I sometimes start to think,

About the days when you used to smile and wink.

Then I realize those days are gone,

At least you were my friend from night to dawn.

Now I see you with her,

Tears roll down my cheeks and my vision goes blur.

If only you knew how much I was in love,

Not till the limit but much more above.

Crying at night would not help,

It won't make you love myself.

Nothing could ever separate you two,

The love you had for her was very true.

I started to hurt and cut at night,

Although I knew it wasn't right.

I started to cut since one day,

I couldn't stop now anyway.

Hurting myself would make me happy,

Things started going dark and crappy.

Whatever may happen, I won't forget those days,

I will love you forever and always.