Let me take you through that wonderland

That only two can share

All I ask you is let me be there.

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Arthit is sick.

Kongpob didn’t knew is until one of Arthit’s bestfriend –Knott called him telling that the Sun is sick because of the rain last night. Knott has been telling Arthit to visit the doctor but the later man is so stubborn and he said that he can be and will be okay just by staying at home.

Kongpob was just done with his class when his phone rang, he shared a look with Aim- his bestfriend before fishing out his phone and just answered it without bother seeing the caller ID.

“hello…”

“Kongpob, this is Knott.”

Kongpob knotted his eyebrows, why did this senior calling him like suddenly. Kongpob is not that close to Knott because the older man is quiet and reserved unlike the other friend of Arthit.

“yes p’ Knott.”

“are you done with your class or do you still have class after this”

Wow, that’s a long sentence that he ever spoke to me, said Kongpob in his mind.

“the class has just cancelled, and im heading to the mall with Aim and the rest. Is there something wrong p’?”

“oh. Great. Arthit is sick and he is being a stubborn ass refusing to go to the doctor.”

Kongpob heard a sigh from the line across him as he raised his eyebrow.

“I will pay him avisit p’. don’t worry.”

“okay. I owe you again this time. Please take care of him na. call me if you need something.”

Knott then cut the call, kongpob spare a glance at Aim that stood next to him listening to his conversation with his senior.

“whats wrong? Did I heard p’ Arthit is sick?” asked Aim.

Kongpob nods and shared an apologetic smile with Aim as he nods and leave Aim. He then turned his back and muttered a simple “thank you! I owe you this time.” To Aim before he grab his motorbike and blast off the campus.

Kongpob knew it really well how Arthit is a one stubborn man, he always tried to look strog while in fact he is the soft marshmallow type inside. Kongpob went to the pharmacy and to the food stall before he finally arrived at Arthit’s place.

He fished his spare key on his bag – Arthit gave him one so the younger can go and visit Arthit’s place whenever he want- and then stepped in to the room.

The room was dark and quiet, he walked to the room and peeked as he saw Arthit rolled up in his blanket. Arthit is sleeping.

Kongpob then placed the plastic bags and his bag on the table near the bed.

“p’ Arthit, wake up.”

Kongpob tried to wake him up by placing his hand on Arhit’s cheek, he then can feel how Arthit is burning under the blanket.

“ugh..kong…”

Arthit woke up and he blinked a couple times as he found the younger man is sitting next to him with his worried look in the eyes.

“you didn’t tell me that youre sick.”

“how did you know?”

Arthit is trying to get up but Kongpob placed his hand on Arhit’s chest gently as he told the older man to stay still.

“I wouldn’t know if p’ Knott didn’t call me. Do you want to visit the doctor?”

Kongpob placed his hand on Arthit’s forehead gently as the older male shook his head.

“no need to visit the doctor. I will be fine with enough sleep.”

Kongpob let out a sigh, this senior of him is indeed stubborn.

“then I will attend you.”

Arthit was about to open his mouth before Kongpob left him to gram something from the table, which Arthit guessing was food and medicine.

Arthit let out a small smile, he always knew how the younger is care about him a lot more than he care with himself. When Arthit felt so damn dizzy this morning, first thing that he remember was to call Kongpob but then canceled because he knew kongpob have class today and its not good for Kongpob to skip his class just to attend a sick Arthit.

So Arthit called Knott which is unfortunately wasn’t around because his besfriend is in Chiangmai for work and wont be back until next week, so he reasoned to Knott that he will be better just with a short nap and medicine.

But arthit cant move, his head is so dizzy so he decided to just forced himself to sleep until he can heard someone opened his door thinking that its maybe a thief but Arthit gave up and just closed his eyes.

Arthit know he can always rely on Kongpob, its been years since he knew the younger and Kongpob always be the man that stay near Arthit during the up and down in his life. Arthit cant thanked him enough.

Its been a while too since Arthit knew that the younger man has feelings for him, and actually Arthit is having the same feeling toward Kongpob, he is just too shy to voicing his feeling because he knew himself better than everyone –okay maybe Kongpob knew him better- that he is the shy person and he is not an avid fan of bold confession.

But all Arthit want is just staying beside Kongpob no matter what.

“youre spacing out.”

Kongpob placed his hand on Arthit’s burning cheeks as he then helped Arthit to get up from his sleeping position.

“im fine, Kongpob.” Arthit smiled lightly, his heart is thumping realizing that Kongpob is being too close with him.

Arthit can even feel Kongpob’s mint scented breath right before his pale lips and it sent a shiver down to his spine.

“you are so red, your temperature is so high.”

Kongpob holding a thermometer on his hand and Arthit didn’t even notice when did the younger man put it on him, Arthit is busy looking donw to hide his shyness but then ignored it because maybe Kongpob wont notice how red is he being this close to the younger man, maybe Kongpob will just think that the red tint on Arthit’s skin was due to the fever.

“lets just finish the pouridge and then grab the medicine so you can rest well after this.”

Kongpob ordered him and Arthit was just nodding his head and let out a soft smile.

“why are you smiling p’? I know im handsome but don’t you think you looks so creepy smiling like that, or maybe you are having a nasty thought about me?”

Kongpob asked him as he wiggled his eyebrows playfully, ouch! Arthit hit kongpob’s chest as he glared the younger man.

“not funny!”

Both of them then laughed, kongpob finished his job to feed Arthit eventhough the older man insisted that he can eat by himself but Kongpob being strict and stubborn as hell forbidding Arthit to move and just let him to do all the work.

Kongpob just smiled when Arthit is being all shy to him while he changed Arthit’s clothes because he was drenching wet from the sweat.

“don’t laugh you dumbass!”

Kongpob just laugh eventhough he knew that Arthit is throwing dagger from his eyes.

“you will feel better after this, trust me.”

“tch! Your ass.”

Arthit chuckled as Kongpob tugged him to bed, and placed himself right next to a laying Arthit.

“kong, i…..”

“whats wrong p’? do you feel something.”

Kongpob asked with his worried look.

“i…. I want to ask something.”

“sure. Ask me then.

“all these times that we spent together, all these years. Why are you being so nice to me, Kong?”

Arthis turned his face toward Kongpob, he knew that he need to ask this to Kongpob. Arthit knew it all along – after those long explanation and conversation with his friend that keeptelling how the younger man look at him with eyes full of love, how the younger man cared to him more than himself and more then his bestfrined did, how Arthit came to top priority to the younger man, how the younger man treated him so lovingly.- that Kongpob likes him.

That’s what his bestfriend said to him.

Arthit can remember clearly how Bright called him dense by not noticing Kongpob’s feeling toward him and being stupid by not noticing that he himself also falling for Kongpob. But this time, Arthit wont back off for any reason. Not for anything.

This time Arthit will make sure that the younger's feeling is mutual.

“why are you suddenly asking that things p’?”

“just answer me, Kong. After all these times, did you think of me more than anyone else? Did you think of me more than a senior? A brother?”

Kongpob is silent, he didn’t said anything.

For a sick people, Arthit sure can talk a lot.

Kongpob really didn’t know what to say. He know that someday arthit will question all of his action to the older man but Kongpob never know that Arthit will asked this soon.

“i….”

“my friends said that I was so dense for not noticing things.” Arthit continue… his eyes are wandering around the ceiling.

“even Bright said that im being stupid and overly denze because im suck at noticing how people’s feeling about me.”

“do you have feelings for me, Kong?”

“do you, somehow likes me that you treat me this lovingly all these times….”

Arthit then decide to spare a glance to Kongpob next to him. The younger man stare at him lovingly. Arthit is indeed dense and stupid. After all these times how can he manage to not noticing how Kongpob’s eyes is sparkling whenever he is with Arthit.

Kongpob let out a sigh before he positioned himself to laying next to arthit.

“im the stupid one.”

“im the stupid one to not let you know about my feelings p’.. after all these times that we spent together I always see you more than just a senior. But then, im afraid that maybe p’ Arthit will turn his back against me if I decide to confess. Ive been feeling this for a while now, I know I should cross the line of junior and senior. But what can I do? I fell for you, for my senior even when I know you wont be feeling the same with me.”

Arthit bite his lips to hide his smile, Kongpob likes him.

“I like you. More than anything, more than anyone in the world. No- I love you.. p’ Arthit. I know I have to confess but I never knew that I will confess to you this soon. Im enjoying myself too much when im with you. I alwa-..”

Kongpob didn’t manage to finished the sentenced when he felt a soft pair of lips met his lips, its Arthit’s lips. Kongpob widen his eyes, this is real. He is not dreaming. Arthit is here, kissing him.

Arhit was about to break the kiss before Kongpob placed his hand on Arthit’s nape pulling him closer and nibbling his lower lips before finally break the kiss.

“i…im sorry.” Kongpob lower his head.

“I just want you to know that the feeling are mutual.”

Kongpob widened his eyes one more time as he look up to Arthit to find the older man is smiling and being so red due to his shyness.

“what did you say?”

“Kongpob!” Arthit blushed so damn hard.

Kongpob then pulled him into a hug.

“I love you!”

Kongpob heard the word clearly, Arthit clearly said that the feeling is mutual means that Arthit liked him too! Oh gosh!

“shut up!”

“I love you p’ Arthit!”

Arthit chukled, “I know. I love you too, idiot.”

Kongpob loosened the hug as he stared at Arthit lovingly,

“I never knew that I will be able to heard the word from you, im so going to ki-…”

“shut up! I know you’ve been kissing me secretly.”

“and I know that you are enjoyed being kissed by me secretly!”

“KONGPOB!”

Kongpob chuckled, he pulled Arthit into his hugs and he smells Arthit’s hair.

“youre my wonderland, p’ Arthit.”

“I know.”

“and I wont share.”

“I didn’t know you are possessive.”

“I will take you to wonderland.”

“I though you said im your wonderland.” Arthit raised his eyerbrows.

“that is only you and me can share, I love you!”

Arthit smiles,

“take me to anywhere.”

Kongpob then once again claiming Arthit’s lips, this time Arthit is belong to him. Arthit is his wonderland, and no one can come in between.

“kongpob! Im sick!”

Arthit suddenly pushed Kongpob’s chest and

glared at his lover. The younger man then chuckled softy as he plant a soft kisses on Arthit’s forehead.

“I know, and I love you so much!”

“so fuckin cheesy, bleh.”

Kongpob then pulled Arthit into his hugs, he needs to thanked Knott for calling him telling that Arthit is sick….

And Arthit, he know that no matter what Kongpob will always be there for him because without him realizing that he is the one that let Kongpob to be there with him since the first day.

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to be continue.

-Hi! Its me again, anyway guys! I know my grammar is lacking because English is not my first language but im just trying to deliver the story to you guys so please bear with me okay. I love you!