I did everything for him. We never ever fought... But alas, for him it wasn't enough...

Everything started during the 1st semester of senior year... 3 days after we officialy became a couple in the month of October..

"Celeste !!" I called out for my best friends' name during passing period. She turned around and smiled waiting for my big news.

"I know that tone... did something special happen? hmm?" she smirked as we continued walking side by side to our 3rd period which was located in room 146 in the first floor. I chuckled.

"I just never thought the day would come that HE decided to confess to me, out all people" I couldn't hold my excitement. My cheeks were burning, the butterflies in my stomach were dancing and my heart strings were playing an amazing tune.

Celeste was absolutely excited for the news considering she's known that I've had a crush on him since sophomore year and we continued talking about it as we worked on our project.

He was the first one to text the words, "I love you".

At first I caught off guard... I never thought he was ever gonna say it, especially this early in the relationship. I asked my friend who was right beside me...

"Don't you think it's a bit too early though?"

"You guys have known each other since freshman year, I think it's fine!"

I nodded at her and looked back at my phone and smiled. I only teased him after because I wasn't ready to say it just yet.

I looked at my friend beside me, she smiled at me as we continued talking about my new found relationship.

After getting out of 5th period, I went straight to my friends and cried. I never thought I'd have a friend who was willing to spread lies about my family.

When he entered the room, my friends immediately pushed me to him.

Being in his arms made me feel more calm. Being in his arms felt comforting in a whole different way from my friends hugs. I loved every second of it.

I felt my tears stopping.

Before he left for his afternoon classes, he hugged me and a few minutes later he texted me;

- If you wanna talk about it, I'll still be available okay? I'm sorry I couldn't stay longer, if only I didn't have my after-school classes. I love you okay? I love you just the way your are.

I've never felt myself smile so big just because of a simple text. It just gave me more reasons to like him even more.

- I love you too...

I texted.

I then locked my phone and walked to practice.

After 2 months, the I love you's and cute texts and moments stopped. I say it here and there but, he never returns them anymore.

Because of it, I've started questioning my relationship. I've started getting confused about how he truly feels about me.

Every night I cried my eyes out because I was feeling insecure about myself. My friends were always there to help me, to reassure me that he still loves me.

Whenever I tell him about how I feel, what he says isn't the same thing he says before. I felt the spark slowly fading away. The only time he ever texted me is if he needs to rant or if he's inviting me to play video games.

Many of my friends are telling me to break it off, but my hopeless romantic butt refused because breaking up with him was the last thing I wanted.

I've fallen way too hard...

Many nights, all I've done is look through our old texts and all the videos and photos we have together. It made me really happy to have them, but instead of smiling...

I was crying. Crying because of him.

I took advantages of the time I get to be in calls with him just because we were playing a game. Especially the one game he's so passionate about. I always spent most of my time hearing him talk about what he knows and what he likes about it. I found it adorable.

I could've listened to him forever...

1 AM

25th of January, 2 days after our 3rd month of being together.

that was when he texted me that he was gonna break up with me. I had woken up at 6 AM and was concerned of his texts.

I grabbed my phone and ready everything. Tears started to fall out of my eyes.

I felt lost. I felt heartbroken.

was this really it? was it the end of us? was that all? was I not enough?

at first I couldn't believe what I was reading. Until I force myself to read it over and over again till it hits me.

I spent hours crying till I replied back.

"I understand.." I had texted.

I said many things to him that day. Everything I had planned with him gone. My feelings? they're stayed strong all for him. I spent the whole day just crying. Not fully knowing what to do.

Him. That's all it was gonna take for me to be happy again.

But as of right now... I was alone, I was all by myself, I only had me.

Song: All I want - Olivia R. [High school musical, the Musical]

HIYA HIYA, im back for a little bit, it's almost been a year since I last posted.I got pretty busy considering im in my senior year of HS now.

I apologize for coming back with something really sad LOL

I- just don't have inspiration atm to make a better one that's more, idk, happy?

this story is inspired from my relationship, I'm okay though ! moving on has been really difficult but I'm making lots of progress!

THANK U FOR ENJOYING MY STORIES EVEN THOUGH IM P DEAD. I'll do my best to write more when I get inspired and when I find the time! feel free to request! my DMs are always open!