Fresh POV (yay new POV!!!)

I haven't eaten or slept not that I needed too I just stayed up holding jammys limp hand beside the bed

Why did it have to be him?

I began to cry holding his hand up to my cheek as fluorescent purple tears slid down my face I didn't bother to wipe them away

I remembered all the fun times we had together before this

*flash back*

"Hold on tight jammy!" I yelled holding my precious jammy in my arms bridal style as I skate down the concrete path

He yelped in surprise as we went faster burying his face into my chest making me blush a faint purple as he held onto my jacket

I slowed down in front of our house and gently put jammy on the ground he was blushing like mad and was shaking slightly

He tripped and I caught him our faces inches apart my glasses changes to CU_TE and he noticed giggling slightly making me blush

"I love you Mr fresh" he said smiling holding on to me looking in my eyes I smiled and closed the gap between us

"I love you too jammy~"

*flash back over*

I smiled slightly at the memory remembering his beautiful smile and his cute laugh

*flash back*

"Oh jammy! Where are you?" I yelled out hearing a small giggle from my room

Jammy suggested that we played hide and seek around the house and had taken my jacket with him

I walked into the room seeing the sleeve of my jacket poking out from under the bed

I quietly walked over and grabbed jammy out from under the bed who was holding on to my jacket

"EEKKK!!!" He yelped I laughed at him as he blushed madly and huffed crossing his arms over his chest

"Aw come on jammy don't be like that it was only a joke" I said he turned around and had his back facing me

I pouted and I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his resting my chin on his head

"Hmph!" He said and huffed again making him look even cuter then he already was

I began to tickle his sides and he instantly stopped laughing

"HAHAHA M-MR F-FRESH HAHA

ST-STOP HAHA IT T-TICKLES HAHA!" he managed to gasp out before going into a fit of laughter

"Nupe! sorry jammy but this is my radical revenge for taking my jacket" I say and continue to tickle him

"PL-PLEASE ST-STOP HAHAHA I-IT HAHAHA T-TICKLES HAHAHAHA" he yelled out laughing I chuckled and stopped and he gasped for breath

I picked up my jacket and wrapped it around him and lifted him up bridal style and gently put him down on the bed

I pulled the covers up over jammy and he snuggled into my chest I wrapped my arms around him bringing him closer

"Goodnight Mr fresh sweet dreams" he whispered I chuckled and gently kissed his forehead

"Good night jammy with you I always have the sweetest dreams~"

*flash back over*

More tears slid down my face as I looked at jammy lying motionless on the bed the only thing that proved he was alive was the rise and fall of his chest

"Please jammy wake up" I pleaded still holding his hand

He didn't move

"Please jammy I can't live without you" I pleaded again

He didn't move

"Please jammy just open those beautiful eyes of yours for me please?" I asked

He didn't move

"Please jammy I love you" I whispered again looking down

Nothing

I began to cry again soft whimpers escaped my mouth as I sobbed in the chair

"M-mr f-fresh I love you too"

I opened my eyes and saw jammy with His eyes open

He was breathing

He was awake

He was alive

He was looking over at me with a weak smile on his beautiful cute face and those eyes I could just get lost in

"JAMMY!!!" I yelled and hugged him tightly as I cried more

He hugged me back rubbing my back in a comforting way as he sobbed along with me

"I thought I lost you" I whispered pulling away from the hug

"You will never lose me Mr fresh I'll be by your side till the end" he said cupping my cheek

I leaned into his touch his hand no longer felt cold but warm soft and gentle

"I love you jammy~" I said he looked up at me and smiled

"I love you too Mr fresh~" he replied and closed the distance between us pulling me into a kiss

I'll love you forever jammy~

Inks POV

We searched everywhere for reaper even jumping into different AUS to try and find him but came up empty handed

I sigh as I gripped my paint brush getting ready to make a portal as I swipe my brush in the air jumping through the portal

"OUCH!"

I hit the ground face first and my face hit the white floor

Wait

WHAT!!?

I shoot up and take in my surroundings

A vast white space

With a house???

"Huh!? What is this place" I and pick myself up from on the ground grabbing my paint brush

A black gooey substance wrapped around my arms and legs preventing me from moving

"Well well well~ just look at what we have here inkys come to play" a voice said sending shivers down my spine

I quickly twirled my paintbrush around making red paint splatter on the black goopy stuff as is burned away

"Ouch! Your son of a bitch now your gonna get it!!!" Said the same voice I quickly dodged some bones before turning to face my attackers

Killer and Nightmare

Killer looked alright kinda half looks asleep though....

Nightmare looked like he was still healing from out last battle

Killer shot bones and me and I quickly dodge them by sliding under them and shot some light blue paint at them which he barely dodged

Nightmare summoned some bones at me and I didn't have time to block or dodge as they slammed straight into me

I went flying across the white floor being blown back by such a powerful hit

I coughed up blood and clutched my head a throbbing pain was there and my vision was off

I see two blurred figures one black and another blur of blue white and black

"Now. What shall we do with you" nightmare said walking over and kicking me in the ribs

I coughed up more blood as I felt one of my ribs crack and another kick in my side

"Let's leave him for now we have better things to deal with then this rainbow asshole" killer said

Nightmare growled and threw me to the side like a piece of trash and laughed at my weak form along with killer

Wait...........

They have something better to do?

Better then killing me now?

I pretend to be knocked out and lie limp on the ground with my eye sockets closed

I hear a soft sigh and feel someone pick me up gently as they begin to walk somewhere

"So where are we taking ink again?" Killer asked nightmare I sense him shrug

"Back to the house heal him then when he starts waking up teleport him to a random au" nightmare said

That must be the house I saw before when I first got here!

"Remind me why we do this again?" I heard killer ask

"Remind you why we do what?" Nightmare questioned and we stopped moving so I guess he's the one carrying me

"Why were bad and we do this too ink and the others knock them out heal them and when they are waking up teleport them somewhere random then they think that they escaped somehow then we go back to fighting IM JUST TIRED OF IT ALL!!! I just........I don't want to be bad anymore I want everything to go back to normal I just...............I want to be happy again" Killer shouted slightly pain in his tone

I mentally gasped at what he said and try to process what he just said

1. When ever we fight and we lose they knock us out instead of killing us

2. After they knock is out they heal us back to our normal health

3. they don't want to be bad???

4. They just want everything to go 'back to normal'?

"I do to killer, I do to, but we can just go back now its too late I never wanted this to happen I never wanted to hurt or kill others either but it was never my choice so we just continue what we do now fight, get injured,

knock 'em out, heal 'em, then we go back to fighting again I want it all to stop but I know that I can't its too late to change the past but maybe we can change our future so let's just get him home for now and we'll work from there" nightmare said his voice filled with guilt and saddness

"I'll just go pick up the stuff from lilly she should be at the pick up spot soon will you be alright with him?" Killer asked

"I'll be fine go pick up the stuff from the kid and give her this for me okay" nightmare said I heard killer chuckle

"Really nightmare a teddy that says 'sweet dreams and nightmares' on it?" Killer asked nightmare huffed

"So what she's a sweet kid and I'm pretty sure death thinks that too I mean he usually hangs out with them sometimes and she lives in reapertale and I though he didn't like anyone there" nightmare said

"Heh okay sure I'll give her it I'll be back soon" I heard killer say and a familiar noise of a portal opening and closing as I heard nightmare sigh and I felt myself being set on a soft bed

"I wish everything would just go back to normal I never wanted any of this to happen" I heard him say then a door open and close as foot steps faded away

I felt a pinch of pain in my soul realizing what he had meant

They never wanted this to happen

They never wanted to kill anyone

They never wanted to hurt anyone

They just want to be happy

Dreams POV

Death is in pain I know it but he won't let anyone help him

I was sitting in a tree by myself thinking it was night time and I was looking at the stars

I wasn't too far from the house ink was staying in he went out to look for reaper again

I sigh as I see a little girl that looked sort of like chara peak her head out the door and looked around before running out in a small black cloak with dark blue stars on the rim of her hood carrying a back pack with her

She had a sad aura around her as she ran

What is she doing out so late at night? Is she running away!? I quickly jumped down and luckily she didn't notice me

She skipped through the forest jumping over rocks and ducking under vines

I continued to teleport after her at a safe distance as she continued walking

She finally stopped at a clearing deep in the woods and sat down on a tree stump

It looked like she was waiting for someone to come

A rippling noise of a portal caused me to quickly hide up on a tree as a figure jumped through

Killer!sans jumped through and landed in the clearing near the child

Oh no! He'll kill them! I though as I summoned my staff and prepared to fight

The little girl turned around and saw killer but instead of running or screaming she ran to killer who had his arms open wide and gave him a hug???

Her sad aura quickly changed to a happy one as she smiled hugging killer

He picked her up and spun her in the air making her giggle and killer put her down ruffling her hair

"Hey there lilly how have you been I see you like the cloak I got you?" Killer said smiling not a creepy smile but a genuine one

"I've been doing great killer and i love the cloak its so warm and comfy and here's the stuff that you asked for I also put in some ketchup and some sweets for you guys to eat!" She said smiling happily handing killer the backpack

Killer smiled and his something behind his back lilly noticed and smiled

"What do you have behind you back?"

She asked her eyes sparkled and killer chuckled and pulled out a teddy bear

It was a small light brown teddy with two red eyes holding a black goopy heart in its hands with the words

'Sweet dreams and nightmares'

On the heart in white cursive writing

Now that is just down right creepy! I thought as she took the bear and hugged it tightly

"Thank you! I love it! Did nightmare make it???" She questioned killer he nodded at the smiling child and she squealed in happiness hugging him

Wait NIGHTMARE MADE THAT FOR HER WHAT THE!!!!

She then grabbed something out of the back pack and showed it too killer it looked like a drawing

"Look I drew a picture of you nightmare and me holding hands at his castle by the garden" she said and killer kissed her fore head in a sort of brotherly way

"Thanks lilly its perfect I have to go now but I'll tell nightmare that you loved the teddy alright" killer said at pat her head giving her one last hug

"Goodbye killer I'll see you next time!" She waved smiling killer waved goodbye and opened another portal jumping through

Lilly smiled and hugged the bear and began to walk home back to the house I followed her home making sure she got there safely before teleporting inside

I pretended to just walk out of the kitchen as she walked in without her cloak on and was wearing a cute light blue dress with sparkling golden stars and a black heart necklace

Her sad aura returned as he happy one felt like it was never there

She quickly ran upstairs to which I presumed she was going to her room and heard a door close and lock

I sighed teleporting to my own roo. To go over what I just saw

Who is she really? And why was she so sad here but with killer she's happy

Why is she so sad?

Papyrus's pov

I felt sad that sans was gone but I kept believing that he would come back because

THE GREAT PAPYRUS NEVER GIVES UP!!!

I continued to lay in bed with a grown on my face usually sans would be here to read me my story before I went to sleep every night

But he's not here

Usually sans would be here to try my spaghetti and he would always say it tastes better every time

But he's not Here

Usually sans would be here to cheer me up when I'm down

But he's not here

"I miss you sans" I whispered climbing into bed and lying down feeling tears pool in my eye sockets but I refuse to let them fall

"You said you would never leave me so where are you now?" I said again hugging the necklace he gave me and opened it

One side held a picture of the galaxy with the stars gleaming and glittering with a full moon

The other had a picture of me and sans when he was accepted as one of us

I still wore it and never took it off along with Queen toriels one

I cried silently hugging my pillow for comfort as orange tears slid down my face and hit the soft pillow

"Please sans..................come back" I whispered hoping he would come back

*but nobody ca-*

A dark presence filled the room

One of death

A grin spread on my face as I looked around to try and see him but as I expected

He's invisible

But I smiled knowing that he was there

"I love you sans" I whispered hoping for a reply

"I love you to pap" I heard someone say back I recognized the voice

Sans

"Sans can you sing me a short song please?" I whispered tiredly

"Sure thing pap" I heard him say his voice in a different spot now

I feel asleep for the first time in weeks with a smile on my face

Sans POV

(Time skip)

I watched through a window as papyrus fell asleep with a smile on his face alphys wasn't awake and I couldn't sleep I don't even know what time it is

And I'm still stuck in outertale turns out I had to stay here over night with alphys after a few threats from stars of course

I take my hands out of my pockets and look at my bloody knuckles I had just recently punched the metal wall making a couple of dents in it and made my knuckles worse

I sigh and get up going over to the tap and running some water over them sending a stinging pain through my hand

"Ow! Shit!" I cursed and rubbed my knuckles to remove some of the blood seeing it wash down the sink

Once that was done I used my magic to start healing my hands seeing the small cuts and bruises on them

My wings were still out and I've gotten out of the habit to stop floating in my mortal form and walk

Black and green swirls circled around my knuckles as the marks began to disappear leaving my hands clean and fixed

I go back over to the bed alphys had given me and sat down looking at the things I had gotten

A necklace from from frisk a scythe necklace that glowed in the dark

A small gaster blaster necklace that i made which can actually come off and act like a small little camera that can fly off and come back

And a stained glass flower from toriel I held it out in front of me as it floated mid air

"Heh im so messed up" I said my head in my hands as I cried black tears pooled around me I used my magic to make sure that they didn't burn anything

"Don't say that sans you fine your just confused" toriel said appearing as she put her hand on my shoulder

"But I am tori I am messed up and I know it I'm just a crazy messed up per-"

''NO YOU ARE NOT!" she stated firmly cutting me off grasping my shoulders slightly shaking me her eyes have a bright flame in her eyes

"You are messed up! You are crazy! You are insane! You are worthless! You are stupid! Or anything else! You are you! And no one can change that! And if they have a problem with they can change! Not you! You are perfect just the way you are and you should never think otherwise" she said and hugged me

I cried onto her shoulder my smile now gone as I cried she gently rubbed circles on my back

"Its alright sans let it out I'm here for you" she said as I cried letting me cry on her shoulder

*le magical timeskip*

"Sans please don't bottle it all up I'm here for away sans, you can talk to me so please don't block them out" she said I nodded as she disappeared completely leaving me to my own thoughts

I rolled up my sleeves to see all the scars that decorated up and down my arms

I traced everyone remember when where and why I had done them all with the sane knife

Frisks knife

I pull it out and touch the blade it didn't cut me like it would anyone else because this blade was special

Only the owner of the blade could touch and use the knife without getting a major cut that burns like hell

I sigh and pull down my sleeves and put her knife away and sigh

KNOCK

KNOCK

KNOCK