after all he was sleeping with you."

"Malaysia you don't want to do thi—"

"No Bïtch you don't want to do this," I stepped closer to her, "don't you ever step to me again you dusty hoe." I spat. "Yeah you fücked my man, but get this straight little girl, you will never ever fücking be me. I'm a phenomenal woman, and a two cent trick like you will never bring me down."

She laughed, "but I did, Justin and I both did." I shook my hand, "man you just don't stop do you? Honestly, what the fück is your obsession with me?"

"I'm not obsessed with you!"

"Oh yeah? Well it sure seems like it." She just shook her head, "you came in an stole my life!" I chuckled, "how? just because Justin chose me and not you? I stole your life?"

"That's why he kept fücking me and not you?"

I clapped my hands loud in her face, "congratulations! You're a girl who has sex with a man who you know had a girlfriend, congratulations you're a hoe, do you want a fücking cookie now?" I spat, "God damn, you're ridiculous, you keep repeating that shït like you deserve an award. When in all reality you deserved to be beat the shit out of."

"Oh yeah? and who's going to beat me? It's not like you would touch me—"

"Try me bïtch."

Justin grabbed my wrist, pulling me away from Cindy, I turned to him and stared at him, "oh and what in the hell do you want?" I spat.

He stayed quiet.

"But you said you loved me right?" I spat in his face. He looked down, which I thought was hilarious because he didn't even have the balls to look at me in the face.

"Mal," he than whispered, "I'm sorry."

I ignored him looking down, I still didn't care what he had to say, sorry doesn't cut it. Sorry doesn't even cut half of it.

"Malaysia talk to me."

"Yeah Malaysia talk to him," Cindy spoke up. I glared at her, "ya know for someone who doesn't want to get there äss kicked, you sure do keep running that mouth."

"Then do it bïtch, hit me." She mumbled, I squinted at her and walked closer, "what did you just say to me?"

"I said, hit me bïtch."

Without any hesitation, I slapped Cindy hard across the face causing her to fall on the ground, which then caused half the people in the club to whisper "damn" as a crowd started to swarm around us.

"Take this as a warning Cindy." I looked down at her, as she laid on the floor holding her face. "Don't you ever fücking test me again, are we clear?"

She laid on floor silent.

"Malaysia, baby come on." Justin grabbed my waist pulling me back. "Don't touch me," I snapped at him. His face dropped, "Mal."

"Don't Mal me Justin, don't call me, don't text me, nothing, understand?" I looked at him in the eyes. His eyes had hurt written all over them, as he stayed quiet.

"Mal, let's go." Rikki and Ava grabbed me. I stayed my tracks, glaring at Justin. "Come on Mal." They pulled on me. Finally I gave in and followed them out of the club.

"Malaysia I'm sorry! Please don't leave me!" Justin yelled, running out to me. I couldn't even think straight with all the paparazzi and there cameras flashing in my face.

"Sorry Bieber, she has better things to do than tag alongside your cheating äss." Rikki said before slamming the car door in his face.

"You okay?" Max asked me. I nodded my head, "I'm fine."

"You sure Sis? It's okay to be upset we'd understand if you were." I looked at him, "do you want me to be upset?" He shook his head quickly, "oh no no! I was just saying."

"Well stop just saying Max, I'm fine. I promise you." I actually was okay, what I just did felt great! I don't feel sad or depressed, nothing. I can only imagine how big the media's going to freak out tomorrow, I mean Rikki called Justin a cheater right there in front of everyone.... Oh god, now what's going to happen? Now I'm worried.

"Hello? Earth to Malaysia." Ava waved her hand in front of my face, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"What?!"

"What do you want to do now?" She asked me, I shrugged, "let's go back to the house and throw a party." Max almost choked, "did you just say go home and throw a party?" I nodded, "yup." He shook his head, "Since when do you want to throw a party at the house?! You never want to do anything that concerns wrecking the house, why are we doing this? Why do you want to do this?" Max asked me about 10 questions under 2 minutes.

I smirked while nodding, "Because Max! The night has just began."