I am still in confusion because when ram invited me to a party I just said cool,ill come..he told me to be ready by 7 today evening and went to his room.

Im not a big fan of dressing and going out but with ram um more excited..I always have this feeling that somewhere we will click.by 7,i just saw myself in mirror once more..the blue dress which came just below my knee,my straight hair and the little makeup made myself presentable not not makeing stand out..satisfied I went down.

Ram was already waiting for me down and when I reached him his face gave me an expression which I couldn't read and we went..the party was happening in jack's home,one of rams best friend.I have seen him on our marriage..other than him I don't know any of rams friend.after 15 minutes,we reached there.

As we enter the house,many greeted us and the loud music was making me feel little dizzy.i was never q party person..soon jack came and greeted us and he introduced all their friend's to me..I felt comfortable within minutes and ram handed me a fruit juice...ram asked me for a dance and I was already floating...a slow number was playing in the background but my concentration was only on ram..

Suddenly,a girl in black dress with green eyes started approaching us and ram introduced her as July,his friend..then she asked for a dance with ram and I had to move now...jack came to my rescue and asked me to dance with him but my eyes were only on ram and July.

Then I blamed myself because ram already had told that he was not in love with anyone and I should trust him and not be jealous of his friends..as if reading my mind,jack told me that they were friends from school and not to worry about it.

The rest of the evening went good.after having dinner and small talk,we left the party..our drive back home was silent and ram ram went straight to his room.

The next morning,I got up early and made my coffee and started making breakfast..ram came down dressing in casuals with his college bag in one hand and his mobile in other.he had his breakfast and coffee in silent and informed me that he is going to college since it is boring in home and left..I didn't know what to do since I was dreaming that if we spent a week together,we would know each better but ram just told me its boring on second day and went..after sitting there for half an hour,I decided to go to college too...

When I entered my first claas,my friend's were surprised to see me but quickly they started laughing and asking me questions about ram and our honeymoon..that word caused a bitter taste in my heart..I just smiled and nodded for most of their questions..by afternoon,I couldn't take it anymore and decided to go back home..sush saw me and attempted to talk but seeing my face,she smiled at me and told me to tell her everything when I am ready.I quickly hugged her and left the college.

When I reached home,to my surprise ram was there but "shirtless."my heart skipped a beat.all my disappointment disappeared on this sight.I scolded myself and went in.ram saw and smiled at me..the smile melted my heart because his smile reached his eyes and he genuinely smiled at me as if he was happy to see me and missed me whole day but soon he composed himself...he informed me that he had nothing to do for his afternoon and he had prepared lunch..I was little taken back but managed to put a smile on my face and we had our lunch in silence.

Since I didn't want to prolong the awkwardness between us to continue I went to my room..I was continuously smiling myself thinking of shirtless ram but soon went to sleep without knowing..I woke up in the evening and went down.ram was sitting on the sofa watching a movie.I silently went and sat next to him.in an attempt to make a speech,I asked him what he wanted for dinner...after thinking for few minutes,he told me that he can take care of himself and asked me not to worry about me...my face went red on his remark,I didn't know what to do anymore.one moment he acts normal,the other moment he acts cold...