"Hmm tell me now why are you sulking with that grumpy face?" He starts, looking down at me, no words coming out of my mouth, I can't even hear him I feel deaf? Dumb? Vocal cord has discorded.

Everything is happening cause this position is not good! It's unhealthy for my heart! Abbu is already admitted I don't want to end up in that pale bed too!

When he sees my stiff body looking all freeze a chuckle leaves his lips at my pathetic state, can't even manage some closeness! How are you going to manage the rest of your life with him?!

"Kinza relax...calm down I am not going to eat you" I keep my lips pressed tight not letting a single word out, my hands are still fisted tight.

"God this girl...your opposite when you're asleep you don't know that" he mumbles under his breath but few words reached my ears and before I could understand what he said he speaks "You relax your body now or I am doing it" I lift my eyeball up to look at him who is having a serious face.

"Come on...or do you want me to?" I shake my head but press my fists against my chest and he rolls his eyes at my scaredy self.

"How are you going to calm me" I finally speak and when he leans down towards my face, I literally see Angels walking towards me to take my soul away.

"I am not going to do anything, we are just going to talk. Hm?" His thumb gently caressing my cheek to calm me "I feel giddy giddy" I tell him truthfully only to hear him chuckling.

"You won't feel giddy giddy once you calm your self down" dude how are you asking me to calm while staying this close to me?! How am I going to calm if we stay in this position with your face only mere apart and your body pressed against mine! That's impossible! This is injustice! How can he ask me to calm when he is literally all over me?!

"How to calm?" I make a fool of myself and he giggles cutely enjoying my dying state. "Okay I'll leave you now but remember If I ask you a question I expect an answer from you, hm? If you don't reply I am going to suffocate you like this did you get that?" I quickly nod so he could leave and stop his torture.

I stop myself from laughing out at Kinza's cute scared face which one day will be the death of me. She does not move a single muscle and when I question her she becomes all subby and that literally flips my heart when she nods quickly to whatever I say.

I force myself to not think about those pretty lips which is just few inches away from mine. I so want to taste them and feel them against mine, but I control myself doing anything which will make her feel uncomfortable. I force myself to only look at her beautiful orbs and not those tempting pairs.

Not able to handle the fast heart when she looks like she is going to faint. I bend forward to pull the sheets away from us so she can do what she is waiting to do from a long time.

And like I thought without another thought she rolls her body to the other side not at all bothering about the fact that she will slip and fall.

"Carefull...." A loud 'Ammi!' Leaves her lips and My words trails off when I see her wincing in pain already giving a hug to the ground. I shut my eyes close when groan leaves her lips by the sudden pain she must be feeling after the hard kiss the ground gave her.

I sit up but do not rush to go check her because I know she is going to blush and become all shy if I help her in her embarrassing state.

"I-I am fine" she stands up with a painful smile and dusts her back and quickly sits on the bed but winces when her body bends. And that wince tells me she is not fine.

"Where is it paining? And I don't want to hear lies kinza...tell where did you get hurt" I do not joke about her health but act more serious.

"I—um Back" she feels ashamed or maybe embarrassed for some reason when there is nothing to be embarrassed about.

"Wait stay here I'll be back" I speak while getting up and walking towards our closet. I open a drawer to grab the pain healing cream.

When I find the right one, I go back to the girl who is in pain. "Turn on your stomach let me apply this for you" I open the cap to apply the cream but see her looking at me with wide eyes.

"No No No I can do it" I roll my eyes at her dramatic self but nevertheless nod not wanting to touch her against her will even though I am not touching her in any intimate way but only nursing her.

"Okay get up, do you want to apply it here?" She squints her eyes and groans when pain hit her as she tries to sit.

If she did not run from me like she saw a jinn, this wouldn't have happened...but who will tell her that?

I hold her by her arm gently pulling her up so she can stand. Her eyes shut tight as if she is not able to bare the pain "No No No it's paining" she yelps and holds my arm tightly. Her eyes stinging with tears because of this unbearable sudden pain.

"Okay Calm down let me apply this for you? You won't be able to do, the pain is in your ribs and your hands won't reach there for sure" she looks up at me with those innocent eyes that shows pain and hesitation.

"Come on, sit down" I make her sit and she quietly obeys but again groan when her back touches the soft mattress. "I think I broke my back!" She whines loudly coming to a conclusion as if she is a doctor when I think it is a mere sprain which will be healed by morning "My back is fractured how am I going to go meet abbu?" She stares at me with glistening eyes.

"If the doctor says I should be admitted Please book a room which is beside abbu's" she being a future thinking human being already plans on what I should do and not in future.

"But abbu wil—" I cut her of by pressing my finger on her lips, "I want this mouth to be kept shut until it's not necessary now turn and lay on your stomach" I pat her lips and then her red cheeks. When she does not move and stares at me with wide eyes I raise my eyebrow asking her to hurry up.

Looking all hesitant she turns to lay on her stomach and remains quiet like asked. Before I touch her I take a peek at her face to see her eyes shut tight as she is squeezing her finger ready to break them anytime, looking all nervous she lays there with a very stiff body and her breathing is not normal at all I can tell the from the way her chest is heaving up and down.

I gulp my saliva down feeling awkward to touch a woman for the first time my life and even though it nothing intimate I feel non-existing butterflies singing and having a party in my stomach.

I pull the blanket over her other part of the body so she could feel less comfortable, I cover her legs properly before sitting down and lifting the night shirt up ever so slowly because of the hesitation I am feeling on making her feel uncomfortable but still it's just to nurse her and heel her pain.

So I lift her gown and her pale smooth skin which sometimes caught my eyes when she sleeps careless but I never gave attention to it feeling like I will do sin if I stare at her milky skin but now since its infront of me I do not stop the urge to admire her beautiful slim waist.

I lick my dry lips before opening my mouth "I am going to touch you tell me where it is paining okay?" I glance at the girl who give me a subtle nod. Her face is not at all in view since she is digging her face in the pillow.

I gently brush my finger on her waist so she could get used to my touch and like thought she flinches and stiffs when she feels my touch "Kinza you need to calm down I am just treating you so stop getting nervous" I speak but take the opportunity to run my finger on her waist.

"Tell me where it is paining? Here?" I press three fingers just above her hip where the waist band of of her pyjamas can be seen. She shakes her head so I move my fingers up. And again a head shake tells me it is not there, I press my fingers a little more up and when she winces loudly that tells me she got a great hit right in between her spinal cord which is damn painful.

"Just here?" I caress my thumb on the region where spinal cord is located and the way she holds the sheets tight and winces under her breathe worries me and I feel like this is not a normal sprain.

"A little above too" she mumbles under her breathe but to my greatest surprise I hear it, with a nod I pull her dress a little more only to feel my breath hitching and lungs squeezing for air when I see something I shouldn't and which I have never seen in my life with naked eyes on someone. I gulp when the back strap of her inner clothing comes in view, I quickly pull her a little lower just so it hides something which is making me go crazy and I hate the hotness I am feeling because of nothing.

I squeeze the cream on my finger to spread it on her back but was forced to stop when she yelps loudly "No No stop! Please leave it like that...it's paining if you touch" she turns to look at me with glistening eyes.

"You won't be able to sleep with this pain so let me apply this on you, It won't pain for much longer but first relax your muscles or it's going to hurt more" she shakes her not accepting my words but I ignore her cries and press my fingers on the painful area to spread the cream "Ya Allah please stop!! It's hurting" she yells and throws her leg asking me stop while hitting my thighs with her hands. But I do not get bothered with any of the things she is doing.

I pull her dress only to feel my heart flipping at this unseen unholy view but I try my best to ignore it and do what I am here to do. "Ah not there" she literally cries when I touch the area which have a red mark which tells me she got hit on the stand which is beside her.

She silently cries giving up on protesting after doing it for a long time. When I see a small scratch which must have been gifted by the stands legs.

I ignore the place where there is a small scratch because I know it will burn like hell if I apply this cream there.

After spreading the cream everywhere I tear the bandage which I bought incase she is bleeding, I open the wrapper and at the sound of tearing she turns her head to look at me with those eyes which are now wet from crying "what are you doing? Am I bleeding? Is it too bad?" She panics when she see a bandage in my hand "No your not bleeding.." I pause giving the attention to bandage which I am applying on her back "its just a small scratch" I give her a small assuring smile so she could believe me.

" done do you want me to massage where it's paining?" I ask her to which she nibbles on her lower lip thinking "I want that—But it's paining when you touch there" she mumbles peeking from her fist which is tightly held closed in front of her face.

"Hmm...you will feel better by tomorrow Inshallah" I look down to see my hand resting on her hip, I quickly pull away when I realise what I was about to do. "Now sleep we will talk tomorrow hmm?" She nods and wipes her face tears drying on her tint cheeks but she wipes the rest away with her sleeves.

I control the itching urge of bending and kissing her forehead just to assure her that everything is fine. I stand up and walk towards the washroom to wash my hands before joining her on the bed.

"Kinza? Wake up" I gently pat the girls cheek when she doesn't wake up after the third call, a hum leaves her lips telling me that she is awake.

"How is your back now? Is it still hurting?" She squeezes her eyes to open the sleeping in the middle of the bed and after a week for the first time she does not hit in the middle of the night because of sleeping in a tight and uncomfortable position she must've slept in because of the pain.

"Huh?" She blink her eyes looking like she just entered a new world "How is you back sweetheart?" I become all sweet all of a sudden when this is not me who speaks like this.

"Back..." she stretches herself but a groan leaves her lips at the sudden stretch. She turns on her back and face me, I look down at her face—only her face and that belly which is naked and not her body which has no shawl covering it like it always does.

I try my best to keep my eyes dart up on her face and not her body.

"It's not hurting anymore" she grins all of a sudden feeling happy that her back is not broke as Doctor Kinza said . "I thought bones are broken I need to be admitted in the hospital" she giggles at her self and slaps herself mentally and I do not hold back from chuckling.

"Now get up get ready quickly and after praying come down we can go meet your abbu—and about you college—" she quickly interrupts me "let me take a leave please! My back Is not yet healed I don't think I will be able to sit straight for 5 hours" I squint my eyes suspiciously at her lie.

"You just now said you are all good?" I raise my eyebrow and she shakes her head innocently "when did I say that? I am healed but not that healed that I can go to the college" she acts like a kid making lame excuse but if she let me complete my sentence there wouldn't be any need of making excuses because I was about to say her to take a day off today too but she is kinza she needs to make assumption before listening to everything.

"Okay...but from tomorrow no excuses" she nods obediently " No go get ready" I move away so she can hop to the washroom.