After being such a coward, I decided I should confess to her. What's the worst that could happen? get my heart broken in a million different ways ahahaha...

Y/N should be in the back garden again. My steps fasten as I can hear my heart throbbing in my ears. I'm really doing, I'm really doing it.

Oh, there she is! wait I think she's with someone. I guess I'll just wait here until they finish talking. I'm so nervous, gosh. I hope I can form proper coherent sentences when I'm with her. Yams you are supposed to say "I love you". Now you repeat after me

"I love you"

"I love yo-"

"I would never date Yamaguchi. Guys that are timid are not my type, like him so no"

What...

did she just...

di-d sh-e sa-y

Right, hahaha right... I must be imagining if I thought I had a chance with a girl let alone with someone with y/n. She's way out of my league, it wasn't going to work in the first place. hahah. I must be the first person to get rejected without confessing hahaha. I should go to the left-wing now, can't miss any classes haha.

Click

I close the toilet cubicle. I let the thunderstorm that was raging in my skull out. I cry out. I really thought that someone would actually like me. Someone like me, who has no looks or charm. I knew that I'm not good enough, I knew that I would get rejected at the back of my head.

But still, why does it hurt so much.

She would...

never go for a guy like me.