Alternate Ending #1:

Chanyeol's POV:

My other members gave me a look of pity for the fifth time today. Last week was the day that I had told her that I'll still stay by her side And I'll be here if she needs someone to talk to. When she even wants to talk to me about our relationship. So far Ivory hasn't gave me the time of day, days went by that she had talked to me, And I'm including the month that she avoided me.

It broke my heart to learn that I had already known what is going on now, I see the comments from the anti fans and the comments from the fans that agree with me and Ivory being togther, which I would have already shown her it, if she talks to me or even listen to me for one minute, listen to the reason I think she suscceds at something, and what that thing is. Maybe than she would quite avodiing me and listen to me, even if it's one second. I just need one second to tell her everything, But so far it looks like she won't.

I was at pratice earlier today, and when I came home she was always in her room. Sometimes she would lock herself in the room for hours and she hasn't eat anything. I was starting to get worried, but also heart broken, Does she really want to give up on us? On our relationship? I don't know what to do anymore, the fans on Ivory's fansites that are fans of exo, are starting to get worried, when she doesn't come visit me at the company at lunch bringing food for all of me and my members from the cafe Himchan hyung works at.

Where she is the second best cook at, She doesn't even get out f her room. All I see now a days is Jinha coming out and in the room. I mean I could see what the fans on her site where saying, because afterall I had a secret account on BeautifulFlame.com, that I go on time to time. And ask for opinons or even answering questions fans gave me, sometimes I wonder if they would ever found out I was "YeolSonggie." if they did they are hiding it pretty well. If they didn't well thats better.

I was on my computer today, looking at the comments until one came up to me.

IvoryBangfangirl1: I think Ivory did listen to the Anti fans. I haven't seen her come out of her room at all.

ExoticGirl123: I'm worried about her, She hasn't eat a THING for a week already.

IvoryBangFangirl1: Really.. It's worse Than I thought. I hope she stays by Chanyeol's side.

I looked to this comment and tears rolled down from my eyes, down my cheeks and to my hand, the top of the hand that was set on the keyboard so that I can type something. I felt sadden seeing the fans comments. Since they are all SO worried about Ivory.. I like I am.. I looked to the door to Ivory's room.

"I'm still here. Why won't you talk to me?" I asked to no one. I was the only one of my members home, because I finished my day of work off early. I went back to the screen of the computer. But I couldn't move my hands to type something on this site. I closed the computer and closed my computer lightly, after turning off all of the pages open. And I laid my head on the chair... I put my hand to my face, tears rolling down my cheeks. I put my head on my arms after putting my arms on the kitchen counter.

'Just talk to me, I miss you... I miss you so much..' I thought. I knew she heard my thoughts I didn't block her away like usual.

-Next Day-

I went to pratice again today, leaving Ivory at home after Saying Good bye, I'll see her later, and that I loved her and to talk to me when she is ready.... Like always she didn't answer, I signed before walking to the van... I stared out the window, watching the trees and all of the houses pass by through the car ride I could only feel my longing to hug Ivory in my arms, to kiss her lips freely and to hold her hand. I missed her so much... I wished she would just open the door to the her room and come and talk to me. When I try asking Jinha whats wrong she doesn't answer or she says "I don't know." I signed... "Chanyeol lets go.. "I heard Kris Hyung said. I nodded and followed the others out, and than we where walking in the company building.

We praticed the whole day.. We were driving home, I was wondering why. It felt to me something bad would happen, and I felt it more when we finally got to the door of the dorm. I opened the door of the Dorm, only to see Ivory's shoes weren't here, her jackets and the door to her room was closed but something felt like she wasn't here anymore. I walked upstairs to her room. And I opened the door to Ivory and Jinha's room. And My heart dropped..

When I opened the door, Ivory's bed was made neatly.. But none of her stuff was on her side of the closet or in the drawings. The frame was laying there, and She forgot to bring the picture.. I felt tears rolled down my cheeks. I picked up the frame, I hugged it close to me. And tears rolled down my cheeks and to the floor down below. She gave up on me, She gave up on us? On Our relationship... For what? For anti fans, that told her she didn't derserve me, I already told her she derserved me, I told her to not listen to the Anti fans and she did and it resulted in her avoiding me for two full months, not eating for 2 weeks, not coming out of her room, shutting me out and now Walking out on me for good.

This time I knew she wasn't coming back... This time I knew she is gone for good. I ran to me and Baekhyuns room. Still holding on to the framed picture that was in Ivory's room, I would have still believed she was coming back and I would have known she was.. If she took the picture with her, but she didn't... She freaken didn't.. She leaves me here? Before I can even show her the comments from the fan's that believe we look cute togther. Before I can even tell her any of how I felt and heard what she had to say.. She left without consulting me, without talking with me. I wondered if she ever loved me at all? If she even trusted me at all?

Would she have walked out of my life today without a word. I let tears roll down my cheeks. I looked to the framed picture that was from Ivory's room, putting a finger over Ivorys face. While tears rolled down my cheeks. I threw the framed picture down in anger, sadness and Unforgiveness and of course depression. "YOU PROMISED YOU WOULDN'T LEAVE!" I yelled. Tears rolled down my cheeks like rivers. "YOU LAIR!!" I yelled. I threw the other Framed picture down that was on my night stand on the side of the bed.

I went down to my knees not caring if their where glass from the framed pictures on the floor.I could hear the door open, "Chanyeol... What happened in here?!" Kris said shocked. Looking at the glass and the broken frame on the floor of the room, The pictures on the floor, glass scattered every where on the floor, and finally me who was sitting here on the floor, with my head in my arms. "Whats wrong? Why would you throw does down!?" Kris said. "She left! She left me here! And I know this time she isn't coming back.. or she would have brought the picture with her. But she didn't!" I said. "She gave up on me.. She gave up on us.." I said. I could hear Kris's gasp, I didn't have to look up to hear it.

"I-Ivory left?" Kris asked shocked. "Yes.." I said. Tears where rolling down my cheeks and wetting my sleeves of my long sleeve shirt, but I didn't care.

-One month later-

One month passed so fast, It hurt really bad when I had to pretend to be okay infront of everyone, but I didn't want them to worry about me... Right now the lucky thing was my members weren't here... I took my guitar from my room, taking it out of the guitar case. I set the guitar on my leg, and stared struming on the guitar.. I let tears roll down my cheeks, I kept playing though. Even if I knew I wanted to kind of stop and give up on this. And just lay lazly in my bed. But something urged me to do it.

I opened my mouth and started singing..

Song: I won't let you go.. - By Christian Alexanda

Video:

lyrics:

Baby I know you understand Im doing the best I can Im just trying to be your man Ill always watch ur back for you For many reasons things have change and nothing even feels the same Tell me how we got this way How did we get to this place

I never in my life thought that we end up this way Cause I was just so in love with you And Now it feels so different Like everything has change Shorty why cant we talk about it I don't know what to do Cause we don't even talk anymore (no we don't) And im feeling so much different than before And it feels like my whole life is crashing down But chu know (I still love you) I wont let you go

I never know what to expect How bout we don't let the You haven't listen to me yet I tried to talk this out for you I Sorta just gave up on us But relationship are built in trust I don't trust you anyway How did we get to this place

I never in my life thought that we end up this way Cause I was just so in love with you And now it feels so different Like everything has change Shorty why can't we talk about it I don't know what to do Cause we don't even talk anymore (no we don't) And I'm feeling so much different than before And it feels like whole life is crashing down But chu know (I still love you) wont let you go

If we stop for a minute Just to talk for a minute Baby you and I Can somehow try to keep how it use to be ( and it's so ) Change is unneeded Can you be more understanding Don't chu cry All of this is killing me Cause we don't even talk anymore (no we don't) and im feeling so much different than before and it feels like my whole life is crashing down but chu know, I wont let you go Cause we don't even talk anymore and im feeling so much different than before and it feels like my whole life is crashing down but chu know, I wont let you go

I never in my life thought that we end up this way Cause I was so in love with you..

When I played the last part and sang the last part, I felt tears rolling down my cheeks,I whipped it away with my sleeve.

-One week after that-

It still hurts, when I pass by Ivory's door.. I was shocked though this time when I looked through the window of Ivory's old room, I saw Ivory passed by.. I cleanched my fist.. "So she is still in Korea.." I said angrily... I didn't know why for some reason I was so angry.. I ran downstairs... I saw Ivory walking further and further away.. I ran after her.. But when I almost got close to her, she ran faster than me.. I almost tripped on a rock, that was when Ivory finally got away.. I went sat on the floor and tears rolled down.. "I still love you.. My love is like blue roses of the fox trandtion you told me about, with it meaning a love that last forever. But Our's didn't end that way.. We ended bitterly.." I said. "You left without a word. Without a letter or even a goodbye? Was everything we been through a lie? Was I just a obstcle for you to pass?" I asked to no one. I punched the sidewalk, not caring if I punched it so much times, my hands started bleeding. "You might broke my heart Songgie.. But I will always Love you.. My heart is always yours.... Like blue roses.. Your favorite flower is where i stand.. I will love you forever." I Said.

Extra:

years later...

It was years later, and I was starting to age.. I can notice it.. It was starting to show up, the gray hair... I never had got married when Ivory left, I never fell in love again.. even till now. I never moved on.. I still loved her.. Even if she never did come back..

Exo became very popular and we ended up disbanding when we were all already 27 or older. After that we all got spilt up.. but we still kept in touch from time to time. I was 50 now..

And currently I was laying in a hospital bed.. Looking at the my heart beat from the screen of the michine next to me.. It seemed that my heart wasn't working like it used to when I was younger and I didn't know why.. I couldn't leave the hospital I had to stay here.

For some reason, when ever I wake up every morning I always see a blue rose by the window and I never know who it's from..

I knew my death was coming soon I can feel it. So I asked if I could talk with my ex members on the phone. And When I annouced to each and every one of them they where crying on the phone saying "Not our Happy virus.." But I knew it wasn't true anymore. Ivory took something more when she left, my smiles and laughs.. She took the happy virus away.. but the fans still stood by her side and I still secretly loved her and still believed she would come back and she never did.

Till this day I don't know why she never came back, why she left? Or even why she ran away from me all those years ago..

I smiled one last time to the rose. Actually I did found out why Ivory left..

It seemed that time ran short on her...

You see...

She had developed something when being locked in her room, without drinking or anything.. and she must have thought of going to see her brothers to see what the problem was.. And when she got to her brothers. Yongguk hyung had told me, Ivory was going to talk to me that day.. but She couldn't... You see.. She passed away that day.. and I never got to say goodbye to her..

And the Ivory I saw Running away from me was a ghost,was a spirit.

How do I know this? Yongguk and Himchan told me a day after I ran after the ghost or spirit of Ivory.. They told me everything. And Lets say it made sense.. And I couldn't count how many times.. I apologized to Ivory, even if I know she couldn't show herself to me. I felt my heart beat slow down.. "You look bad as ever Chanyeol." I heard a a voice say.. I looked up to see Ivory sitting by the window stall.. It was the ghost or spirit version of Ivory.. Sitting there. Looking young as ever, when I'm already 50. But than again, she never did age.. She stayed the same.. since she had died.

Tears rolled down my eyes.. "Ivory.." I said. Ivory smiled, but I saw tears rolled down her eyes. "I'm sorry Chanyeol.. I'm so Sorry.." Ivory said. I felt tears rolled down my own eyes. I felt myself getting weaker and weaker.. but I wanted to stay up for alittle longer. "Why are you apologizing?" I asked. Ivory got off of the counter and she walked over to me and Hugged me tightly.. "I left you without a goodbye.." Ivory said. "It's not your fault you died Ivory.." I said. Ivory still held on to me and tears rolled down her eyes. " I ruined your life Chanyeol.. I ruined everything.." Ivory said. "I love you.. I will always love you.." I said. "But why? Why didn't you love someone else." Ivory said. "Because I promised I would always be by your side." I said. Ivory cried... She looked to the michine. "Chanyeol.." she said. She ran to the door, Only for me to stop her. "Ivory.. let me die.. It's my turn.. I could feel it.." I said. "No.. No! I can't let you die.. When I ruined years and years of your life!" Ivory cried. I pulled her arm and hugged her. She sobbed.. She was a ghost, a spirit, by why does she feel so different. "I will meet you later Ivory." I said. "Chanyeol keep your eyes open" Ivory said. I felt my eyes close slowly.. "Chanyeol!" Ivory said. "I'll see you... in heaven." I said to Ivory.. She sobbed alittle when i closed my eyes I saw a bright light at the end of the tunnel..

And Ivory was standing on the other side, with a tearful face. "I told you to keep holding on!" Ivory said. "I couldn't.. And you knew that." I said. Ivory pouted. I looked down to my hands, shocked when I saw they looked younger.. Ivory was looking at me shocked. "What?" i asked. "Why does your ghost verison or your spirit look like the 21 year old you?" Ivory said. "It does?" I asked. She noded. "I don't know.

I went to my own funeral, well not the way you think. But we where watching.. Me and Ivory.. Ivory was crying even if I was sitting right next to her, as a spirit. But than when my ex members, my 11 brothers... and they where crying I found myself crying myself. "I'm sorry.." I mumbled.

Ivory grabbed my hand.. "Why don't we say goodbye to them.." Ivory said. "But they can't even see us or hear us.. Ivory.." I said. "No watch. Come on.. I'll show you.." Ivory said. We flew down.. My members, my 11 brothers. where crying rivers. I looked to Ivory like she was crazy.. but all she did was smile and give me a thumbs up.. I signed, And I opened my mouth..

"Baby don't cry tonight eodumi geochigo namyeon

Baby don't cry tonight eobseotdeon iri doel geoya

Mulgeopumi doeneun geoseun nega aniya kkeutnae mollaya haetdeon

So baby don't cry cry nae sarangi neol jikil teni"

I sang one of Exo's old songs "Baby don't cry.." And all of my members/ brothers where shocked they looked everywhere. And they finally saw me sitting next to Ivory.. They smiled, but tears rolled down there eyes. I smiled back at them and held Up Me and Ivory's hands that where holding on to eachother.

"Don't cry.. I'm sure.. you would meet me.. And I will greet each and every one of you guys." I said. "Goodbye, Hyungs/ Dongseangs." I said. They cried and waved. "Bye Chanyeol ah/Hyung.." I heard.. When I was flying up in the air.. Holding on to Ivory's hand.

Faith didn't let us be together, when we where alive.. But we ended up together in heaven.. Somewhere, Where i know I won't get spilt apart from you again.. Ivory... And you better not.. avoid me and shut me out again.. if we have a seond time in life and we end up togther. Like blue roses.. I love you forever..

Just like blue roses.. from your forest. Our love will rise up..

A/N: I cried when I was writing this alternate ending...

I'm sorry if it made you cry while reading this.. Because it indeed made me cry..

Well Sorry again..

Love you guys..

And for all the ones that like Happy endings the happy one is next..

Well actually this one did turn out alittle happy.. Since Ivory and Chanyeol did see eachother agian.. but oh well.

Catch you later - BabyYeolie12