"Zarnish...", her name was screamed out of my mouth. I shivered on witnessing her in that condition.

She was rolled up in a ball, she was hugging her legs tightly against her chest, her back was pressed in the cold wall behind, she was sobbing like a baby, my heart ached. I ran towards her before she broke more. I wanted to sooth her, to embrace her in my arms until her all pain fades away.

"Zarnish?" I put a hand on her shoulder but she jerked it away, there was pain and rage in her innocent black orbs. She was wildly looking back in my eyes.

"DON'T TOUCH ME", she yelled but her voice was shaky, I detected fear in that. I was taken aback by her outburst, but I knew she's in pain, she needed comfort.

"Zarnish", this time I mumbled out her name trying to take her in my embrace but she just pushed me hard, hard enough to knock me down on the floor.

She stood while clenching her fist and pressed her body in the wall behind, I saw her shirt withered off from different places, they seemed like scratches marks, I noticed some more scratches on her neck and hands, my blood boiled to 100°C.

I stood up slowly when I noticed her hijab was not on her head, her golden brown hair were messy, this was the first time I took sight of her soft hair.

A sob again escaped her mouth when I snapped back from the trance. Why she's not letting me in?

"Who did this?" I hope that what I was thinking wasn't right, I wished that whatever the feeling was erupting in my heart wouldn't be true. I truly wished that.

She was staring back in my eyes with her teary orbs, I saw her coming in my direction when a hard slap landed on my face, Ahh! that was tough, my jaws.

"You bastard", she cursed me, dammit what she just did? She fu****g swear on me.

I turned my head slowly, I didn't feel angry on her this attempt but I felt shameful for getting a slap from a girl despite being the BIG BOSS, well she wasn't just any girl.

"You moron, HOW DARE YOU?" She yelled more making me dangled in confusion. I just looked back in her eyes that reflected hatred, for me? Oh no! My grip around my gun loosened, I was hell confused on her anger.

"What happened?" I asked her softly not wanting to amplify her rage.

"Are you out of your mind, after doing all this you're asking me what has happened?" She shouted back, I seriously expected another slap but luckily it didn't come. I was flushed into more abashment. I wasn't getting a single word she was yelling out.

"Listen Zarnish calm down first", I tried to grab her shoulders but she again pushed me away.

"Don't t-touch me and don't you dare say my name with you dirty mouth, you fu****g mobster", she was seething with anger and damn she swear on me again. What happened to her?

"Zarnish", this time I raised my volume and grabbed her by her arms, she was shivering, I knew she was scared but she never wanted to show me, stupid stubborn.

"Stop yelling and calm down first", I kept my tone cold to brought her under my control for a while.

She was flinching and mumbling some more swears until she broke down and slumped on the floor, she was crying badly until my eyes landed on her back, the piece of fabric that was hiding her body failed to hide a certain spot of her skin, it was torn with many scratches I saw on her skin, it made my heart ached. I averted my gaze instantly and dropped my jacket on her shoulders. She continued her crying until I took her in hug, now she didn't protest, I guess she was in need of that. I didn't pull her more into me as I wasn't ready to receive some more beatings from her. I stroked her back and mumbled some soothing words to calmed her down, I would fu****g kill that son of a b***h who made my Zarnish like this, he had no idea what he welcomed.

She was clutching my hoodie around her body tightly, still her shivering didn't come to an end, I couldn't see her like that, I would definitely beat the sh*t out of that bastard.

We were currently in the room of this hotel ofcourse it belonged to me so yeah, the suite where I mostly spend time whenever I stay here. She was sitting on the edge of the bed while I had no choice to just stand at a distance from her, she didn't allow me to come near her. I couldn't fight this stubborn girl.

"So if you're ready to tell me everything? Please start, I'm waiting", I mentioned when she lifted her teary orbs, fear and pain were shouting back.

After that big boss left I kept pacing in the back yard thinking about how to get rid of his company, I seriously didn't want to accompany him there, it's not like that I'm not interested in the program, I'm, but some negative vibes were coming in my way, I felt like there would be all gangster, those people with guns, thinking about gun even made me shiver. And I didn't even want to upset aunty, she expected alot from me then how could I do this to her. Well he's not that bad but he's a mobster and everyone knew this. I just shrugged my shoulders on having no choice and walked back inside when the door bell picked my interest. Opening the door I revealed a man with big gun in his hand, a gasp left my mouth, I shivered when I clutched the door knob tightly.

He passed me a small evil smile before pushing me aside, he walked in, my steps were halted but I blocked his way.

"Who are you?" I made my tone stern. He passed me a glare before putting the gun under my chin, my all bravery drained in one go. I was stunned when I heard a gasp from aunty, she probably came out of the room right now.

"Za-Zarnish", I heard her shaky voice when I was standing still in my position with eyes glued on the man, I felt a sweat bead descended down the nape of my neck, I gulped harder when my heartbeat was accelerating furthur.

"I have been sent by big boss, he has asked for more money", his tone was commanding.

What the f**k? Big boss?

"Mohaib?" Aunty questioned as if not getting who the big boss is.

"Ofcourse your dear Mohaib", his voice was sarcastic.

"No he wouldn't do that?" Aunty denied as if she trusted big boss so much.

"Tsk Tsk...such blind trust you have on him, don't forget he's a Mafia boss who's not trustworthy enough", he let out a humourless laugh. He seemed like that he's not bigg boss man but his enemy. His voice, his actions, his words everything portrayed that.

"Money?" The man's spread his palm when serious stern expressions took over his face.

"Go tell your big boss that we are not going to give any", I yelled on his face, well me being Zarnish, I did the most stupidest thing when a hard slap landed on my face and I made contact with the cold floor below.

"Don't shout you bi**h", he shouted back, the slap was hard, tears were brimming in my eyes, no one has ever done that to me and he just slapped me, the hard one. My cheek was stinging. I heard aunty pleading him, I felt as if she's crying but my head was spinning.

"Are you giving the money or not?" This time he screamed on aunt's face, if I would have potential I would have punched his ugly face. I was still on the floor.

"I do-don't have any, I already g-gave him", aunty spoke with shaky tone, I heard him groaned when he pulled me up holding my arm in his tight grip, it pained.

"He told me if no money then take away the girl", he said with an evil laugh and dragged me with him, I fought him with all my strength but failed in front of his skills, he slapped me twice, aunty tried to intrude but he pushed her hard on the floor, poor lady was laying on the floor in pain, my heart wretched. I felt him inserting something in my arm, a sudden pain and then everything went dark. BIG BOSS you have no idea how much I hate you.

I felt splashes of water on my face. With heavy head I opened my eyes slowly to see the same man standing in front of me with his evil smirk, I so wanted to kick his balls but I felt drained out completely, I felt as we were in the long corridor, I turned my head and I was correct, a long red rug placed in the whole alley with chandeliers hanging on the wall and many decoration pieces stuck to the wall, it looked like one of the luxurious hotel corridor, but why would he bring me here?

I felt him coming closer when I pushed myself more into the wall, I shouldn't but I did punch him with my remaining strength. Opss, another slap.

"You're such a bi**h", he growled.

"Please le-let me go", I barely uttered.

"Well you must be thinking why I brought you here, no?" He asked but I didnt say a word because I was wondering why of all the places on Earth he would bring me here after kidnapping.

"Actually he is here, your big boss and when you'll meet him then make sure to tell him that RDX came to see his girl", I heard him uttered but I didn't understand what he said, my head was spinning. After a while I realized that my hijab was not on my head, Ohh my ALLAH, no one has ever seen me like this, oh no.

"Let's have some fun before I leave", he laughed in an evil manner and then leaned on me, I tried to shout but he shut my mouth and touched my body, I felt disgusting, I kept struggling, he even tore some parts of my shirts, that was the most horrible moment of my life. A sudden cry left my mouth, it was audible, he backed off and hold my chin in his tight grip.

"Do tell him I had fun and much more to come for him to see", he laughed and then walked away. I cried and I cried until I heard my name called out, big boss, he was here, ohh what a timings, I hate you big boss. I hate you.

I stood still after hearing the story, all the time she cried and cursed me but I didn't say anything, how could I when she thought that I'm the blame worthy.

RDX... sh*t he's back.

How come he knew about Zarnish?

No no, this couldn't happen. I would chop off his balls before he even lay finger on my Zarnish, no I couldn't let him do anything to her, he would pay bad, like really bad for even coming near you Zarnish, how dare he?

He owed me few debts and I had to make him pay them. I guess now was the time.

My blood was boiling, I was seething with anger, my hands were itching to kill him or someone, how dare he?

I kept cursing him while telling him all the story, I really had no idea what was happening, it's just that I was nearly raped and all happened because of this stupid big boss.

I found him getting frozen in his steps as if he was registering every word I uttered. I saw his eyes and ears turning red, his grip around his gun tightened, it was so tight that it seemed that the gun would break in his hand. Then a loud bang erupted in the silent room, he punched the wall with all his might, veins popping on his neck and face, his knuckles were bleeding, I gasped again when his eyes met mine, the icy blue orbs were looking dangerous, they were intimidating yet rage ousted, he was looking scary, it was the first time ever I saw big boss that way and at this time he was seriously looking like a Mafia boss. I realized that his this side scared me.

He stormed in my way and hold my wrist dragging me out of the suite. I struggled under his grip but he just passed me a cold glare, cold enough to drain away my bravery. We were in the elevator going down, my wrist still in his hand and he was talking on his phone, basically barking out the orders. He was angry, when I meant angry then really angry. I again tried to get my hand out of his grip.

"Stop it Zarnish", he almost yelled, I turned away my face.

He now dragged me out of the lift and we were now walking to his car in the parking lot. Many men in black surrounded us, they all had guns in hands, I shivered on the sight. He made me sit in the car and buckled my seat belt. I saw him ordering his men when after a while he slipped in the driving seat and we were off to the destination. The car was running very fast on the deserted road, my heart was thumping loudly, I saw him clutching the steering tightly. Throughout the journey there was utter silence, after some distance the car came to halt outside the orphanage, I let out the sigh of relief and got off the car, he followed me inside. My heart clenched when I saw aunty sitting on the couch with so much sadness dripping from her old face.

"Aunty", I whispered, she lifted her teary orbs which soon sparkled as she came running in my direction. I hugged her back feeling in the warmth of my mom. Ohh I miss my parents so much. We both were crying when a throat clearing sound distracted us, aunt's expression became stern yet fearful as soon as she took sight of big boss. He walked to her and ask her for a little talk, though she protested but agreed after a while, they went to another room, I was dying of curiosity to know the truth but that bossy man didn't allow me. I was sitting on the couch when they both came out and the next thing what he said blew off my mind. I felt as if the ground left from under my feet.

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my final exams but still chapter for you all so here it comes.

Well that RDX... he?

could ?

Pretty.. Let's.

chapter.

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