//AMANDA'S POV//

"What do you mean we have a bond??"

He sighed and looked at the wall. He wasn't as confused as I was but it felt like he was sharing his negative energy with me, the air felt different, like if all the happiness had long been gone. If that makes any sense.

He sighed again, I could see he was thinking. He was deep into his thoughts and I'm not sure if he was thinking about a way to explain or thinking about something else so I snapped him out of it

"Shawn, I'd like to have an answer before I die" I said sarcastically, I earned a sarcastic smile, like a "really" smile and he started talking.

"The reason why i went out earlier is because you can hear the guitar right? Right. So um it's quite unusual so I went to ghost inc"

I started to laugh, ghost inc. seriously.

If this is some type of monster inc think, I'm done, I'm seriously done.

"What like monster inc" I said, earning a slight chuckle from him.

"Exactly like that" he said seriously. well shit

"Oh" my smile faded as I was waiting for the next part of the story.

"So I went to see this guidance thing, and they told me that, we had a bond and that's how you were hearing it"

He licked his lips and continued.

"He told me, there was a few options..or things, I don't..okay wait..."

He licked his lips again which looked hot

"I can leave, or you leave and this bond thing doesn't get any further, but if we do that, our bond will become stronger, you'll keep looking for me, and I'll always be wanting to come back to you etc..get the idea?"

"But Shawn.."

I looked down..not knowing what to say, I was shocked.

I did love him, I haven't had someone I could mess around with and have fun with like I do with Shawn. I mean of course there's Cameron but he's just, it's not the same thing.

Girls go after what's impossible, that's a fact.

"How are we even supposed to hug"

His hand trailed up to his neck and he rubbed it with his hand. He often did that when he was conflicted about something or hiding something.

"You want to hug me..?" The words rolled off his tongue perfectly and he looked up at me with his puppy eyes.

"Maybe" I looked up at him and blushed.

He nodded and left

That boy has some serious issues, that boy makes my heart go crazy. That boy, that boy is Shawn Mendes