I opened my eyes and looked around. It was very bright in my room and it was 1 in the afternoon. The shades were open and a lamp was on. Wtf. Luke must be awake because he isn't in bed. I got up and walked out of the room. I was hearing what I thought was sobbing. I got into the living room and looked on the couch. Jayden was on the couch with his head in his hands. I basically ran over to him.

"Oh my god, Jayden are you okay" I asked my voice filled with fear and worry.

"Mommy, I'm okay but I don't know where daddy is he's gone mommy" he replied. I almost couldn't understand what he was saying because he still can't say words properly and he was crying.

"So Luke isn't here" I said as I thought for a second about what to say "was he here when you woke up" I ask

"No" he replied "what time did you wake up" I say. He probably woke up around 6. He's an early riser.

"At 6:30" he replied. He had stopped crying now. I just kept rubbing his back while sitting there thinking.

Luke

I left last night. Not for good I just went out. At a bar. I just needed to calm down a bit. Management has been on my ass. I have two options. One, only be seen with Jayden and say that's he is my cousins baby or two, not be seen with both of them. I know that won't happen because I don't want to keep Jaymee a secret and I know she doesn't want to be kept a secret.

"Would you like another whiskey" the bartender asked snapping me out off my thoughts.

"Uh.. yeah" I reply. He then slides me another whiskey.

And oh yeah I almost forgot that we as in 5 seconds of summer are going back to the U.S. soon. And I'm know officially drunk. God I hope don't make bad decisions. I tend to do that when I'm drunk and stressed. I need to get a taxi.

Jaymee

It's been a few hours since I woke up and Luke was 'missing'. I tried calling but no answer. Now the front door is opening. He's home.

"I'm home" Luke slurs as he walks through the door. Oh god he's shit faced.

"Jayden go to your room" I whisper to him. He nods then runs to his room.

Luke starts to break things. Lord help me.

"Luke what the actual fuck is wrong with you" I yell

"Bitch you are, your my problem. You make everything so fucking hard for me you stress me the fuck out" he yells back throwing a cup against the wall in the process.

"Luke.... calm down" I say starting to get scared. This is how Zach used to act.

He started to walk towards me as I backed up. I soon stopped when my back hit the wall.

"You fucking stress me out you fucking bitch" he yelled in my face.

Shorty after I felt a stinging in my cheek. Oh my god he just slapped me.

I can't do this shit again. I pushed past him with as much force as possible. I then ran got my phone in my room then went in Jayden's and locked the door.

I slid down the door and stated crying. Jayden ran over to me and hugged me.

"It's gonna be okay mommy" he says to me.

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I woke up with Jayden in my arms and instantly remembered what happened last night. I sat up with Jayden in my arms then put him in his bed. I unlocked the door and started to walk down the hallway. I was in the living room and almost everything was broken. I walked in the kitchen and Luke was sprawled out on the floor.

I walked over to the counter and grabbed a pan. It had olive oil on it so it slipped out of my hand. It landed right on Luke's face. A high pitched scream left his mouth. I didn't know if i should laugh or help him.

"Oh fuck" he says he shoots up off the floor when he sees me.

He steps close to me. He brings his hand close to my face but I flinch. He looks at me with sorrow in his eyes. He brings his hand up to my cheek and brushes his thumb over my cheek bone.

"I did that to you" he say sadly

There must be a bruise there then.

"Yeah" I say flatly

"Why aren't you yelling at me" he say

"Because I dropped a pan on your face so I lost my train of thought" I say as I try not to laugh

"I'm so sorry I said I hated you and called you a bitch and most of all I'm so so so sorry I hit you Jaymee, it probably reminded you of Zach and your relationship and I don't want that, please forgive me Jaym" he says

"I will forgive you Luke, I'm usually not one to hold grudges unless I want to, it's a complicated process so don't give me that crazy bitch look" I say looking him in the eyes

"Thank you so much Jaymee I know we might not be good for a while with your trust issues and shit" he replies hugging me.

"Come on let's make breakfast" I say heading to the kitchen.

We made pancakes, eggs, and bacon. Jayden came out shortly. Luke ran over to him and hugged him but Jayden back away.

"No, you hurt mommy" Jayden says to Luke

Luke looks like he is about to cry

"Hey no baby your dad and me are good I promise" I say to him

He smiles and says "okay can you guys kiss now"

Me and Luke look at each other awkwardly but Luke soon smirked and pulled me in for a kiss.

We pulled away and Jayden was smiling. He then said "I want food now" then walked to the kitchen. K?

The rest off the day I stayed away from Luke. We watched movies with Jayden. That pretty much it. I mean..... I was pretty busy.

We put Jayden to bed and now we're getting ready for bed. I just took of my pants and bra then got under the covers. Don't judge me.

"Move. Your sprawled out on the bed" Luke said

"Nooooo" I replied tiredly

"I will make you move" he says in a serious tone. I just didn't move or talk

He then picks me up and moves me to the other side of the bed. He then lays down next to me and I lay down on my back, then put my leg around him along with my arm. He looks over to me then smiles. I slowly fall asleep after that.