we were watching a movie when mattia got a

text

"i have to go" he said

"why?" i asked

"business to take of"

"why are you always fucking leaving me" i asked

"i don't have time for this valentina"

"but i do , do you know how scared i am when

you leave me alone your in a mafia mattia i'm scared

your gonna come back one day" i said softly

he looked at me and his eyes softened , he hugged

me and i wrapped my arms around his waist

"i promise i'm gonna be ok mamas" he kissed my forehead

"o-okay"

he pulled my chin up and kissed me softly

"i'll be back" he said

after he left someone knocked on the door , i

opened it and seen alejandro

"hey" i smiled

"can we talk" he said

"yea of course-

he smashed his lips on mines and i froze up

and pulled back

"ale-

"fuck i-i dont know why i did that mattia is gonna

kill me , don't tell him please"

"y-yea i won't"

i closed the door and felt overwhelmed with

everything

i think taking 2 plan b made me high or some

shit i'm never this emotional

i just got in the shower and waited for mattia

to come back

he finally came back and we were chilling

and stuff until he started to talk

"so when were you gonna tell me you kissed

alejandro" he looked me dead in my eyes

"m-mattia i was-

he started walking towards me until i

got on the wall

"look at me while your talking" hs said

"he kissed me and i pulled back mattia i didn't want

you to hurt him" i said

he grabbed my neck and my breathing

hitched

"i figure everything out valentina"

"i said i'm sorry damn what else do you want me to

do"

"i don't know i think i'm going to punish you" he said

i laughed and he threw me over his shoulder