Never really thought life will be this hard

I lived like a star

Playing and laughing living a carefree life

Had friends by my side they made me feel like a king

Now all of them are gone and my life is in shambles

My heart filled with envy my eyes of jealousy

She lives the life I wanted partyin' all day

My bestfriend has gone rogue

He got many options

And I have none I, who was once surrounded

I lay on these thorns forever bound to misery

I see no life no light at the end of the tunnel

I burn myself as I try to write

Begg for inspiration like a prisoner of life

Having lost life and will

I find nothing attractive except music