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I woke up again to the bright lights of the hospital. I am so sick of this place, you wouldn't imagine. Why is keeping this baby so damn hard to do?

"Spencer,"

I looked down to see Jake. He walked over to me, with a nervous look on his face.

"Baby I am so sorry! I should've tackled him before you and I had no idea that he would even be there. I swear to you-"

"Who was he?" I asked. He sighed and put his hands on his hips.

"My dad. He left my mom and I when I was-"

"When you were 13," I said. It all clicked. I sighed and brought my hands to my face.

"Babe, are you mad at me?" He asked.

"No I'm not..." I said. He sat down and put his hands in mine. We sat in silence for a minute. I was just thinking.

"I think I'm going to end this," I whispered. Jake looked at me and frowned.

"What?"

"I don't think I'm going to have her," I muttered. Jakes face turned to astonishment and he shook his head.

"What? Why?" He asked me.

"Because the entire world is against this baby and I'm sick and tired of waking up in this GOD DAMN hospital!" I said, frustrated.

"You can't end her life. You love peanut...I LOVE Peanut. Don't end it," he pleaded. I shook my head.

"Just think about it. If I have her, she's in more danger than I am. No one wants this baby here. The father is a fucking ax murderer, LACEY tried to kill me, your dad now hates the thought of me, and Charles almost let me starve to death," I explained. I was crying now and Jake tried to wipe them away.

"Look I know I don't have control of what you do with your body...please Spence. Just think it over before you react on feelings," he said. I nodded and sat back, looking up at the ceiling.

Why does everything have to be so damn complicated.

Every decision you make affect everyone around you. It's like a domino effect. Just think about it..megan wears shorts skirts and shirts. Therefore, her parents are none to not care for their daughter. Or that the family has a slutty child. Imagine what this baby brings.

If I keep her...im going to have to move. I don't really want to do that because I love it here. I just wish things weren't the way they are now.

•. •. •. •. •.

Jakes pov

Hearing Spencer saying she may put an end to peanut was just unbearable. I love Spencer, but I love peanut too. I don't want her to get rid of the baby, it's inhumane.

Then again, who am I to tell her what she can and can't do?

The whole thing with my dad is screwed up. He came out of no where thinking he knew me.

•flash Back•

"Long time no see," he said. I immediately feel anger rising up in my chest. How the hell did he even find me?

"What do you want?" I asked trying to conceal my level of anger.

"I saw you on TV. What are you doing, kid? You're throwing your life away for a pregnant girl," he said. I immediately lost control of myself. Who the hell does he think he is, coming over here, thinking he knows me?!

"Listen, John. First of all, you ditched Mom and I when I was 13. Do you know what it was like to grow up without a father? ESPECIALLY a at that age?! And now you have the audacity to come over here and act like you know me?," I said angrily. He frowned.

"I do know you, son-"

"NO THE FUCK YOU DONT! You don't know one thing about me so stop pretending. By the way, I'm not your son,"

"So this is how you want to play this?" He asked raising his eyebrows.

"No because I'm not playing with. I was done with you the moment you walked out of that living room," I spat. He frowned.

"I made you who you are today. You wouldn't even be you without me," he said angrily.

"You keep telling yourself that, John,"

"I mean it. Now this ugly ass whale is holding you down! You know you're better than her!"

"Woah woah! Back up! Spencer is not a whale and if I hear her name in your mouth again, I promise you will regret it!" I threatened.

"Right. Your going to use the fighting skills that I TAUGHT YOU when you were seven?" He asked smiling.

That's it. I punch him in the stomach and then do an uppercut. He groaned in pain.

"Nope. I used the fighting lessons Mom payed for when I was 14," i said confidently. Suddenly, he went for my legs and we're both fighting on the ground.

I had an advantage until he flipped me over and put me in an arm hold . I saw Caleb and tried to push him off, but John threatened to break my arm.

Then I saw Spencer. Everything there took a turn for the worst. He let go of me and tackled her hard onto the floor. I sprang up a few seconds after a long with Caleb. We pushed him off and beat him up.

Ten minutes later, he was limping his way out of the house.

"Don't come back or we call the cops!" Ella yelled. We drove Spencer to the hospital and that was that.

I still haven't heard from him and i don't expect to either. All I know is I he comes anywhere near Spencer, he's dead.

I could see why Spencer would want to get rid of it. I just hope she chooses not to. I've really grown to like that big belly of hers.

It wouldn't be the same without it.

•. •. •. •. •.

Spencer POV

Well..im back home. I'm just sitting down in my room with all my baby shower gifts surrounding me. I got a whole lot in one day. This definitely reduces the amount of money needed for her.

Jake was sitting beside me. He seemed to be off in his own world, too. The doorbell rings and I go downstairs to go get it.

Only my nightmare meets my face.

"How can I help you?" I asked. He rolled his eyes.

"I don't think you're right for my son and I never will. You and that baby of yours can go to hell. I just came here to see him." He said looking behind me. He seemed to find what he was looking for.

"Get the fuck away from her,"

Jake came down.

"Look, I just want to talk,"

"No. I heard what you said to her. How many times do I have to tell you that you're not my dad?" He yelled.

"Please, Jake,"

"No. Please my ass. Go back to whatever shithole you crawled from and die there. I'm don't need you nor do I want you," he said. With that, he slammed the door. Turning back around, he sighed out of frustration.

"I'm sorry Spencer,"

I rolled my eyes.

"Stop saying sorry. You can't control him," I said and walked over to the fridge. Pulling out my tub of ice cream, i engulfed myself in TV.

Jake sat down beside me and watched it with me. I didn't have anything else to say. All I know is that I've made my decision.

Two hours pass and pretty soon Jake is sleeping. I stand up and grab the phone. Walking up the stairs, I dialed my doctors number.

"Hi, Ms. Katherine. I'd like to end my pregnancy,"

•. •. •. •. •.

Hayden's POV

I was sitting in a car in front of Paige's job. I don't know how I ended up here. I was going for some pizza and the next thing you know i see her building.

I can't bring myself to stop thinking about her. Ever since that day in the car, she's been all I think about. I know I'm not supposed to, but she doesn't love me. She's too busy engulfed in her own problems. I'm pretty sure she wouldn't even car if I started seeing paige forreal.

But that goes against the rules.

Screw the rules. I'll just have to talk to them myself. As long as it doesn't screw up the plan, I should be good.

Suddenly, paige comes into view. She was rockin a tight yellow dress and some black hells. She looked good. Her curls falling down her back so perfectly.

I got out of the car and approached her. She saw me and stopped, rolling her eyes.

"What do you want, Hayden?" She asked. I smiled.

"I can't stop thinking about you. Ever since that day you are always on my mind," I said. She looked away and shrugged.

"I bet you probably think about it too," I said. She looked up, her blue eyes enticing. I didn't know if she angry or confused.

"So what? Either way you tried to screw my best friend. The line ends here," she said and started walking. I followed behind her.

"Please just give me a chance, Paige. Please?" I asked her.

"No. The answer is no," she said, walking faster.

"Why?"

She stopped in her tracks and whipped her head around.

"Because when I told you I loved you, I meant it. This isn't some movie where you pretend to date a girl and eventually fall In love with her after the fact. You can't expect me to possibly forgive you after trying screw my pregnant best friend. It doesn't work that way. Get it through that skull of yours," she said fiercely and unlocked her car.

"But I do love you. I may not have realized it when you told me, but it was obvious after that day in the car," I yelled after her. She stopped at her door, back turned to me.

Please believe me.

"It's too late for that, Hayden," she responded and jumped in her car.

That was it.

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Spencer POV:

A week passed and it was time for me to go to the doctors. It was my 7th month of pregnancy and I'm going to end it. I can't control the trembling of my hands any more.

I was sitting in Katherine's office. Jake was waiting outside for me, he didn't want to be in the room. I understood that.

"Okay are you ready?" She asked. I nodded, tears streaming down my face.

You have to do this. Should you do this?

•. •. •. •. •.

Jakes POV

Well, Spencer is taking care of it. I honestly don't know what else to call it. She's basically killing someone and I'm not sure if I'm okay with this.

Paige was elsewhere. I haven't seen her in a couple of days, I'm kind of surprised.

I was sitting there just thinking when I heard a door open. I looked up to see Spencer running. She was sobbing hysterically. I stood up and caught her before she broke down.

"I....I did......I-"

I shushed her and pulled her into my arms. I can't stand seeing her like this. I began to cry myself.

Where are things gonna go from here?

Hey guys ...so this happened. Yeah.. I can't even speak right now 😶

Comin up:

-HAYDENNNN. this hot babe isn't giving up so easily.😘😘

-paige...huge secret will be revealed. Has something to do with HAYDEN 🙀

-John isn't going away so easily. He will be back...don't you hate him?🚫

Sneak peak; SHOW DOWN WITH HIM AND SPENCER 👀

-lastly....SPENCER AND JAKE- we will just have to see what happens. Tbh I have no idea what I'm going to do.

Jk....I know exactly what I'm gonna do😭

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