Ram and me finished our meal in silence.I always have this habit of sensing what people think when im around them,but with ram I could never tell what he was thinking.he totally kept me in dark about his thoughts because in same sentence,he will ask do u wanna marry me and continuously tell me that its ok not to marry me.

Anyhow finally when we finished our meal,we silently left the hotel.though I don't want my precious time with ram to end,we were back in front of my college in next five minutes.

When I got down,ram looked at my eyes and I can feel his tension in his eyes for my answer.I took a deep breath to calm myself and finally told ram that its ok for me to marry him as long as we both sincerly try

to make things work,no matter how the end may turn..with that ram flashed a grin from ear to ear,which is like first time for me to see him smile genuinely when im with him and we shake our hands finally before he disappeared.

The next big task at hand for me is to tell my friends about my marriage.as I entered the class my friends started to ask me questions but the timing of our proffesor entrance was so perfect and I left out a big sigh of relief.

I cleared my head and the class time gave me space to decide how to tell my friends.Once the class was over,my friends were excited to go to movie today but I stopped them and informed them that we are not going to movie and I have something important to tell them.my behavior in the afternoon and my serious look on my face convinced them to drop the idea of the movie.

Once we reached the cafeteria,my friends were impatient and started asking questions about my sudden disappearance show...I took a deep breath and started...friends first of all,let me finish what I want to say and then ask me any questions you have...because of some family situations,my marriage got fixed next week.I could see the confused and shock look on my friends face but I continued.since one of our family member is not feeling well,the marriage will be very simple and I even afraid whether you people will be allowed to attend my marriage.

It took some time for my friends to sink in what I told and sush was the first one to speak.what will happen to your studies then? was the first question sush asked.I informed them that I will continue my studies as my family agreed to that and today actually I went to see my future husband and I told them sorry for not introducing him to them and since the decision is so sudden,im not sure whether he want to meet you people so early and I gave them a sorry look.

My next. question was since when did I know about my marriage.when I told them that I know about it only three days ago,a concerned look popped in their face.....if u dont want this marriage we can help you to stop this marriage,ami my another friend added.

Though I understand how they are feeling,I assured them that im fine with this marriage and I blurted out that I have a secret crush on my future husband.with that sentence everyone started to laugh and after an hour talk we all started to go back to our home.

When I reached my home,my mom and dad were waiting in the hall to talk to me.when I sat across them,my started.....ankitha,the marriage will not be grand as you know and it will be held in the church near the hospital.we should go to shopping tomorrow for your marriage and hence keep your schedule empty for tommorow and rams parents asked as to inform you that if you wish to see the apartment which ram and you will be moving into,they will be waiting for your visit.

After few minutes of thinking,I decided not to go since already everyone are in pressure...my next two days went only in shopping...I didn't attend my college for this two days and my friend's were excited to come with me to the parlor today.

I felt like im still dreaming,since everything was happening so fast and my day of marriage came very fast than I expected...what will I do after my marriage,how am I going to be alone with ram,am I ready for this,what should I do with rams family,questions kept coming in my mind..