Weekend night

Hashim was resting his back with the headrest of the bed,glasses on his eyes,laptop in his lap,doing some mails to Noor about his meetings about office work...

Asmara was busy in her own world,arranging clothes in the closet,she likes to wear same colour as Hashim's clothes...twining...almost everyday so she was arranging the clothes in that way...

"Black,black,blue,blue,brown,

brown,white,white,pink,pink,

green,green"She was mumbling arranging them by same colour.

"Asmara?"

"G Hashim!(yes)?"Asmara said still lost in arranging clothes.

"Nothing,do your work!"Hashim said still focusing on his laptop.

Asmara frowned"what happened?"

Hashim kept silent,he was busy in his office work.

"Hashim?"Asmara said coming towards Hashim.

But he was still immeressed in his work...

Asmara sat next to Hashim but he didn't noticed.Asmara felt bad but she kept quiet placing her head on his shoulder.

Hashim was used to it so just kept typing on the laptop.

"Hashim!"Asmara called his name.

"Hm?"Hashim hummed still looking at the laptop screen.

"Ap aisy kyun ho gaye hain?(why are you like this?)"Asmara said holding his hand.

"Kya howa?(what happened?)"

Hashim looked towards her.

"You always use this laptop even you spend your whole day at office...meri taraf dekhtay bhi nhi hain...(you don't look at me anymore)"Asmara put forward her little complain.

"Asmara I am little busy,just 5 more minutes!"Hashim said busy in his work.

"Okay!"Asmara spoke softly and laid on her side of bed.

Hashim took almost an hour to finish his work,he sighed and saw Asmara beside him facing her back to him...He frowned because it was strange,she always sleep facing him...infact she always sleeps in his arms...cuddling with him.

"Asmara!"Hashim called her name caressing her hair.

A sob left her mouth and she flinched at his touch...

"Hey...what happened?"Hashim said turning her face towards himself...

And he saw she was crying silently...her eyes pink and moist and her nose red...

He slipped his arm under her head holding her in his arms.

"Kya howa meri jaan?(what happened?)Hashim said and she nuzzled her face in his chest,clutching his shirt in a tight fist.

"Ha Haa Hashim!"she spoke in between her sobs.He raked his fingers in her hair listening to her.

"Everything okay?"He asked being tensed when she doesn't spoke anything except his name.

She nodded her head in his chest assuring him that everything is fine.

"Phr ro kyun rahi ho?(why are you crying then)"Hashim asked.

"Who I am to you Hashim?"Asmara asked an unexpected question.

"What?"Hashim was startled.

"Who I am to you?"she repeated looking in his eyes.

"What's wrong with you Asmara?"

Hashim asked.

"I am your wife na...so why don't you love me?"Asmara asked.

"Who said this to you?"Hashim frowned.

"I know it...you don't talk to me anymore,you spend your whole day at office and then at home you just spend your time on laptop...ap ka dil bhr gaya hai mujh say?"Asmara spoke up.

"Asmara...so sorry meri pyari titli,but don't ever think like this again...your are my heartbeat,my love,my life,my titli,my wife!"

Hashim said planting a chaste kiss on her forehead.

"Meri jaan ho tum,meri pagal jan!"

Hashim spoke raking his fingers through her hair.

The phone beeped...

Hashim grabbed his phone and saw Noor calling.He answered the call."yes?"

Noor:"sir actually...I want to discuss something with you."

"Yes...I am listening?"

Noor:"Sir its a bit personal actually."

"Ms.Noor we don't discuss our personal matters...you know it well!"Hashim said in a stern voice.

"But...!"

Hashim disconnected the call,he was tensed about Asmara and he knew talking to Noor will increase her insecurity.

"So what were you talking about?"

Hashim asked to his wife.

"Hashim...can you change your P.A?"Asmara stated looking at his hands tracing his fingers.

"Why?"

"I am afraid."Asmara replied.

"Afraid off?"

"She remains with you almost all the day and at night she even calls you...I am afraid that you may loose your control,after all you are a man."Asmara said looking towards Hashim.

Hashim chuckled and said:"don't doubt on me being a man...but I will never loose control...you have taught me so well wifey."

"How?"Asmara asked confusedly wiggling her brows together.

"Hm Ahh!"Hashim sighed heavily.

"Batayen na(tell me)?"Asmara asked.

"If I haven't lost control for the one who is rightfully mine...all mine,mine to love,mine to cherish...so how can I lose control for others?"

Hashim pinched her nose.

"How I taught you to so well?"Asmara asked.

"Yaar...having you beside me all the times...in your early morning look...when you look like a goof ball...listening to your cute blabberings...having you here in my arms...so so close to me...I have controlled myself...so you taught me self control."Hashim replied.

"But you are lying...you have lost your control."Asmara replied poking his chest.

Hashim frowned"how madam?"

"You kiss me many times a day Mr.Husband!"Asmara replied shyly.

"Oh My Sweet wife...do you think,all of it is called losing control?"Hashim chuckled and nuzzled his nose on her cheek.

"Hashim...so you'll never lose control for me?"Asmara asked.

"You are gonna be death of mine Asmi."Hashim groaned because her little questions were creating a havoc of emotions in him.

"Why Hashim?"Asmara pouted.

"Kitni cute ho na tum...mai kya,kya karun mai tumhara(how cute you are...what shall I do with your cuteness)."Hashim sqaushed Asmara's cheek.

"Hashim...if this is not losing control...then what is losing control?"she asked taking Hashim's hand in her hold.

"Nothing..leave it,just try to sleep."

Hashim said lying on his back.

"Hashim please tell me will you never lose control for me then?"

Asmara leaned over him.

Hashim held her waist and rolled them so now she was lying on the bed with Hashim hovering over her...Asmara gasped at the sudden action from Hashim's side.

Hashim looked directly in her eyes...those eyes were showing thousand emotions but the most powerful of them was innocence...

Hashim bent downward a little a placed a kiss on her temple...Asmara closed her eyes in response...and Hashim just got lost in her angelic face...which was so close to him...Asmara opened her eye a little to look at Hashim who was just stilled in admiring his wife with his eyes...

Hashim chuckled at Asmara's antic of opening only one eye...

He bent again and kissed her eye...then the other one...pecking her already tinted cheeks...he bit them a little..."ouch don't be an animal Hashim."Asmara slapped his shoulder lightly...

Hashim laughed throwing his head back..."seriously titli,you want me to lose control?"

"So you mean...you'll act like an animal if you lose control?"

Asmara questioned back sitting straight on the bed.

"I'll act like a husband loving his wife!"Hashim replied playing with her hair lock.

"You mean you don't love me now?"Asmara was utterly confused at his behaviour and answers.

"I love you titli...but haven't loved you yet...!"Hashim held her waist placing his head in the crook of her neck inhaling her scent and Asmara leaned down on the bed along with Hashim on top of her.

"H..How?"She asked getting affected by her Husband's action of inhaling her scent audibly.

"You wanna know?"His voice got deep and he huskily whispered over her neck.

Asmara shuddered under him...but the proximity is making her feel another level of satisfaction...so she replied"y..yes!"

Hashim placed his lips on her neck...giving her light kisses and then bit her sweet spot...and she moaned under him"Ha...Hashim!"

Hashim moved to her face,bending downward,brushing his nose with hers...he spoke in a passion filled voice.

"I can't control myself anymore Asmara...if you are not comfortable...then tell me!"

"Ha...Hashim,I am...am okay!"

Asmara kissed his cheek assuring him.

He looked in her eyes again asking for her concern...and she just smiled a little...and her smiling eyes were the mirror of her heart...her desires,her love.

Hashim gave a heart warming smile and held her temple her reciting the Du'a

He then placed a lingering kiss on her forehead and she melted at his gesture...

"You recite so good Hashim...but I don't know what does that mean...can you tell me please?"

"Yes I can tell you that was a very beautiful Du'a...it means

(Oh Allah I ask you for good in her and good that you have endowed her with and I seek refugee with you from the evil in her and the evil that is inclined towards her)"

Saying this Hashim kissed her forehead again.

"Bend a little now!"She ordered cupping his face in her little hands.

Hashim bent a little and Asmara placed a kiss on his forehead...

"I don't know any Du'a but is it enough?"

Hashim smiled at her gesture

"More than enough meri titli...aik hi dil hai mera kitni baar jeeto gi?

(I have only one heart...how many times will you win it)?"

Asmara gave a cheeky smile and hugged him tightly...locking her hands behind his neck.

"Asmara madam dare you sleep now...I haven't even started yet!"

Hashim growled when Asmara kept clinging to him in the hug for more then 2 minutes.

"I am not sleepy Hashim!"

Asmara chuckled still in the hug.

"Now can you please move aside,let me love my wife."

Hashim whispered in her ear biting and nibbling her ear lobe.

"Okay..."Asmara pushed him a little mischeviously and was going to run out of his hold but Hashim grabbed her in an instant and her chest collided with his as he gripped her waist in his arm and with the other hand he pulled her by her neck towards his mouth placing his lips on hers...devouring her lips and mumbling in between the kiss

"I am not letting you go...not tonight meri jaan!"

Asmara shivered at his words,she shied profusely in anticipation of what is coming next as his every touch was giving her the sense of utter pleasure and contentment...she was mumbling his name the entire night he made love to her...cherished her and she got dissolved in his love...in his soul...in the world where only exist the two souls which became one in all the senses fading away all the distances.

Next morning...

Hashim woke up with the biggest smile on his face...he was happy and that happiness was beyond limit and the reason of his happiness was none other then the one in his arms with her open hair...puffed cheeks...little snores

and her mouth slightly open...

Hashim kept staring at her playing with her hair locks...kissing her temple...her nose time to time until she spoke up"sonay den na(let me sleep)"

Hashim chuckled lightly at his wife's love for sleep...but no she needed sleep and he was disturbing her the early morning...

Hashim tried to move away but Asmara groped his shoulder in order to hold his shirt and Hashim hissed in pain as he was not wearing any shirt and this girl just digged her nails in his shoulder.

"Ahh!"

"What happened?"Asmara asked opening her eyes slightly.

"See...my shoulder!"Hashim gestured towards his shoulder.

"Oh!!! Sorry but where is your shirt?"Asmara asked still sleepily.

Hashim leaned towards her ear...and whispered smilingly

"I lost my shirt while losing control last night!"

And Asmara's eyes got widened...all the night events flashing in front of her eyes and she covered her face with both of her palms...unable to look at the husband of hers,shying with a different glow on her face.

Hashim smiled at his immense shying wife...and placed a chaste kiss on her hair.

"Sleep a little more...you need it,I'll wake you up after sometime...I am going to take the bath now...may I?"Hashim asked moving out of her grip,she nodded her head covering her face with the duvet.

Hashim let out a chuckle and headed to closet grabbing a pair of jeans and shirt,heading to have a bath.

After taking the bath,Hashim came outside and saw Asmara sleeping...his already present smile on his face turned wider seeing his Titli.He headed out of the room...to prepare some breakfast for Asmara.

He made fresh juice...scrambled eggs with french toast...and cutting some fruits too.

He went inside the room to wake her up but she was already up...coming out of bathroom with the water droplets over her face,neck and water dripping from her hair...she was drying her hair using a towel...unknown to the presence of her husband who was standing at the door gawking at her.

She kept ruffling her hair with the towel and went near the mirror...

She felt a warm gaze boring holes in her back...blush crept across her face and her breath got hitched thinking of Hashim staring at her...but she kept drying her hair under his burning gaze though her hands were shivering.

After a few moments she shuddered at her place when his breath fanned her neck...as he blew air from his mouth on her bare neck standing right behind her.She closed her eyes as Hashim grabbed the towel from her hands keeping it aside,he wrapped his arms around her waist...pulling her lightly into him as her back collided with his hard chest and he placed his chin over her shoulder.

"Are you fine titli?"These are words he spoke after inhaling her scent for a while.

Asmara kept her eyes closed and nodded a little...Hashim sighed and pecked her cheek

"meri jan."

"Come we should have breakfast now."Hashim held her hand in his.

"I don't want to!"

"Why?"

"Not hungry."

"Is it paining titli?"Hashim asked turning her towards him.

"N..no."Asmara smiled a little.

"You sure?"

"Y..yes."

"Sorry...though I tried to be gentle but sorry meri jan."Hashim held his ears saying sorry.

Asmara chuckled at his gesture and shook her head.

"I want a gift?"

"What do you want?"

"Change your P.A!"

Asmara held Hashim's shirt.

Hashim raised a eyebrow gesturing"seriously?"

And Asmara let out a hearty laugh shaking her head in a no and Hashim joined her in the laughter.

"Meri Jaan!"

Asmara spoke hugging Hashim tightly.

"Ab hum apki jaan bhi ban gaye?

(Now I have turned to your life)?"

Hashim teased her a little squeezing her in the hug.

"No..no,it was just a slip of tounge!"Asmara said smiling widely biting her lips.

"Ahh...my poor heart...It got so happy but Dil k arman aansuon mein beh gaye!"Hashim said faking hurt.

Asmara laughed hitting his chest and Hashim took her to breakfast table and they enjoyed the meal.

Dated 20 May,2020.