I nodded at Quincy. "Three..." I placed my hand on the doorknob as we both counted. "Two...one."

I threw the door open and screamed. "Ahhhhhh."

Travis covered his body and screamed. "Ahhhhhh."

Quincy dropped the cake as he screamed. "Ahhhhhh."

I pushed Quincy out of the room and slammed the door shut. We both stared at each other with wide eyes and I shivered. "Your fucking eight Travis!"

"I'm nine!"

"Still young, not even fucking double digits dude!"

"I'm a growing boy!"

"Happy fucking birthday!" Quincy yelled. "I felt left out!"

I think I'm scarred for life I mean he's like four, fucking in there doing those things...I mean I was eight when I first...I rolled my eyes.

"Take a shower and wash your hands after you get out okay!?"

"Fine!"

"Well act like this never happened yeah!?"

"Deal!"

I shook my head walking downstairs as I ran my hand down my face. I sat at the island and Quincy chuckled sitting next to me.

"My boy was getting birthday sex from his hand." Quincy laughed as I glared at him.

"I'm glad you find this amusing," I groaned. "I think this is worse than that time I walked in on my grandma...never mind." I shivered.

He punched my shoulder. "I was fucking there bitch thanks for reminding me."

I chuckled and looked at him. "Do you think I'm gonna have to have the talk with him?"

Quincy chuckled. "Well, I don't think he'll be having sex right now so...just wait."

I shrugged. "I don't know, kids these days be crazy."

He nodded. "True but, don't bring it up I mean he's still a kid that laughs at fart jokes-"

"We laugh at fart jokes."

"Shut up you get my point, he's already watching porn so I'm sure he gets the gist of it."

"Good, I want the first person I have the talk with to be my daughter- never mind." He chuckled as Travis walked downstairs. "That was a quick shower."

"I just wiped off my-"

"Okay!" I stood. "Happy birthday dude."

"Thank you," He smiled walking towards the supply closet. "I'll clean the cake and then-"

"Nah I got it youngin," Quincy stood. "It's your birthday chill."

Travis nodded and came to sit by me as Quincy headed upstairs.

"So you feeling old?"

He shrugged. "I feel the same as yesterday."

"Well yeah, that's how it always is."

"So what are we doing?"

I shrugged. "What do you mean?"

He chuckled. "For my birthday Y/n."

I gasped. "It's your birthday?" He shook his head laughing and I smiled softly. "We're going to the movies, out to eat, then we'll play laser tag, and finally come back here to hang with some of your favorite people."

"Dope!" He hummed. "Can I invite Gabby?"

"I'll have to ask her mom."

His smile brightened. "This'll be the best birthday-"

I frowned as he paused. "Ever?"

He shook his head. "I forgot mom won't be here."

"Hey what did I say," I placed my hand on his chest. "She's always here."

Shit speaking of my mom I have to go to the police station and get her stuff.

"Smile dude it's your birthday," I stood. "You and Quincy are going to hang out for a while."

"What about you?"

"I have to make a run really quick um, I'll be back in an hour or so and then we can start our day."

He nodded and stood with me. "Um, I watched a video-"

My eyes widened. "I don't wanna know!"

He frowned and then his cheeks turned red. "Ugh not that Y/n, it was a different kind of video." I let out a sigh of relief as he continued. "Um it was really sad but after watching it I realized that we don't say we love each other a lot." I smiled softly as he shrugged. "I um...I love you Y/n."

My heart warmed and I opened my arms. "Come here." He wrapped his arms around my waist and I kissed his head. "I love you more."

He chuckled and pushed me away. "Okay."

I chuckled ruffling his hair. "Okay, didn't have to make it awkward."

"You hugged me!"

"But you said you loved me."

Before I knew it Travis and I were being crushed by Quincy. "I love both of you!"

I shook my head. "Love you too Quinchilla."

-

"So," the officer sat some boxes onto the center of the table. "These are all of her things like clothes and anything else we could find." I nodded looking down at them. "I'll give you some time to look at them."

I smiled softly as he walked out of the room. Taking in a deep breath, I cracked open the first box. Instantly my eyes welled up with tears as the first thing I saw was the sweater I brought her with my first paycheck. I picked it up and held it to my nose as I closed my eyes.

I shook my head and cleared my throat. Gently sitting the shirt aside I rummaged through the rest of the stuff and sighed.

Well, I'll finish looking through the rest of this-

My thoughts were cut off as a box suddenly fell off the table. I frowned and looked at the table.

Was that not in the center of the table?

I shrugged and bent down picking up the things that fell out. I paused as my hand came into contact with something cold, I picked it up and my heart fell.

I chuckled as I ran my thumb over the locket.

Wow. I popped open the heart and shook my head at the picture of a baby Travis, my mom, and I. My grandma gave her this locket and I helped her pick it out...honestly one of the best days of my life.

I hummed.

Maybe I could give this to Travis.

I jumped as a photo slid across the floor towards me. I looked around and then up at the ceiling.

"Come on mom you know I don't believe in ghosts," I chuckled nervously as I picked the picture up. "But I do believe in Angels."

I smiled at the picture of my mom and I, Christmas Day. Flipping it over my smile got wider.

Love you always, Mom.

"Alright, I hear ya." I chuckled and wiped away a tear.

I placed the picture and locket into my pocket and stood. Picking up the box I closed it and placed the other two on top of it.

Love you too mom.

-

"Woahhh!" Travis gasped as he opened his final gift.

I glared at Saiyr who shrugged. "What? It's a Go-Kart."

Travis ran up and hugged her. "Thank you soooo much."

Quincy pouted and lifted his head off of his boyfriend's shoulder. "I didn't get a hug."

"Yeah because you didn't get him a Lamborghini." Jimmie chuckled causing Quincy to push him.

"Nobody asked you."

"Getting smart are we?" Jimmie raised a brow.

Quincy glanced down at his lips and then nodded slowly. "Well parties over everyone out."

I chuckled and stood. "Yeah it's getting late and three out of the seven of us are leaving for tour tomorrow."

"Well Jasmine and I will be in the guest room-"

"Your room." Travis, Quincy, and I all said simultaneously.

Vanessa chuckled and stood. "Sorry my room, Jasmine and I will be in my room."

They both stood and Jasmine ruffled Travis's hair before heading upstairs with Vanessa. "Happy birthday!"

"Thanks!"

I threw my arm over Saiyr's shoulder and walked her to the door. "Be safe driving home."

She smiled. "I will, get some sleep Y/n seriously."

I rolled my eyes. "Like I said sleep is for the-"

"The weak yeah whatever, I just know you better not be late, 12 on the dot."

"Sir yes sir." I chuckled pulling the door open. She turned to me and went in for a hug. "I'll walk you to your car."

She shook her head. "No need I got it, see you tomorrow."

I pouted. "Fine," we hugged and I waved her off. "Love you!"

"Love you more!"

I closed the door and walked back into the living room. "Quincy clean all this up."

"Kiss my ass."

I rolled my eyes and quickly threw Travis over my shoulder causing him to scream.

"I am too big for this."

"Yeah yeah," I carried him upstairs and into his room. Closing the door behind us I threw him down onto his bed and he chuckled as I sat next to him. "You have a good day?"

He nodded quickly. "Hell yeah."

"Watch it," I chuckled. "Anyways did you like my gift?"

"Of course, I can't wait to shoot Quincy with my nerf set."

"That's exactly why I got it," I chuckled. "But um, I have one more thing for you," I pulled the necklace out of my pocket and unwrapped it from the plastic. "I was gone longer than an hour because I got somethings engraved onto it but, do you remember this?"

He frowned and took the necklace from my hands. His eyes started to get watery and he smiled. "Of course I remember it."

I nodded. "I thought mom lost it a long time ago but, nope."

He looked up at me and frowned. "You're giving this to me?"

"Who else would I be giving it to?"

He shook his head as he popped open the locket. "You should take it."

"Why's that?"

"Because I got to say bye to her and you didn't."

Shit that cut deep.

"Yeah but, I also had more time with her and," I shrugged. "It's only fair if you have her for the rest of your life."

I took the locket from his hands and placed it around his neck. "Y/n-"

"Hush," I clasped the necklace and smiled. "Happy birthday."

He held the heart in his hands. "Thank you."

I nodded. "Of course," I pecked his forehead. "Now, you can play with your new stuff but be to bed by ten yeah?"

He smiled. "Deal."

I stood and walked towards the door. "Love you kid."

"Love you too...kid."

I shook my head and walked out of the room shutting the door behind me.

That felt good.

I started towards my room and paused as I heard giggling coming from Vanessa's room. Shrugging I continued to her room and knocked on the door.

"Come in!"

I pushed open the door and frowned. "What's so funny?"

Vanessa sat up on the bed and shrugged. "Just talking shit about you."

I glanced at Jasmine who was smirking and walked fully into the room closing the door behind me. "What lies are you telling now Jasmine."

"Who said I said anything?"

"That smirk on your face."

She chuckled rolling her eyes. "We were just laughing because it's funny how scared- oops nervous you are."

I groaned. "We're still on that?"

"Hell yeah," Vanessa smirked. "Pussy."

I rolled my eyes. "I'm not nervous anymore."

"Really?" Jasmine asked.

Well...

I crossed my arms. "Really."

Vanessa stood. "Good because, Jasmine and I have an um...proposition."

Jasmine stood next to her and my heart started to pound.

What's happening?

"We thought," Jasmine glanced at Vanessa who nodded. "That since your only nervous because you've never been with Vanessa then, why not help you by being with someone you're used to."

Boing.

Go back down Y/n Jr. it might not be what you think.

"U-um what exactly are you hinting at?"

Vanessa rolled her eyes. "Cut the bullshit, threesome are you down?"

I held up a finger. "One second."

I turned around and pinched myself.

"Ouch." I whispered.

Okay, not another wet dream.

I turned back around and chuckled. "Your joking?"

"Not at all," Jasmine shrugged. "A threesome with me should get rid of your nerves."

"Um, the fuck kind of logic is that?" I scoffed. "Oh since Y/n is already nervous to have sex with one gorgeous woman why not throw in another one to make things better?"

Vanessa laughed. "Y/nnn stop making me laugh I'm trying to suffocate you with sexual tension," she rolled her eyes. "Yes or no?"

I sighed. "Tonight?"

"Well, we don't want to wait three months."

"Yeah and I'm already two months pregnant, by the time I'm five months I won't be able to get as freaky as I want to now."

"So, you down?"

Fuck.

Should I do this? I literally just had a talk with Quincy about not having sex with Jasmine because she needs to move on.

What did he say?

"You have to stop the flirting and touching so that she can move on, you understand?"

Nah I don't remember him saying that, I think it was more like...

"You have to keep flirting and touching her so that she can move on, that'll help her get enough of you and..."

I shook my head and groaned, I don't have the right to be this fucking selfish she deserves a chance to move on without me being a selfish prick.

Oh shit, look at me being all mature.

"I- fuck I can't um-"

"Why?" Vanessa cut me off.

I tucked my hands into my jacket getting nervous. "I-It wouldn't be fair to Jasmine."

"Wait what?" Jasmine frowned and walked up to me.

I took a step back causing her to pause. I took in a deep breath and closed my eyes. "I-I was talking to...s-someone and I realized that constantly flirting with you isn't going to help you get over me and sex definitely won't s-so I don't think-"

"Y/n-"

"No look I don't think-"

I was cut off by a pair of lips connecting with mines. My eyes shot open just as Jasmine pulled away and placed her hand onto my chest.

"Y/n, there is absolutely nothing you can do to make me move on."

"But you'll get hurt-"

"I'm the dumbass that rejected you and told you to move on I already know it'll hurt to see you with someone else but," she shrugged. "I bought this onto myself so, you don't have to worry about me."

I rolled my eyes. "Jasmine that's not-"

She cut me off with her lips again.

I groaned. "Jasmine it's-"

Pecking my lips once more I cupped her cheeks and rested my forehead against hers. "It's not fucking fair that I get to move on but you don't."

"And it's not fucking fair what I did to you."

I scoffed. "So you're punishing yourself?"

She shook her head. "No but, I think-"

Vanessa groaned and walked up between us, she pushed us away and gripped my shirt. "Quincy doesn't know what's best for fucking Jasmine."

"Quincy, what the hell is a Quincy?"

She tilted her head. "It's cute that you care about her feelings but, don't you think she knows what she wants and what's best for her."

"Of course but, what if she's not admitting it? I know my Jazzy and I don't want her feeling any emotion other than happiness."

"Baby, Y/n, min elskede, stop overthinking everything okay?" She looked at Jasmine who was watching me. "You know what you want right Jay?"

She bit her lip while keeping her eyes on me. "Um, right now or in general?"

Vanessa chuckled. "Right now."

I gulped as Jasmine's eyes darkened. "Yeah, I know exactly what I want."

Vanessa nodded meeting my eyes. "Good because I do too," she raised a brow. "Y/n?"

I glanced between both of them and groaned.

Fucking hormones.

"Threesomes never work when there are feelings involved."

"Never say never Dino," she ran her hand through my hair making me shiver. "So what do you say?"

"Shit you two are really messing with my morals."

Vanessa chuckled lowly and snaked her arm around my neck. "Yes or no baby."

Ughhh Quincy would be sooo disappointed...actually fuck Quincy, wait no, fuck Vanessa and Jasmine but like, fuck Quincy- I'm fucking weird.

"Y-yeah yes let's do it."

"Really?" Jasmine smiled.

I nodded. "Really-"

Vanessa smashed her lips onto mines and I quickly grabbed her waist and hummed.

I opened my eyes as Jasmine pulled Vanessa away from me and connected their lips.

Man, that's hot.

Jasmine bit Vanessa's lip and looked at me. "Sure you can handle this?"

Vanessa ran her hand under Jasmine's shirt while pulling me closer to them. "It won't be too much?"

I shook my head as Vanessa ran her tongue up Jasmine's neck. Jazzy moaned softly and closed her eyes.

"Stop standing there," she peeked one eye open and smirked. "Show us how much you can handle."

I am about to go fucking crazy.

Damn.

Happy birthday to me.