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Jungkook started walking out of his classroom after everyone left.He always prefers to walk alone.As usual, he took his steps while looking downwards.The hall was almost empty as it was evening already.It was getting colder, indicating the snowfall can happen anytime soon.Jungkook unconsciously rubbed his palms together to get rid of the coldness a bit.

He was busy in his thoughts when he felt a presence near him.A small smile subtly appeared on his face.He knew who it was.He doesn't need to look at that direction to see the person.After all, that is the only person who tries his best to keep Jungkook company, Kim Taehyung is the only one who never once left Jungkook's side in these months.

It's been six months since Jungkook got to know Taehyung and Jimin.Though he haven't opened up to them completely yet, he knows that he can trust them.No-one ever made any effort to know him after his parents were gone.But the best friend, or I say, soulmate duo were really different from others.Jimin was sweet and loving like a family member while Taehyung was protective and caring, like a.....like a safe place.

Of course, Jungkook was hesitant with the two elder boys at first.But Taehyung and Jimin were too good to be true.They always tried to understand him, even his silence, they never judged him for not getting involved in their talks, they showed that the care for him but expected nothing in return....They simply lingered around Jungkook during class breaks, making sure to not get into his personal bubble at the same time.

To be honest, Jungkook took first three months to know the two boy.It wasn't difficult since he is a good observer and the other two are friendly enough.Taehyung and Jimin cared for him like no-one.Jungkook felt overwhelmed with all the affection he has gotten from the two males in these months.Jimin simply announced himself as Jungkook's elder brother.Taehyung never said something like that which Jungkook was glad for.He didn't know why he couldn't imagine Taehyung as a brother to him....

"So, are you coming today?" Taehyung asked softly to the younger who nodded his head like an obedient puppy.

Taehyung couldn't help but ruffle his hairs with a fond smile.Since it's his and Jimin's last year in college, they planned a movie night with Jungkook.Their final exams will start after two weeks and the two wanted their Jungkookie to spend some time with them as they'll get busy for exam preparations.It's going to be the first time that Jungkook will stay the night at Taehyung and Jimin's shared apartment.The three has spent times together before...most of the times at the best friend duo's place and sometimes at Jungkook place but Jungkook never stayed for the night.But this time, he said yes thinking the two elders will go away soon.His heart ached at the thought of losing the only two persons he has in his life at the moment.Especially, the thought of never being able to see Taehyung again bothered him a lot.The elder was something else Jungkook couldn't describe with words....Taehyung was important for him.....from the moment Taehyung saved him, from the moment he started accompanying Jungkook subtly, from the moment he started trying to befriend Jungkook.....everything was overwhelming for the younger.Even Taehyung is the reason behind Jungkook meeting Jimin who actually feels like an elder brother to him.He unknowingly started smiling again, his nightmares started fading away little by little, he didn't feel that lonely anymore, he started talking without any difficulty like he used to do......At this point, Jungkook couldn't even imagine his life without the elder now......

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Taehyung stopped his car midway to buy some snacks from a convenient store.Jungkook tagged along even after Taehyung asked him to wait inside the car.Taehyung filled the cart with many foods while Jungkook silently walked beside him.Never once the boy had to take something for him because Taehyung has taken his favourite snacks already.No, Jungkook never told him what he likes to eat but Taehyung being Taehyung, has noticed which foods can make Jungkook's eyes sparkle in excitement.It's been almost ten months since Taehyung has seen Jungkook for the first time.Ten months are more than enough to know someone's likes and dislikes if you observe everything keenly.So Taehyung knew many things about Jungkook by now.Soon They paid for the food and walked out of the store.Jimin must be waiting for them with their special pizza.Yes, Jungkook has gotten a strong liking towards it too.

The two boys put the bags inside the car and were about to sit inside when someone called Taehyung's name loudly.Both Taehyung and Jungkook looked towards the direction,only to spot a beautiful girl smiling at Taehyung widely.Jungkook frowned, not recognizing the girl while Taehyung gulped because of uneasiness.He couldn't recall the girl's name but he was aware of the fact that she is one of his one night stands.He was scared, he didn't want Jungkook to know how reckless he used to be before Jungkook's arrival.The thought of Jungkook feeling unsafe and disgusted with him was making Taehyung go insane.

The girl came forward and looked at Taehyung with a fond smile.

"Taehyung...Hi....how are you?" The girl asked, pushing few hair strands behind her ears.

"Ummm...I-I'm fine." Taehyung barely managed to reply.

"I'm throwing a party tonight.You are heartily invited.I promise you...you'll have a great time." The girl said, biting her lower lip with a shy smile towards the end.

To say Taehyung was shaking out of nervousness will be an understatement.What the girl meant by 'great time' was clear.He didn't dare to look up to see Jungkook's reaction.He just wanted to dissappear.Never in his life he thought that he would regret being a fuckboy.....

"Sorry.He can't join you.We have plans for tonight." To Taehyung's surprise, Jungkook answered the girl with a firm tone.A shiver ran through Taehyung's spine while the girl looked at Jungkook from head to toe with an annoyed expression.

"Oh boy, trust me, I can pleasure him better than you'll ever do.After all, I've done that before." The girl smirked towards the end looking at Jungkook as if he was some dirt on her heels.

"Don't you da-"

"The word plan has various meanings.Unfortunately, you think it means sleeping with someone only." Jungkook said with a blank look cutting Taehyung off in the middle.

The girl was red because of embarrassment and anger.She is a rich kid and no-one has ever talked to her that way like the boy just did.She was about to shout at him when -

"Hyung, I'll wait inside the car.You both can talk." Jungkook said to Taehyung with a cold tone and sat on the passenger seat, rolling the glasses up afterwards.

Taehyung felt heavy in his heart.It's the first time he has seen Jungkook like that.The boy barely talks to people except him and Jimin.But today, Taehyung saw a different Jungkook.He was right.Jungkook might hate him now.The boy will never see him as a good person knowing he used to sleep around.Regret hit him like a truck and Taehyung felt like crying.Jungkook hating him was the last thing he ever wanted....

"Tae-"

"I told you it was just a one time thing.Didn't I?" Taehyung said with so much anger.

"Oh come on, it's just one more time.I'll let you have me for the whole night if you want." The girl said shamelessly, not minding Taehyung's words a bit.Hearing her Taehyung cringed hard.He hated himself for sleeping with some shameless girl like her.

"Say yes already.I'm sure that boy there won't be able to reach half of your satisfaction level." The girl continued while Taehyung closed his eyes.He can't hear such vulgar words about Jungkook.

"DON'T...JUST DON'T YOU DARE....YOU CAN BADMOUTH ABOUT ME ALL YOU WANT...BUT WATCH YOUR MOUTH IF YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT HIM...I WON'T HESITATE TO KILL YOU.." Taehyung's voice went one octave lower while he looked at the girl with piercing eyes.

"Look Ta-" the girl was scared but still tried to talk.She never knew the flirty, playful Taehyung has such a scary side...

"Just leave me the fuck alone." Taehyung said with gritted teeth, stopping the girl in the middle of her sentence.

He got inside the car as soon as possible, without giving a glance at the girl and drove off.The drive was silent and it made Taehyung's feel suffocated.He secretly looked at Jungkook who didn't spare a glance at him.How is he going to explain that he stopped fucking around almost 11 months ago and is never going to do it again.How is he going to tell Jungkook about his feelings.....Even if he confesses, will Jungkook hear him completely?Will the younger give him a chance?Will the younger believe someone like him...someone who has a history of sleeping with different people everyday....

Taehyung knows Jungkook's is a pure soul and he is like a sinner, a total bad guy.But still, he won't be able to take it if Jungkook starts hating him, he won't be able to take it if Jungkook thinks he will use him like his flings....

What should he do now......

There are only few parts left.All of them will be longer than this one.For now, I can only say that I'll finish this book within a month......