It's been 2 years since I last saw Luke. Since I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy that looks exactly like him. His name is Jayden. He has blonde hair and blue eyes.

5sos has gotten really big. It's still hard seeing them. I have not got into a lot of trouble. So that's good. I got a job as a photographers assistant (a/n:idk if that's a thing).

The photographer is Elly so that's an at adventure but it pays well. Elly has helped me and still helps me raise Jayden. I still live in Australia but I want to move to California.

"Mommy the phone is ringing" Jayden says

"okay baby can you bring it to mommy" I ask

"okay" he came back a couple of minutes later.

(J is Jaymee and E is Elly)

J- hello

E-hey we have a shoot in 20 minutes at the studio

J-why

E-because I said so

J-okay mom who are we shooting

E-I don't know they said it was an emergency there other photographer canceled

J-oh always gotta be second best

E-I guess so I will see you in 20 right

J-yes

E-bring my god son would ya

J-of course

E-bye love you

J-bye love you

"Mommy what's going on" Jayden ask

"we are going to see auntie Elly at work" I replied in like that voice that you have when you talk to babies

"are you gonna work too mommy"

"yes"

"okay"

"alright go get your shoes and some toys buddy" I say

I walk out the door with Jayden in my arm and 2 bags. I lock the door and head to the car. I put him in his car seat. I go to get into the car. I put on the radio and blink-182's the rock show is blasting.

"Mommy this is my favorite song" I laughed at my little baby in the back seat banging his head to blink.

We got to the studio, I got Jayden and our stuff. I went inside and Elly was right at the door. She looked worried and stressed.

"Elly what's wrong" I ask

"well you know how I didn't know who we were shooting" she says

"yeah"

"well they didn't t know who was shooting them either"

"okay get to the point"

"we are shooting 5 seconds of summer"

"I think I might shoot my self"

"i know and you know I can't tell them to leave"

"okay"

"so your not gonna do a lot today I'm guessing then"

"no I didn't want to come here in the first place now I have to shoot them no thank you"

"okay" she said and rolled her eyes

I'm dreading this.

Luke

What is taking Elly so long, God. Where is her assistant. I don't even want to be here she reminds me too much of Jaymee. I wonder how my perfect girl is.

Jaymee

I let Jayden down and he runs right into the room. I just about to go into the room. One more step. Come on Jaymee. I walk into the room but someone walks out and knocks me down.

"Oh my god I'm so sorry" the guy says

"it's okay" I replied

"hi I'm 5soses manager"

"oh hi I'm the photographers assistant"

"oh okay well I have to pee and you have to assist"

"yeah" I say chuckling

I walk into the room and the boys are getting there pictures taken. They all look my way and just stare. Alrighty then.

I go and sit down on the couch. of course I go on my phone. Then Jayden comes to sit next to me.

"Hey mommy" he say smiling

"hey baby sorry if your board" I say

"I'm not mommy I'm having fun"

"really"

"yeah Calum is playing super hero with me"

"okay" I reply

The boys were done with the shoot. Mikey came running up to me picked me up and spun me around.

"I missed you so much Jaymee" he said "I missed you to Mike" I replied

The rest of the boys made there way over to the couch. Jayden started playing with Calum again.

"Mommy when are we leaving" Jayden asked me

"soon baby" I replied he nodded an understanding okay

The boys all looked at me in shock. "Mommy" they all said

"yeah" I responded

"Elly told us he was her little cousin" Ashton said

"oh well no" I said.

"He looks exactly like Luke" Calum said.

That's when I started to get uncomfortable. Mikey gave me a look like are you okay.

"So how old is he Jaymee" Mikey asked

"oh um he is 2" I replied.

I got up and walked out of the room because I needed to think and go to the bathroom. I was walking to the bathroom when someone grabbed my wrist and spun me around to face them.

"Jaymee is Jayden Luke's" Mikey asked

I just stared at him then hugged him.

"Why didn't you say something" he asked.

I told him the whole story about Zach and about my past.

"Can I see your mug shot" he then asked

I laughed and said "no you weirdo"

"so are you gonna tell Luke"

"I don't know"

"okay well I'm not if your wondering"

I then hugged Mikey and went to the bathroom. I then went back to the green room.

I sat on the couch. Luke and I looked eyes for a second. Then he asked with a clenched jaw "who is Jayden's father".

Only if he knew. "You don't have to answer that Jaymee" Ashton said

"thanks it's a touchy subject" I said

It was the end of the shoot and I got my stuff. I got Jayden and made my way out the door. I was stopped in the parking lot by someone. I the turned around to be met with piercing blue eyes.

"Jaymee tell me who's baby this is and be honest" he said.

I had to think about this should I tell him or should I not.

I should. "Luke.....he is yours" I said.

He just stared at me for awhile. "Is that way you left because you were pregnant"

"no Luke I didn't know till I got home"

"oh.. can you tell me the real reason why you left"

"can I trust you again"

"yes you always can"

"okay".

So I told him the whole thing about my past about Zachs threats. About how Zach treated me.

Jayden was asleep in my arms.

"Can I come over your house" he asked

"yeah sure" I responded

I put Jayden in his car seat. I got in the car and so did Luke. Jayden was awake again. The radio came on and nirvanas come as you are was on.

"Mommy turn it up I love this song" Jayden said. Luke was laughing next to me. Yup he definitely has our music taste.

We arrived at my loft, Luke got Jayden out of his car seat and carried him up stairs. I got the bags and went upstairs. I unlocked the door and threw them on the ground.

"Mommy I tired" Jayden said "okay bub lets go take a nap then" I responded

I tucked Jayden in and made my way in the living room. Luke was sitting on the couch with his head in his hands. I came upbehind him and taped him on the shoulder.

"Hey are you okay Luke" I asked

"no Jaymee am not okay I just found out that I have a son and I missed 2 years of his life 2 years I couldn't see" he replied

"I know Luke and I'm so sorry for that but I cared so much about you and your career, I wanted you to be somebody you were a good musician and still are"

"I know Jaymee"

"im sorry please forgive me"

"I forgive you Jaym"

"thank you so much"

"so I want to be in my sons life now so either you move in with me or I move in here" at the same time we both said "here" we laughed then hugged. For awhile.