after you?

well, let's see

after you,

1. I didn't go back to church.

2. I spent two hours beside the tracks everyday.

3. I go to the convenience store alone

4. I learn about long division. it isn't that hard

5. I meet two boys.

6. I only love one

7. something emerges from the forest (it looked like you)

8. I meet my father, he has a cat

9. and you meet yours

10. mama cries for two summers

after you,

11. I don't shed a tear

12. I find a dead body

13. I dig up your grave

14. I live in an attic

15. I find my voice

16. I get your name tattooed onto my skin

17. I grow up as much as I can

18. I still taste the bottom of your vans from where you stepped on my tongue

19. I still see the hole you made from when you ripped it out of the ground

20. I kiss all the mouths, all of the mouths that maim me