Why did I open the door today? Why did I just not ignore it like I had done so many times before when Rudith was knocking? No ofcourse not, the universe just doesn't like me.

"" He says.

This wasn't suppose to happen. This wasn't going to become reality.

"Wh-why are you here?" I stutter "No, wait that sounded rude."

He chuckles. It sounds deeper than it does on the phone.

It must have been five minuter since I first opened the door and there is an awkward silence between us. Well I wonder why? It's not like we only ever talked on the phone.

I step away to let him in to the apartment. "Would you like something to drink? Coffee? Tea?" I ask as I pick shirts and scarfs of the furniture.

Ofcourse there had to be a mess today. I always keep it tidy.

"" He says. He seem nervous. His curled up poster is a give away,

"Do you want to step outside?" I ask awkwardly. Nothing new in that, awkward is my middle name. I shouldn't be allowed to talk too a person face to face.

"" He says and we do exactly that.

The whole time I never do so much as lay an eye on him but I can feel his gaze on me.

Meeting him or actually talking too him was never a part of my plan. The fact that he is here irritates me but I feel guilty and quickly push those thoughts to the back of my mind.

"You never answered my question. What are you doing here?" I ask. Still not looking at him. I realise that I look rude and flicker my eyes to meet his.

" " He tells me. I feel my pale cheeks turn crimson red.

"You know it's a little chilly. Should we watch a movie insted?" I ask. He nods and we go inside again.

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I never really know what to write on the A/N but i still hope you liked the chapter. Xo Thxldx