I was so nervous before the day of my marriage.after dropping me in front of my college,ram never called me.

My mom and dad were already in the living room when in walked into there after midnight because of my nervousness.Come sit here,my dad patted the sofa.

"I was always afraid of this day as my cute little daughter will be leaving us",my dad told with a big sigh..... then why are you insisting me to marry so soon,I countered..after an akward silence of five minutes,my dad continued.....I always want you to be making your own decision and live a nice life and I never wanted you to be a spoiled brat..before I could say anything my dad continued.... I agreed to this marriage proposal only because I was highly debted to jagadesh family and they also never forced us to agree to this proposal..

I sat there with a confused look as my dad continued...jagadesh family is a very good family and I know for sure that they will treat you with all love and care you needed.of course though you think we forced you into this marriage,we would have definitely cancelled this marriage if you insisted but you didn't and I know you wouldn't..

I looked even more confused and surprised and I asked my father is he telling the truth and I asked him how on earth he knew I won't say no to the marriage...letting out a big smile my father told me that I know ram before only when we are child and though me and ram dont remember,they clearly remember how constantly ill be telling them that I will only marry ram and no one else and it was all before rams family moving back to town.after that though we are not in contact,when rams marriage situation arised,the first one jagadesh remembered was you and he found as with a proposal..I would have never told yes if only it was not jagadesh,my father told..

Now it all made sense to me,though me and my mom were never on great terms,my father loved me and I was angry because he dont want me anymore and marrying me off.but with this conversation,my heart felt at ease and my mom pulled me into a hug and I went to sleep on her lap..

The wedding was simple next day,I just took an hour to get ready,before I realize I was walking down the aslie with my hands locked in my fathers and ram waiting in the opposite..there were not many people,only few close relatives and friend And jagadesh promised me a big party once his mom is released from the hospital....

Our vows are simple and when we are pronounced husband and wife,ram just peeked on my cheek..though I was disappointed by the kiss as I was expecting one on my lips,the rest of the day was good.later we went to hospital to visit rams grandmom...

My nervousness increased more than when I was getting married only when we finally have to move to our new apartment and I have to spend my wedding night with ram....