Okay so a little author's note before the actual story. First i'm not including anything in this book about Candle Light but i feel like it is too personal of a song for me to try and include in this book. Secondly, i am beyond heartbroken about Mark graduation from Dream. If you look on my crack book a wrote a massive rant about it and spilled my heart and all emotions. I have only been a NCTzen since around March-ish time so for basically 10 months NCT has been part of my life. Dream has always been my favourite unit. I love the dreamies with every inch of my being and to the very bottom of my heart. However i hate Dream's concept. It is so mentally straining and painful to know that even though they are in this unit and having fun now they will have to leave and leave the others behind. It has driven my mental health all over the place. I cry everyday over this and i wake up every morning/afternoon all emo about it. In the 10 months that I've stanned NCT, i've become so attacked to them and used to how things are now that any change will break me. I just wish that SM would have considered that before setting Dream's concept this way. There were these two twitter posts that I saw that really hurt(??) because they were so true.

Thirdly, i don't know what the chapter will be like. I have no set plan for it. I'm just gonna write my emotions into a story. I also have no idea when it will come out because they're are quite a few things that have been drafted in that need to be published before that. But when it does come i really hope you like it.