Night.

My legs were wobbling, I felt like that my world came crashing down, everywhere it was dark and silence, a silence to eat you. It was scary, it seemed dangerous. His cold hand around mine made it feel scarier, I jerked away my hand from his grip and stood up, I knew I was all red because of shock, the tears were streaming down my cheeks but I wasn't bellowing or crying my heart out becuase I was in utter shock.

He was standing in front of me, his face had worry but that was all fake, I knew he was pretending so that I could trust him, I knew what would be his next words,

'Babe, don't worry, they'll be fine'

'Zarnish please, hold on yourself, I won't let anything happen to them'

'I'm so sorry baby, trust me I'll make that bastard taste pain'

'You have to trust me... and blah blah blah blah'.

Liar, liar he's a fu****g liar. Since we have met he had always mentioned to take care of me, of them, of us but he failed becuase his promise was a lie, he's a loser, a fu****g loser.

"Baby... listen", I heard his voice but that voice seemed terrible to me. Lies were screaming from his tone.

I steeped back but he hold my face in his hands. I pushed him, I wanted him to be away from me, very far.

"Zarnish", his tone was soft but I again loathed his voice.

He stepped forward but I gestured him to stop, his steps halt, he was staring me with a shocking expressions plastered on his face.

"Stay away", I barely wishpered, my voice cracked but I controlled myself.

But he being him came forward again.

"STAY AWAY DAMMIT", I screamed and he got stiffened.

Her loud voice echoed, she shouted on me making me braced in my tracks.

"YOU LAIR", she again shouted.

'You lair', his voice echoed in my ear.

"YOU FU****G BASTARD", she continued.

'You fu****g bastard', his voice again snapped in my mind.

"YOU ONLY THINK ABOUT YOURSELF".

'You only think about yourself'.

"A MEAN, CHETAER AND FU****G LIAR".

'A mean, cheater and fu****g lair'.

"THIS ALL IS HAPPENING JUST BECAUSE OF YOU", her teeth grind as she screamed her lungs out.

'This all is happening because of you', his loud hard voice made some tears welled up my eyes.

"Zarnish?" I barely spoke.

'Dad?" I called him out.

"JUST SHUT UP", she yelled.

'Just shut up', he slapped across my face, a hard one, enough to knocked me down on the floor.

"If anything happen to them, I'll make sure to kill you with my bare hands without giving it a second thought that you're my fucking husband", she was gripping my collar, I was standing dumb, past and present both were eating me up.

'If anything happen to them, I'll make sure to kill you with my bare hands without giving it a second thought that you're my fu****g son', he was gripping my hair in his tight grip before throwing me down again and left me alone.

I saw her retreating back, she was going where I had no idea, it was all blank and silent around me, the deep darkness was overcoming me again. Those words coming out of the mouth of the people I love the most made me shatter. I never thought it to happen once again, but yes I'm a bad omen. She was right, my own mother was right that I'm a bad omen and now the lady whom I love the most have same thoughts for me. Why it always happens with me? It's all because of RDX, that man, why he even came to my life to fu** it up more? Why I trusted him like my own? Why he made me an animal which I shouldn't be? Why?

It would be over, I messed up everything again, once again I invited my cruel fate which was hugging me tightly choking the happiness out of me. I don't deserve anyone's love, I don't deserve anyone's smile, I don't deserve this light, I belong to darkness where I'm not allowed to smile, where I'm not allowed to love or get loved. My childhood, a happy jolly one crossed my mind.

******

'Hey Mohaib, look what I have got for you my child?" I heard dad's voice, the best voice in the world.

"Dad", I ran in his direction, he scooped me in his arms, they were warm, perfect just for me.

He kissed my cheek and pulled out my favorite toy car from the bag in his hand.

"Wow.... dad, you're the best", I kissed his cheek. He put me down ruffling my hair, I got indulged with my toy car.

*******

"Hey Mohaib, which story you want to hear?" Mom laid down on bed with me kissing my forehead.

"A hero, where I want to be a hero to save others", I told and she made a lovely face kissing my cheek now.

"Sure my son", she put her head on my pillow and continued with her story, I was the hero of her story, the best one out.

Without my knowing I slept away in her arms, safest place on earth.

******

"Mohaib bhayya ( brother)", Annie's little baby voice I heard, she looked upset.

"What happened to my baby sister?" I took her in my arms when she pouted a little.

"Zayn is not giving my colouring book", she cried a little.

"Zayn, why are you not giving her that", I kinda scolded my little brother.

"She's messing with me, it's my book", he scowled back at her, he was so cute.

"It's okay Annie, I'll get you a new book", I smiled at her and she clapped in joy.

My little family, whom I loved so much and those who used to love me but not anymore.

I didn't know how long I passed out in my past but those happy memories were heartwarming except after his arrival, the fu****g RDX.

Now I couldn't take it anymore, I punched my pillow and cried loud. Why, why it happened to me? How would be the kids and aunty, what if that bastard did something to those innocent souls. Ughhh. I felt so scared. Ya ALLAH please keep them save under your protection.

I was so angry, big boss, from the time he came to my life I have been facing these horrible stuffs, why he ever met me, why he fell in love with me to put me in danger? Why? He shouldn't have loved me when he knew that his life was already fu***ed up, ohh my God, what should I do now? How would I save the kids and aunty? What if they be in pain? The thoughts just shivered me, that horrible and scary face of RDX crossed my mind, I remembered the day when he kidnapped me, when he did some horrid stuffs. I shivered again.

I collapsed on the edge of the bed trying to find the solution of the problem my life stucked in now.

Both the souls were under the same roof but very far away from eachother. Both were frozen in their spots, past was haunting one while present was worrying other. Both felt shattered, both were scared of losing their loved one, the most beloved.

He was sitting on the floor with head ducked down and one elbow resting on the table in the lounge, his head was banging with unbearable pain, he was in need of killing someone, maybe that would give him pleasure but no only she could give him pleasure but she hate him so much despite he was not wrong. He wanted to cry but he had lost all his tears a long time back for them when he lost them.

He heard the footsteps, he lifted his head and saw her walking towards the main door looking ahead, her eyes were puffy and face teary. He got up and ran to her.

"Zarnish?" He blocked her path but she just passed him a disgusting look.

"Get off my way", her tone was as cold as ice.

"Where are you going?" He spoke with deep voice trying to sound dominant as ever.

"Just get away", she gritted her teeth and tried to push him aside but her energy was of no avail.

"No", he bluntly spoke looking directly in her eyes.

"Shameless", she cursed him but he didn't budge, she had to understand that nothing was his fault.

"Why don't you ever understand me?" He softly spoke, his voice carried sadness.

"No one can understand you", she shot back with disgust in her tone.

He was taken aback by her words.

"So do you hate me?" He asked boring his icy blue orbs in her black ones.

"From always", she snapped back when he gulped harder.

"Will you leave me?" He again questioned with a little moisture in his eyes.

But this time she stayed silent.

"Answer me", now his voice hold power.

"What if I say yes?" She said with the same tone and he stepped back. Her eyes softened within a second by the look on his face. His hands started trembling, he took several steps back and suddenly turned, picked a vase and threw it with full force to the nearest wall, the thing shattered into many small pieces, his pants grew louder, he screamed looking like a wild beast and kicked the table, she just eyed him with whatever expressions.

"Mohaib?" She called him out when he collapsed on the floor, crouching on the ground.

"Go now go away, you are also like them, no one can understand me, no one", he yelled and punched the wall. She didn't know the purpose of his anger, she should be the one to be angry but it's opposite here.

"You know what she was right, my fu***g own mother was right that I'm good for nothing, I always bring bad to others and you remember you said this to me also, you both are right, I'm a fu**ed up dammit bastard who deserves hell", he held her arms and spoke between his pants shrugging her body in his hands.

"You hate me right? Speak up", he jolted her body again but she stayed quite.

"Look you're not saying anything, becuase you don't hate me but they fu****g hate me, my own family, my own dad, mom, sister, brother, they hated me", he continued his story and she quietly listened to him.

"But you'll also hate me sooner or later you'll", he just spoke against himself, many questioned raised in her mind.

"Why they hated you?" She asked after a while trying to solve the puzzle out of his words.

"Becuase of that fucking RDX", he yelled hating that man from the core of his heart.

"They didn't trust me, my own family didn't trust me and now it's you who thinks that I'm wrong", his voice dropped and he was breathing heavily. At that time Zarnish felt guilty for judging too fast but what she could do, her loved ones were in danger and she just lost her mind.

He was looking so sad, so upset that it pained Zarnish heart, she knew she didn't hate him, she never would but it was all the part of her anger, she pulled some strings from his past and had pained him too much.

"You know what-" He continued but she stepped forward and silently wrapped her arms around his neck pulling him in embrace. He got still in his position when her soft body made contact with his, he had not enough strength to hug her back, he was frozen, now why she's hugging him?

"We have to fight together to bring him to end", she wishpered against his shoulder tightening the grip furthur. He closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around her pulling her more into him. She nuzzled her face into his chest and he in her neck.

"I'm sorry for being so harsh but what could I have done, what if he had hurt them?" She apologized but her voice cracked in middle.

He broke the embrace and wiped her tears with his thumb looking in her eyes.

"I will not let him do anything", he spoke with determination in his tone but his voice was hoarse.

"You hurt me Zarnish, you hurt me so much", he spoke softly after a while averting his gaze and retreating his hands off her.

"I'm sorry please", she took his hands in hers feeling bad for being the bi**h.

"I want to forgive you but I don't know why my heart is not allowing", he sincerely spoke still not looking in her eyes, his gaze were glued to the floor.

"Then forgive me when your heart will allow", she wishpered back looking at his face.

He nodded in response.

She tiptoed and placed a soft kiss on his cheek. He didn't smile but he liked that.

"And about your past I won't force you to tell me unless you'll be ready to enlighten me", she spoke lightly.

"Sometimes you're so understanding and sometime you're so bad with me", he sounded upset.

"I know, I'm a bi**h lately", she laughed lightly.

"What have I told you about not saying anything bad about you?" He scolded her widening her laugh.

"Sorry lover boy", she pinched his nose making him smile a little.

"Okay what we have to do now?" She asked with concern in her tone.

He took her hand in his and called the emergency meeting to rescue aunty and the kids walking to the meeting room in their mansion.

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