i woke up in a hospital bed with mattia on his phone, i wasn't in any pain

"h-hey" i said softly

"fuck your okay thank god" he bent down and hugged me

i smelt perfume on him that's not mines it stank

like cheap shit

"where were you while i was here?" i asked

"w-why?"

"where were you just answer my question"

"why do you care valentina?" he asked

"i don't" i lied

the bullet grazed me but it hurt like shit and

mattia was gonna take me home

the car ride home was long and aggravation filling

the air

"what would you do if i cheated on you? he asked

"probably fuck alejandro right in front of you" i said

"psycho"

"did you fuck someone?" i asked blankly

he chuckled and kept squeezing the wheel

"do you not trust me?" he asked

"no i don't" i said honestly

"i swear you could be so fucking dumb sometimes"

"your the one who reeks of cheap ass perfume

mattia" i yelled

"alejandro was right"

"about what"

"i should've left you alone"

"so why didn't you? my family fucking hates you

so why did you kidnap me huh? because you were in

"love" with me"

"you wanted me out of your life right?" he looked me in the eyes

"you-

"then i'll stay out of it" he pulled his car over and unlocked the door

"get out" he said harshly

"i'm not gonna beg anyone to stay in my life

if you thought that what was gonna happen"

"then get the fuck out of my car valentina"

i got out of his car and had no idea where to go

i was in italy alone , in a cartel , mafia , drug dealing hotspot does he want me to die??

i felt a cloth go over my mouth and i breathed in

some shit and passed out

bebe come back over

just let valentina die honestly

you talk about how much you regret

getting her and shit, so i had mario kill

her :)

i know you know how heartless

i could be but if you really bad mario kill

my fucking princess i'll beat the fuck

out of you myself.

you won't because she's

probably getting raped or some shit right now , you

dropped her off in a crime hotspot dumb shit and i'm

i'm canada so have fun baby tia

love you 🥰

read 2:35 pm

i felt my foot press on the gas , police sirens

blaring after chasing me , i didn't care i just needed

to find valentina i fucked up i cheated and blamed it on

her

i texted her phone

mamas are you okay!?!

please text back

i'm sorry i was in a bad

mood

please

i love you