Empress

It was like everything I have ever felt for him came rushing back security compassion affection I felt like myself

"H-Hey" I said

"Hey I'll baby" he said with a big smile and made his way around the table

I slowly got up and hugged him so tight

"Look" with both started but he let me go first

I look around to see if esha was still there or not but her and her man had left

"I would have called you but I didn't know your number by heart I'm sorry" I said

"Naw you straight I was going to reach out but you looked happy you know" he said and I nodded

"So how you been" he asked

"Its been good you know I'm doing make up professionally and in in college to be a counselor" I told him

"Ohhh I got me a college girl" he said rubbing his chin

I smirked

"Is that so" I said

"Naww I'm joking" he said

I don't know why but I felt some type of way when he said that

"Why you say that" I asked

He pointed at me phone that had lightened up due to a text and my lock screen was on full display which was a picture of me and James kissing

Sighing I looked back at him

"What's up with that" he asked

"That's James........he is my boyfriend" I said

He looked hurt

"How long this been going on" he asked me

"A year and a couple of months" I said and he chuckled and sat back

He rubbed his hand down his face and stared at me intently

" do you love him" he asked with all seriousness

"I guess I don't really know I'm just getting used to being in a relationship with him" I said

"You ain't give my stuff away did you" he asked

And I looked at him confused

"Why do you mean" I asked

"You know when I claim something its mine ain't no take backs so my question is did you fuck him or have sex period" he asked

I blushed and shook my head

"How you know I want it to be yours" I asked and tilted my head to the side

"I don't need no permission to claim what's mine now answer my question" he said

"No..I'm still a virgin" I said and nodded

"How long you out here" he asked

"About a year probably longer depending on what we decide to do" I said

"We?" He asked

"Yea me and kota he my make up partner" I said

He just nodded and looked off

"What about you...how you been?"

Nun much just been chilling and working I took over the business since my old man died last summer?" He said

I gasp and reached for his hand and held it

" I'm so sorry" I said sincerely

"Its good everybody got to die sometime" he said with emotion

We sat quietly for a good minute

"What do you see me as" he asked out of no where

"What do you mean" I asked

"Am I just a friend ya nigga or what" he asked

"I have a boyfriend Eli" I said

"Fuck that I didn't ask you that did I?" He said looking at me with a confused look

"No but all I'm saying is that I got a boyfriend so how you going to be my nigga" I said

'' look I don't care about that nigga what can he do for you that I can't ?" He asked

I just sat quietly because I know that Eli can do more for me then James can but I don't want to admit it because I will feel like I'm downplaying James

"Exactly look I know he was there when I wasn't but ima be here now and forever I should've reached out to you but I don't want to drag you into shit I was doing " he said

"I understand but I just feel bad that I'm even considering this" I said

"I'm not forcing you to but just think about it I love you girl and I'll do anything to make you mine just name it even though you already mine I just want you to think you have a choice" he said smirking and I laughed a little

"Whatever boy but this isn't something that I can just decide over night it takes time" I said

"Don't take to long baby girl" he said sitting back in the chair

"Can I ask you something?" I said shyly

"Wassup" he said

"Have you had sex with someone since I been gone" I asked

He chuckled and shook his head

"To be honest with ya ma I fucked a bitch about a month ago but it wasn't nun serious " he said

I rolled my eyes and sat back in the chair and he laughed

"Why you mad you done went off and got you a whole other nigga" he said

"Don't fuck no other bitches while I'm here" I said

"Why the fuck not" he asked

"Cause that's disrespectful" I said with an attitude

" how when you got a man and I'm single you must going to be putting out" he said

"I will if I have to" I said seductively

"What you know about that you a virgin ma" he said

"I know some things I watched porn before" I said

He sat up and leaned on the table and looked me dead in the eye

"Don't say shit like that unless you gone let a nigga handle that" he said seriously

"OK but I'm serious why you think I'm still a virgin I was saving it for you" I said

Blushing

His face turned red and he stated at me which made me nervous so I looked away

"Let's go " he said standing up and grabbing my hand

"Where we going" I asked and he ignored me

"Helloooo" I said louder

"No questions " he said as he opened the passengers door so I could get in he then closed the door and got in on the drivers side and pulled off

We soon pulled up to

A big 6 bedroom house and it was beautiful

I followed him to what I assumed was the master bedroom

He sat on the bed and called me over to him

When I got to him he laid back and pulled me on top of him and started kissing on my neck

I tilted my head to the side as he continued his assault on my neck leaving hickies he flipped us over and pulled my shirt off and started sucking on my erect nipples I arched my back and moaned out

He pulled off my pants and kissed me through my panties

I grabbed his hair and tugged at it he then pulled off my panties

Even though he ate it before this felt like the first time because I'm older now and things get more mature looking so I was nervous

I closed my legs but he came up and kissed my neck then whispered in my ear

"Don't be nervous ma" he said as he spread my legs and ran his finger down my slit and I moaned

He went back down and started to eat me

I gasped as I put my hand on the back of his head and started to grind on his face

He sped up as I felt his finger poke at my entrance

He pushed in a finger and started to thrust it

He then added another finger and I winced but he eased the pain by sucking on my clit harder making it sensitive

"Fuckkk" I moaned out

He curled his fingers and started to jab at my g-spot causing my body to jerk and my legs to shake violently

I started to scoot back but he held me in place

I felt a familiar sensation in my lower stomach

I screamed his name as I squirted and my body shook

He came up and kissed my neck as my legs still shook

I gripped his arms as I still felt the effects of the orgasm

"Let's do it now" I said I wanted him to take my virginity now

"Please" I begged when I realized he didn't move

"Did you make your decision yet" he asked

"What" I asked confused

"You want me or him" he asked

"I don't know yet" I said

"Well I don't know if i want to take yo virginity get that nigga to take" he said as he got

"But" I started but he cut me off

"Get dress so I can take you home" he said and walked in the bathroom

I need to make a decision soon I mean I want him because I love him and i love how he makes me feel hell I don't even let James touch me like that and here I am begging Eli to take my virginity

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