"Y/N can we talk?" Kendall asked you while you are walking at the hallway, you are on your way to class.

"No, i am so busy. I have an exam and my mind is blocked because of you." You said. You are busy but you still have time to talk to her but you chose not to. You don't know what to say to her anymore, she kissed you and told you that she is straight. She didn't talk to you for a week after that kiss, you look like an idiot who called her everyday and now she decided that she wants to talk to you.

"Sorry. But please Y/N? Please.. I'll wait for you after your class." She said holding your hand.

You let out a long sigh and squeezed your eyes shut, "You're not taking no for an answer, huh?" She nodded at you shyly. "Alright, fine. I'll text you after class." You said and head inside your class because you saw your professor is already in there.

You head out to your class room and sent a text to Kendall to meet you in her car because you don't want to talk while your bodyguards are listening to your conversation with the model. She texted you back that she's already waiting at the parking lot. You rushed into her car and head inside.

"So? What do you wanna talk about?" You asked her.

"About the kiss..." You let out a sigh.

"Oh no, i don't wanna talk about that anymore. Let's just forget about it and move on." You noticed that she's looking at you, you turned to face her and she smiled at you. There's something about how she looks at you, it's different than the other looks that she gave you weeks ago. It's like 'i'm in love with you' look. "Kendall, don't give me that look.."

"What? How do you want me to look at you?" She asked and cover her face. "We need to talk about this." She stated.

"No. No.. I don't want to. Okay? I didn't forced you to talk to me when you didn't want to talk about what happened. So please--?" She let out a heavy sigh and nodded. You get out of the car and walked away.

***

It's already midnight and you can't sleep thinking about Kendall. You tried everything to get her out of your mind but nothing is working. You are getting pissed at yourself, you sat on the bed and opened your lamp. You heard your phone is vibrating, you looked who's calling you in the middle of the night and you saw Camila's caller i.d. You rejected the call, the second time around she called again. You just looked at the phone until you missed her call, the third time your phone vibrated again but your face lit up when you saw Kendall's name. You decided to answer the phone.

"No, i can't sleep. Why are you still awake? Don't you have class tomorrow or photoshoot?"

"Why not?"

"You're alone in your apartment, right?"

"No, not tonight. I'm coming over there, alright?"

"NO BUTS. I'll see you in a few."

You ended the call and you put on a hoodie. You woke up your driver Pancho to give you a ride to Kendall's apartment. He hesitated at first because Randy will tell your sister once he knew that you sneaked out of the house. "Come on Pancho, it's just a five minute drive."

"Sí señorita, vamonos." He said to you. You arrived at Kendall's condominium, you told Pancho that you will spend the night at Kendall's and you will text him if he will pick you up tomorrow. He agreed and drove away.

"Hey. You okay?" You asked as soon as she opened the door. She nodded at you as you head inside her apartment. "Nice apartment." You smiled while looking around.

"Thanks. I'm sorry i disturb your--"

"No, it's okay.. Come on, let's get you to bed so you can rest." She nodded again and both of you walk towards her bedroom.

"Can you stay here? Beside me.." She asked.

You gave her an hesitant nod, "Yeah, sure."

"I don't bite Y/N. Come here.." She said gesturing you to lay with her. You leaned your back on the headboard and smiled at her. "So, can you tell me about you and your girlfriend?" She asked.

"Seriously? We can talk about everything, but not Camila." You said.

"Okay. I really think we need to talk about that kiss." You rolled your eyes.

"Oh here we go again. Kendall---"

"Then, tell me about you and Camila." She said.

"Me and Camila have broken up." She sat on the bed looking worried about you.

"S-sorry.. I didn't know--"

"It's alright. We knew each other since we were kids, she's always been there for me. We love spending time with each other, she used to be my partner in crime back then, and then we realized that we're in love with each other. The first year was perfect, then my dad died and she came here to chase her dreams-- our relationship started to fall apart, she barely talk to me, she's always busy and everything.. She's a celebrity. I expect her to be there for me when i needed her the most, but nothing.. She's too busy enjoying her new life here."

"Everyone thought that she and Shawn are dating, no one knows about you and Camila. Why is that?" She asked you, it's obvious to her face that she is confused. You nodded at her, and let out a small smile.

"She doesn't want the people know about us, or about me. So yeah-- she kept our relationship a secret and i let her because she told me that she's happy that way I actually haven't heard from her in almost a month, that's why i was so surprised when she came back." Kendall scanned your face for a minute, frowning and utterly confused. "What?" You frowned.

"Are you still-- in love with her?" She asked.

"No." You shook your head, "What i feel about her is long gone.. Besides, i think i'm in love with someone already." Kendall smiled at you, she doesn't want to be assuming but it's too obvious what you feel about the model. "And now she's smiling because she already knew." You said in a low voice while looking at the ceiling.

"Hey." She called you, she cups your face to get your attention. "Wanna know a secret?" She bit her bottom lip.

"Sí."

She leaned closer to your ear, "I think i'm in love with you." The model whispered in your ear, you smiled on what she just said to you. Kendall held your hand, "I've been doing a lot of thinking the whole week about everything.."

"And?" You asked.

"About this whole stuff going on between us. It's different, so intimate and deep.. I- if this is not love then i don't know what this is.. My mom said that if you're in love with someone, you always think about that person, you get excited when you see them, even thought when you're with that person almost everyday you still missed them when you're not with them and when they made you feel this-- this weird thingy in your stomach that's also causing your heart pound so hard and so fast.."

"Do you feel all that?"

"Yes, and that is all because of you Y/N." She said leaning her forehead against yours as you caress her cheek.

"Yeah me too.." You said shyly.

"We're in love." She said smiling. She slowly leaned in closer to your lips until she met yours.

She pulled away and you can see her face turning so red, "There's something about you that makes me so crazy and i don't know what it is and why.. What the hell are you doing to me?" You let out a soft chuckle and she kissed you again. She straddles onto your lap and grab you by the neck to deepen the kiss.

"Ken, you need to rest." You muttered while she's kissing your jaw.

"Yeah babe, later.." She said. She reached the hem of your shirt, she was about to pull your shirt up when you stopped her. "Why? What's wrong?" She noticed that your body is a little bit shaky. "Are you-- okay?" She asked worriedly.

You gulped while nodding at her, "I- i'm just nervous.."

"Why?" She asked.

"I uh, i'm-- i've never done it before." You said looking down trying to avoid her gaze. Her mouth hang open, looking confused.

"Wait, really? So you're a virgin?" She asked you and laughed. You let out a heavy sigh and nodded, you just staring at her while she laughs at you. "Oh, so you're serious?"

"Yes, why would i lie about that?"

"You and Camila never done it before? Jesus. How long have you been together?"

"A year and a half.." You simple answered.

"Why? She made you wait that long?! What a bitch." She said and you smiled at her. "Sorry, i didn't mean to call her that. It's just-- i was so shocked."

"It's okay. She told me that she's not ready.."

She bit her bottom lip looking back and forth to your eyes and your mouth. "I'm going to take care of you. Don't worry, just relax babe." She stated and peck your lips. "You look so cute when you're nervous.."

You let out a soft chuckle and bit your lip, "This is so embarrassing.."

"What? No. Come on, i have an idea to calm your nerves a little." She stood up to bed and held your hand leading you to her bathroom.

As soon as you reached to her bathroom, Kendall crushed her lips to yours, hands buried in your hair as she pressed you against the wall. You wrapped your arms around her waist and pull her closer to you while you're kissing like you'd both die without the taste of the other, hands roamed roamed each other's bodies. She took off your shirt as you pull off her shirt and she put her arms around your neck. She pressed herself against your body, kissing you. A while after, Kendall pulled away and looked at your body and gave you a seductive smile. She tug down your sweats, you smiled at her while she's undressing you. Kendall peck your lips and led you to the shower.

The water started to pour down on your bodies, she leaned her head to yours. "You're more relaxed now." She said in a low voice. You are shy, you are a really shy person and that's what the model like about you. She find it adorable when you're shy or nervous about something, you nodded at her. You gently put you lips to hers. Without realizing it, you shifted enough that the head of your erection brushed against the warm skin of Kendall’s stomach, causing your eyes to close and you to let out a groan. Kendall immediately pulls away from you, and your eyes open to see her looking down at it.

Then, without warning, she drops to her knees, the water immediately soaking through her hair as she lifts her hands to grasp your erection and your eyes slam shut as you feel her mouth wrap around you. "Oh, Jesus.." You hiss in pleasure. "What are you-- fuck."

"You're mine, right?" Kendall pulls away, but her hand still strokes you slowly, as she sets about leaving kisses and bite marks anywhere she could reach.

"Of course," you agree happily, struggling to open your eyes as you feel her kissing her way up your body.

"Camila doesn't deserve you. You don't deserve someone who comes back, you deserve someone who never leaves." She whispered as her eyes met yours.

You groan as her lips come to wrap around your left nipple and you struggle to stay standing.

She’s fully aware of how sensitive you are right now because this is your first time. She teeth bite down on your nipples slightly harder than usual, and your hips buck into her hand as you let out a desperate whine. She chuckles, her eyes lifting to meet yours even as she keeps jerking you with her hand, and her teeth toy with your sensitive nipple.

"Oh God.. Stop teasing.." you reach for her, pulling her body closer as you seek some kind of purchase on the stone floor beneath you, your legs growing weak. She smirks against your neck, nipping just hard enough that you’re pretty sure there’s going to be a mark for a few days. She squeezes the head of your erection, just enough that your toes curl slightly because of pleasure.

"Do you want me to ride you?" she whispers directly into your ear, and your eyes widen at her words, feeling like you wouldn’t even make it to the riding point if she keeps it up.

"Yes." you immediately answer her, your hands coming up to tease her nipples, "You are really good at this. Now, please fuck me.." You said as she moans, and before you can reach, she’s turning off the shower and she bends over, looking back at you over her shoulder. You stare, your eyes taking in her new position. At this angle, you can see just how wet she is by doing all of this.

"You know where to put it, right?" She joked while biting her bottom lip.

"Of course babe." You smiled.

"What are you waiting for? Fuck me Y/N." She said in her seductive voice.

Without needing to be told twice, you immediately move into action, rubbing your head against her opening as you try to convince yourself not to slam into her with all your might. You didn’t know if you're going to hurt her, so instead you eased your way in, eyes closed as slowly Kendall took every single inch of you inside her. Her moans were long and loud, echoing off the walls as you slowly pulled out, before pushing back in a little more roughly. She reached forward, her hand finding the wall of the shower to steady herself as her other disappeared between her legs.

Kendall was already squeezing you tight, her jaw clenched as muffled screams left her mouth. You leaned forward, kissing the dip in her spine as you used your leg to spread hers better, allowing you to go deeper inside her. Adjusting your hips just slightly, Kendall screamed out unmuffled as you managed to hit her G spot.

"Fuck Y/N." Kendall tries not to scream, with little success, "Harder babe."

You hissed in pleasure as you complied with her request, her screams and moan echoing around you, making you even more turned on, as if that was possible. Not long after, you felt the familiar tell tale signs of your orgasm coming on, the pressure building deep within your stomach.

"Kendall.." You moan, "Baby, i’m gonna cum.”

"Do it, Y/N.." Kendall immediately replies, her hips slamming back into you, "Cum inside me, babe. Fucking make me cum on your cock while you fill me up." You shiver with all her words.

You squeeze your eyes shut, as you feel yourself cum. Kendall lets out a low whine as she feels you empty yourself inside her, her walls clenching tightly around you as she cries out your name.

After a minute, her hips stop moving, and you settle yourself against her, panting deeply as you try to catch your breath. Reluctantly, you pull out of her, earning a weak moan from Kendall. She slowly stands up, her eyes tired but satisfied as she turns to face you. You wordlessly open your arms, and she immediately falls into them, her face buried in your neck as you pull her closer.

"I love you Y/N." Her words are muffled by your shoulder, but you still hear them clearly with a smile.

"I love you too Ken." You kiss the top of her head.

She reluctantly pulls away and looks at you with a raised eyebrow, "God.. Are you sure you're a virgin?" You smirked at her statement and nodded at her. "I think we should actually shower now. I'm all sticky because of you."

"I just realize that i didn't use a condom and i cum inside you. What if i got you-- pregnant?" You asked, a little bit worried because you are too young to be a parents.

"I'm on pills, don't worry." She caressing your face.

"Oh, okay. Now, you really need to rest.." You winked at her causing her to laugh.