after we arrived at audrey's house, her parents were off at work meaning she was home alone. "I might stream, do you wanna join me? or do you have stuff to do at home?" she questioned as she sat on her cushioned couch. shrugging, i try to think of other things that i would have to do when i arrived back home. i really didn't have anything going on on other than doing my own streaming. the thing was that i don't know what to stream. cs:go is absolute shit now and all my friends are off going their own way with their content.

"yeah, i can stay and stream with you." she jumped up from the couch and raced up her stairs to her neat bedroom. the sheets she had tacked over her windows blocked out the sunlight that tried to bleed through her closed blinds. some unopened boxes still scattered around her hard wood flooring that had a few scratch marks along it. "another q and a?" she shook her head as she typed in the password to her computer.

"well ya, but i was also hoping to play a little bit of minecraft or something." she suggested and started to log into her twitch account. as she started up her stream, we both sat and watched as the chat started to flood in. "what it do?" she asked whilst trying to imitate her ex boyfriend. "sorry chat, i had a busy day yesterday with mr fitz." they all went on to make their own ideas as to what we had been doing. "he is such an attention whore." she turned to me with a smile full of amusement.

"says you," i scoff. she lightly pinched my shoulder and began to snicker at my last comment. "and yes, she is literally dating all of our group, i've already seen so many comments asking that on the misfits instagram." audrey raised her hand to show the silver ring. she winked to the chat and looked to her other monitor as she started up minecraft.

"okay, so i reckon we play a little bit of minecraft and i guess just chill and chat." i nod and read over chat, trying to see if any of them actually think we are dating. "umm, so if you guys want, i am starting a world, here is my seed." i zoned out as she went on to say a group of numbers.

"they wanna know what its like being with matt again, i'm guessing you have all told them your story." she bit her lip as she began punching a tree in her video game. "you did, didn't you?"

"i did, but i reminded them that he is a great guy, just not a great boyfriend at times." she looked over to me and put her hand on my knee as she looked back to the camera. "being with matt again is something i don't understand, myself. he has changed so much that it is like he isn't even the same person. he is much more wise and more expirienced that i think it is safe to say he is a go-great boyfriend." forgetting that she was going along with the fact that she was dating all of us, she stuttered over her words. "i'm surprised none of you guys wonder about eden," she sighed. reading over the chat, i saw many people saying they think she is sketchy and weird, which at first i can say i felt the same. "she is okay. not a bad manager, not a great girlfriend though." audrey let out a quick yelp as she fell down a hole in her game, instantly dying and losing all of her materials. "shit!" she cursed and slammed the palm of her hand onto her desk. because the camera can't reach far down, i place my hand on her thigh and gently squeeze in a sign of reassurance. she pretended like she didn't feel it, but i saw the minuscule grin on her face afterward.

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two hours went by and audrey finally ended her stream. when she turned back to me, i felt an instant wave of heat wash over my body. "i got some edibles." she wiggled her eyebrows as she stood from her chair. she handed me a moon cake and danced around as she took small bites of her own. "you don't have to eat it, i know you have to drive yourself home anyway." i check the time to see it is 2:09 pm. i knew that if i ate this edible neither of us would be able to drive anyway.

"can i stay the night?" i question as i took a large bite out of the moon cake. she nodded her head violently as she finished her treat. "movie?'

about thirty minutes later, audrey was so out of it that she started to write down random ass shit down onto a notepad. she would hand it over to me to read and i felt like i was absolutely insane. "i can't fucking read," i curse out as i tried so hard to read over her lines of wording.

'the binge dog fast naked run'

all of the words mixed together as i felt myself become in a weird state of mind where i couldn't feel my fingers. audrey then continued to crawl across her bed until she was straddling me. "cameron," she whispered as she planted a kiss onto my lips. as we continued to kiss, things began to get more heated, causing me to become more and more sensitive. her hands pulled at my shirt as she tried to pull it off. leaning over, i pull the shirt off of myself and began to deepen the kiss, pulling her closer and harder.

my eyes open and i immediately stop what i was doing, breathing including. i push at her hips in a sign for her to get off. sober audrey wouldn't approve, i know she isn't someone who would give this type of thing away so fast. which isn't a bad thing, i just know it isn't her.

"w-what?" she questioned, falling away from me. "i thought-"

"-we are fucking baked!" the sweat began the trickle down my forehead as i jumped off of the bed without my shirt on. "i need swagger. where the hell is eric?!" i was having an attack of some sort. "i need eric," i seethe.

"baby, calm down." she tried so desperately to calm me down but wasn't doing so great. but i knew swagger couldn't do any better, so i have clue clue as to why i wanted him so bad.

"i love you," i whisper out to her.