guys how of a greatreaders I have? Fine I'll tell you more. Well you always try to make me smilelike a maniac withIwhenever I read your comments and messages. You all are such a blessing. Can't thank ALLAH enough for blessing me with you all. The best peeps. 💙

So among you all there's a great girl who made my day with one thing.

The above little poemit's beautiful. Thanks love for it. I'm totally felling great of your love for me and my book. 💙💙. You be the best.

Well I love you all so so so so so so so much. 💕💕

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"Really?" Her eyes almost popped out of her sockets when she was enlightened with the truth of her memory loss. Her heart picked a sudden beat and picked pace with each second and each word rolled out of the aunt's mouth.

She couldn't believe her ears, things around seemed like a mess, a total mess. She was hearing without blinking feeling the sounds fading with each second. She lost the memories of past 10 years. That was a shock for her. Aunty narrated the events in between to her except that of RDX, she was grateful for only one thing that Zarnish lost the memory of that horrible time.

"But why should I trust you?" She asked in a whisper looking ahead.

"We have already showed you the proof", in came the dark heavy voice of big boss. She swivelled her head to him and eyed him for long, she was lost somewhere and he could guaranteed that.

"Today we're going back home", another mountain fell on her. She choked on her saliva.

"No", the word came out of her mouth with so much authority in it.

"Time out for arguing", big boss almost spat in anger and left the room with big strides slamming the door behind. He was tired.

Her eyes were lingered on the door with so many emotions in her eyes giving her some unbearable pain in heart and mind. She felt a little squeeze on her hand. She averted her gaze to saw aunty with a look of condolence in her eyes.

"Everything will be fine my child", aunty patted the back of her hand but she felt her tongue tied, unable to uttered a single word.

Afternoon.

Their car was running swiftly on the smooth road without any jerk, she was seated behind with Aunty while he was leaning on his seat at front, Mobin was driving the car.

She stared outside the window feeling tears escaping her black orbs, the deserted silent road with a lane of timbers on either side gave a spectacular view under the blazing sun in afternoon. She was adoring and mourning at the same time trying to recall everything but nothing was coming to her and it irked her more.

The car slid and halted with a light jerk in front of a mansion. It was a magnificent house and she couldn't believe her eyes for witnessing such a fine art. The combination of white and black contributed more to the spectacular building standing right in front of her. They slowly stepped out of the vehicle but her eyes were lingered on the house. She had seen such big mansions in pictures or movies but in real life it was more like an adventure to roam around it. Bunch of security guards standing stiff in their position, a long pavement and water fountains with lush green lawn and dozens of luxurious cars parked made her shiver on the sight. It was too much for her to digest.

"Sit", she felt a tug in her arms and switched her attention to the man in front. She averted her gaze to the wheelchair and her brows frowned.

"Why?" She asked bluntly when he closed his eyes and took a deep breath before opening them again. Blue eyes made her stared them for a while.

"Because I'm saying so, sit now", he said in irritated tone when she inhaled a deep breath.

"I can walk", she said and walked past him leaving him dumbfounded. He left the thing there and trailed behind her and aunty.

"Wow", was the first word that left her mouth when she stepped in, everything about that mansion was appealing. She was smiling and he was staring her when a small smile tugged across his lips.

"Let's go to room, you need to rest", this time aunty spoke and she nodded making distance between her and the man who was still a stranger to her.

She walked to the stairs when his voice halted her in her tracks.

"Let's take the elevator", his words made her head snapped in his direction as if he had uttered some total nonsense which was unbelievable.

"Elevator?" She sounded too shocked.

"Yeah", he smirked and gestured with his eyes towards it. She eyed that door with enthrallment in her eyes, sparks dancing in her black orbs.

They took small strides to it and loaded themselves in it. The ding sound grabbed their attention when they stepped out of the lift.

Big boss was leading the way and the ladies were following him. He opened the door of the room and Zarnish couldn't help but adore it with her charming smile and that smile took away big boss heart once again.

"Okay so take a bath and eat something and go to sleep ofcourse after having your medicines", aunty said and Zarnish nodded with a smile still swivelling her head to have a better look of that luxurious bedroom.

"I'll leave now", aunty said.

"Why?" Zarnish asked with a pout.

"Because I have some work, I'll visit soon my child, I promise", aunty tapped her cheek with love.

"But-", she tried to speak but this time big boss intruded.

"She's got some work, okay bye aunty", he had to say this otherwise that stubborn girl won't let her leave.

"Bye and take care my child", she pecked her forehead and left. She felt heat rushed up her body when she was left alone with him in the room. The thought even shivered her.

Her back was facing him and she clutched the end of her shirt feeling his presence behind her.

"Go freshen up yourself", he said while striping off his watch, she made a swift turn and disappeared in the bathroom without even looking back.

He just eyed her motion until she was no longer in sight. He just exhaled out a dejected sigh.

"Zarnish Zarnish Zarnish... what I'm gonna do now?" He was feeling so alone hoping that things would turn out well for him. He was laying straight on the bed.

She took a long warm shower feeling light headed. She remembered even her room was smaller than this fu****g bathroom. She wrapped the towel on her body and extended her hand to get the clothes but ohh shoot! Where they're? Her eyes bulged out of the sockets, she wasn't believing her mistake. YA ALLAH why me? She mourned. She cleared her throat and turned the knob separating the door from the door frame, through ajar door she peeked in to saw him laying on the bed massaging his temples.

"Listen?" She called him out when his head snapped to her, he was now sitting on the bed with eyes glued on her face peeking from the door, he knew what she forgot.

"My clothes", she said not meeting his eyes.

"Your clothes what?" He crocked his brows and titled his head. Let's play with her, he thought.

"From the cupboard", she wishpered.

"From cupboard what?" He again asked trying best to suppressed his laughter.

"Get them idiot", she raised her volume when he only raised his brows.

"Get you cupboards?" He asked in the most innocent tone and she groaned in frustration. He smirked.

"Get my clothes from cupboard", she said in ordering tone and that pleased big boss, that was more like his Zarnish.

"Ohh that", he said and got up to fetched out her clothes.

"Here", he extended his hand but what her hand didn't reach him.

"Take it shorty pants", he leaned against the wall and kept a good distance between them so that she may failed at reaching him. She rolled her eyes on the name he gave her.

"Will you just come closer?" She gritted her teeth and passed him a glare.

Only she knew how much she was struggling.

"How much closer baby?" He said in a husky tone when a shiver ran down her spine.

"Please", she said in a soft voice when he advanced to her. She gulped on the change of expression on his face and her hand fell when he reached the door. She was staring in his eyes where the look of lust and love made her shiver.

"I wanna stay closest to you, will you allow me to?" He asked and her grip on the door knob loosened when the door opened full revealing her. His eyes traveled up and down on her weak form wrapped only in towel, she seemed lost in thoughts. He took more steps to her until he was hovering her little form.

"Wear them", he whispered in her ear when she snapped back from her train of thoughts and blinked looking in his eyes. Within a blink of an eye his lips pressed on her forehead and then the contact broke instantly. He handed her the clothes, turned around and walked away leaving her dumbfounded. She closed the door in no time panting hard against the door.

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He emerged out of the bathroom in his sweatpants only when she was covering her head with the headcover, due to brain surgery she lost her hair and ofcourse they would take time to grow. She stood from her bed and turned around when a loud shrill echoed in the once silent room.

"Where are your clothes?" She covered her eyes but there was no response from him. She took off her hand and opened her eyes when they widened in shock on witnessing him this nearer, more than her likeness.

She opened her mouth to say something but he closed it with his big hand putting other behind her head.

"Shhh", he said looking back in her eyes. She flinched under his grip but he didn't let her go.

The next attempt surely made him left her, pain pain pain, in his stomach, her small fist made a great contact with his belly. He only winced loudly in mind giving her a deathly glare. She backed off and ran to the other corner of the room.

"Don't you dare come near me", she yelled when he rubbed his skin ruthlessly.

"Don't you dare push me away", he yelled back when she cringed in fear pushing herself into the wall.

"I'm tired of your behaviour dammit", he punched the nearest wall when his nostrils flared in anger. His knuckles were bleeding but his anger was reaching it's peaking. He was tired, fu****g badly tired, he wanted her but she wasn't allowing him, both weren't at fault ofcourse but still it was getting out of his hands to wait.

"Stop your fu****g drama", he rushed to her and grabbed her by her arms pulling her into him. She with wide eyes and out of track heart beats stared back in his eyes. That beast of the man was creeping her out. She felt short of breath.

"Stop pushing me away", he clutched her arms tightly and receded the furthur distance until their lips were brushing. She felt short of words, she was all quiet. He stared back at her intently with little moisture in his blue orbs. His breath was deep.

"I love you", he confessed to the new Zarnish for the first time and her eyes widened in shock.

"Stop fighting with me, love me back the way you used to do", he uttered out in a dejected tone.

"I can't live without you, understand me", he now said with a bowed head and let her go before turning around and left the room.

She slid down the wall with loud breaths, what he just did and what he just said made her mind freeze, she felt numb, his behaviour was weird, did I love him so much? She thought feeling irritated why she couldn't remember anything.

After smoking almost a pack of cigarettes he advanced back to the room. He opened the knob gently to witnessed her laying under the duvet on the bed, she was sleeping soundly, he walked to her and sat across her on the floor staring her sleeping face. He caressed her cheeks, lashes, lips, nose, earlobe and jawline with his fingers and thumb, her soft skin aroused him. He leaned in and placed a lingering kiss on her lips wanting her to kiss back but she wasn't doing that. She stirred in her sleep and turned away her head, her neck was exposed to him, he like a hungry lover nibbled her skin from there kissing every inch of her skin. She was continously stirring and groaning but he was never stopping, he knew she wouldn't allow him when she would wake up. After a while he stopped taking in some deep breaths. He was glued on his spot when she flinched harder and some sweat beads covered her forehead. Her pants grew louder and she tightly clutched the blanket in her fist. He knew she was having a nightmare.

"Hey hey Zarnish", he shrugged her gently but she was not coming out of the bad dream.

"Zarnish", he jerked her when her eyes shot open with a little scream that left her mouth, sweat and tears trickled down her face. She was sobbing and panting hard when he took her in an embrace tightly holding her against his chest.

"It's okay... I'm here", the voice was similar, the one that she heard in her dream.

What was that in her nightmare? There was big boss she knew.

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