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I hate you,

I hate you so much

I hate you for hurting me a lot,

I hate you for breaking my heart and making me wanna rot

I hate you for never caring about me,

I hate you for never allowing yourself to see me

I hate you for taking me for granted,

I hate for making me something you never wanted

I hate you for thinking about me so little,

I hate you for never joining in the middle

I hate you for never appreciating all that I gave you,

I hate you for never believing it's true

I hate you for being so Indifferent about everything,

I hate you for making me nothing

I hate you for being so guarded around me,

I hate you for doing stupid things that never let me be

I hate you for causing another hole in my heart,

I hate you for tearing my mind apart

But I love you

I love you so much

I love you for how sweet you can be,

I love you for making me love me

I love you for making me laugh when I want to die,

I love you for all your silly lies

I love you for how passionate you are about your dreams,

I love you for being like sweet ice cream

I love you for how beautifully you smile,

I love you for how you make me happy for a while

I love you for your silly little pickups lines,

I love you for listening to all my whines

I love you for accepting that I like Lionel Messi,

I love you for forgiving me for starting arguments that are messy

I love you for making me forget him,

I love you for making me happy

I love you for making me not so empty

I love you so much

I love you for being you,

Just you

I love how you are so cutely cold,

I love you for being someone I want to hold

I love how you are so innocent,

I love you for being so foolishly confident

I love you for being okay with me sometimes,

I love you for making me feel more than a dime

But I guess it's time to say goodbye right?

Then bye,

I won't bother you

Cause I know you hate it

I know you hate it when we talk

I know you hate it when I tell you I care about you

I know you hate it when I miss you

I know you hate it when I tell you about my life

I'm sorry I cannot hate you,

But I will deal with the pain of losing you

I will let you go

I'm done, I'm sorry

I really really just cared about you

Don't blame me though

I told you I was stupid

I'm so stupid

But I know when to let go

So bye my love

I hope you are happy.

-Jafisaal