We sat around the dinner table and ate dinner. My mom made spaghetti, I honestly hate eating it in front of Cameron because I don't feel comfortable having sauce all over my mouth. I'm scared he'll find me disgusting. It wasn't always like this though, we used to play around together all the time. We grew up and things kind of got awkward. I think it's just puberty and hormones. I like Cameron to be honest, I'm just trying to figure out if I love him. Sometimes I'll get butterflies and other times he's just like a big brother too me. I guess he feels the same way because it gets pretty awkward between us.

"May I be excused" my parents nod and I get up. I walk towards the bathroom to see if I have sauce on my mouth. I'm also nervous so I want to pee.

The ambiance in the bathroom wasnt my favourite, the whole house felt weird. I just don't know how to describe how it felt, just weird.

I started to wash my hands and my mouth. I wiped my mouth with a towel and left it beside the sink. I turned around to grab it one last time to clean some water around the sink but it wasnt there anymore.

I was going crazy.

I looked around the bathroom to find the damn towel, i finally found it, it' was hanging on top of the shower curtain poll. How the heck did it get there.

I took the towel and cleaned my mess quickly so that I could run back to the table.

I sat back down in my chair and got dirty looks from my parents but Cameron just casually winked at me which made my heart melt.

I started to eat again but I felt something cold in my back.

"Do you guys feel the breeze" I said trying to take some of the awkwardness away.

"No" they all say at the same time. I nod and kept eating.

Once done we got up and put our plates in the sink. Cameron and I walked upstairs.

"Cameron can I stay with you until we go to bed"

He nodded and told me to take a seat.

He had plugged his tv so we could watch it. He put the movie "unfriended" how great a story with ghosts.

Ghosts. Maybe this house is haunted or something..

Cameron and I finished watching the movie and I am beyond scared there is no way I'm going to sleep alone in my room.

"Cameron can I sleep in your room"

He looked at me with sweet eyes.

"Sure, take the bed, I'll sleep on the floor"

I nodded no and told him his bed was big enough for two.

We just layed there awkwardly, we were far apart from each other and there was no way we were getting closer.

Further through the night...