I'm now 6 months pregnant and ready to get this over with.

I was at the house by myself today but Kota supposed to be coming over later so I went to the kitchen to make some food.

My phone started ringing and it was Eli so I didn't answer. He pissed me off last night now he getting the silent treatment.

There was a know on the door and I went to see who it was and it was Kota

"Hey bitch what you been doing" he asked looking at the stuff I was cooking.

"Nothing I'm tired and ready to have this baby" I said and rubbed my stomach

"girl that baby shower tomorrow you got everything ready " he asked and I nodded my head

"I just need to get the food catered and then ima go to the later to get this Versace anklet" I said

"Ouu this baby bout to be bougie I can't wait to find out what it is" he said and I smiled

The house door flew open and in came a mad Eli

"Why the fuck you cant answer your phone guh " he yelled

"Eli stop yelling at me first off that's nothing to be that angry for" I said rolling my eyes

"See I'm bout tired of this shit everyday it's something with yo ass I can't please you you ain't grateful for nothing what the fuck is up" he yelled throwing his keys on the counter and walking up to me

"Eli for real move I don't got time for you right now " I said and he nodded his head and went up stairs

"Girl what has been up with you two" Kota asked and I shook my head trying not to cry

"It's been so much over the past couple of months first he got mad when my ex James texted me and popped up when we were working then he got the nerves to say I been leading him on just because I liked one of his pictures on instagram I feel like if he don't trust me why he here" I said sadly

"Man why y'all acting like this with the baby on the way" he said shaking his head

"It's him" I yelled

"He think I'm cheating when really it's him happy couples don't last long I tell you that" I said and Eli came down stairs

"What the fuck you saying though I'm down here now say something for the last time I didn't fuck that girl it was head and that's that you know ima always be straight with you but I believe we need our space we can co-parent " he said and my eyes started to water

"Fuck you Eli I can leave " I said stomping past him and packing my stuff.

I sat on the bed and thought back to that day

I sat there on the phone that whole night listening to them. I still hand the phone in my hand when he came home the next day and laid in the bed with me without showering. He was brave as hell

I got as much as I could then left out the room.

"Kota I can stay with you till after the baby shower I'm going back with my moms" I said and Kota said yea and Eli laughed

"The fuck you trying to go so far for huh" he asked and I ignored him and walked out the door with him calling my name.

When we got in the car I cried and cried.

That night I called my moms and told them everything and they fixed up my room for me.

I got up and put on my brave face it's the baby shower today and I forgot to go and get the anklet.

I took a shower and got dressed in my baby shower outfit

I then went to the store and got what I need and took it home and packed it up since I was leaving today

When I got to the baby shower I looked around it was so pretty they had everything set to how I wanted and I was really excited.

While I was looking at everything I felt someone staring at me and when I looked over it was the one and only Eli.

He walked over to me and gave me a side hug that I didn't return

"You still mad" he asked

"Obviously things don't go away over night that's your problem now you think you can do something and I just automatically forgive you" I said looking up at him

"I was wrong and Im sorry do what you feel is best but just let us get along just for today" he said and I nodded and walked over to Sasha and carter.

"Hey Emmy " carter said and I smiled and gave her a hug

"Hey baby you ready to see if your gonna have a niece or nephew" I asked and she smiled and nodded

"Hey Sasha" I said and she gave me a hug back

"What you doing after this " Sasha asked

" I'm going back home with my moms and stay up there for a while I just need some space" I said and she nodded

Soon the whole place was filled with people talking laughing and eating

I played a couple of games and danced around with family and friends

I walked outside to get some fresh air and seen Eli taken pictures he had done changed out of his outfit from early

"Come're" he said and I walked over to him.

He put his arms around me and pulled me into a hug.

"Listen I know I fucked up bad ok I know I did and I truly apologize for what I did I want you to know that I'm always going to love you. Your my first true love and nothings going to change that. You and my child will always be taking care of no matter how mad you are at me understand" he said and I nodded wiping my face

"Stop crying ma I love you" he said

"Love you to" I said

"Now can I get my last kiss please" he asked with a puppy dog face

"Boy you are so funny" I said

"Please" he asked

"Fine" I said them gave him a kiss

"Imma miss you" he said and I smiled and walked back in the building with him behind me

"Ok everyone the mother and father to be is present so let's get to this gender reveal " Kota said and everyone clapped

I thought it was so cute how we knew what we were having and everyone else is excited to know

Me and Eli walked to the front and everyone counted to ten and then we cut the cake

When we held it up and it was blue everyone started to scream and clap

I hugged Eli then all of my moms I was just so happy.

Once the shower was over we got everything and headed our separate ways

"So this it" Eli asked and I nodded looking down at my feet

"Yep this is it and your a free man now with responsibilities " I said and he laughed

"Of course well call me everyday my love" he said and we hugged and kissed

We then went our separate ways. I will miss him so much. That was my first love but all good things come to an end

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