I woke up on Wednesday. A decent day of the week. Not as good as Thursday or Friday. Definitely better than Monday and Tuesday though.

The stream I had watched last night definitely shocked me a bit. I felt a little bit shaky getting out of bed. Despite it being hours ago that I had watched the stream, I was still in a shocked state. It felt like one of those moments in all of the books where something like this happens and suddenly the main character realizes their feelings.

I got ready for school, not bothering with breakfast. It was 7:30 when my tired self arrived in homeroom. I saw my friends in the corner as usual.

"Hey Y/n! Oh my god! Are you ok?!" Lyric yelled, noticing the dark bags under my eyes.

"Yeah," I responded with no energy. "Just stayed up thinking."

"About what?" Tobey asked.

"I'll tell you at lunch."

Lunch came after very long hours of classes. I seemed to only be thinking about Tommy for all of them. That just made it seem longer until I could pour out these weird feeling on my friends.

Anyways, I got lunch from the cafeteria since the food was actually good today and headed out to where my friends would be sitting. As expected, there they were. I walked over to them and sat down beside Axel and Aiden.

"Hey Y/n!" Aiden greeted me.

"Hi," I responded.

"Are you going to tell us about why you were up late thinking?" Tobey asked.

"Yeah! I want to know what you were thinking about!" Phoenix added.

"Fine!" I said.

"Yes!" Mercury celebrated.

"Shut up! Anyways, as much as I hate to admit it, you guys were fucking right," I told them.

"About what?" Lyric questioned.

"I've fucking fallen for Tommy and I hate it," I announced.

"REALLY?!?" Tobey yelled.

"Yes! Now shut the fuck up!" I warned them.

"Fine! But still! That's amazing!" Tobey quietly cheered.

"Not it's not," I protested.

"I mean," Mercury started. "Falling for a famous streamer? That's like a fucking fanfic. I support!"

"Wait, HE'S FAMOUS!?" Axel yelled.

"Yeah," I groaned. "It makes it worse!"

"I was gonna tell you guys but I wanted to see how interesting it would get," Tobey told us. "Guess you already found out Y/n."

"Mhm," I nodded.

"You all knew?!" Aiden asked.

"Yeah! He's a famous Minecraft streamer! Like, 7 mil on twitch and 11 mil on YouTube!" Tobey said.

"Dang!" Lyric started. "That's a lot!"

"Yeah!" Aiden agreed.

"Well, I didn't mean to spill it this soon but yeah!" Mercury laughed.

"Don't worry about it," Tobey said, also laughing.

"I think he will like you back!" Phoenix grinned, bringing back the conversation from earlier. "I mean, so many people do! He's got to!"

"Yeah!" Axel added. "I think he already does!"

"Don't worry about catching feelings," Tobey assured. "It's completely fine!"

"What am I supposed to do about it though? I can't just date him! I'm known for breaking hearts!" I complained.

"Just confess when you are ready! I'm positive you will be fine!" Lyric smiled.

"If you say so," I groaned. "I fucking hate feelings."